😵‍💫 Skitzocow Stephen William Lafleur / henstepl / Thisismyrofl / Elecbullet - Schizophrenic Arsonist Who Hates Soda

Thank you for the response. It cleared up some misconceptions that I had. I'm not that familiar with James Holmes beyond his crimes. How come you brought him up here?
Well, he called a suicide hotline before the shooting, hoping someone would talk him out of it. Nobody answered, and he did the thing. I argue that there is a nonzero transfer of culpability when psychiatry is actively or passively refused to someone who then commits a crime. I don't know if the suicide-hotline number was mentioned in court, but obviously there was not a sufficient transfer of culpability for that or any other refusal to get him a not-guilty verdict.

I've taken a cursory look at his psychiatric history, and I saw him being passed from women doctors to women doctors. And my dissociation may represent automations of morality, but there's a non-automatic moral issue here: is it not indecent to profess psychopathy to a little girl that isn't frankly accommodated against you?

What happens when a psychopath is situationally forced to stutter, every time he admits his psychopathies? I'm very concerned for the school-shooter nation.
 
He uses the term teddies because he is so thoroughly and neurotically intimidated by women that he is forced to view them as inanimate objects even in order to allow himself to think of them.
He used the term for men too, and seems obsessed with the erotic quality of male orderlies. I don't think it's sexism that's making him do that.
 
interesting but could you provide an actual medical source? mind you, not saying it's not true, but is this from a study or "internet says so"?
I can give you a Haaretz article, which was the first result from searching "schizophrenia jews", with a possible explanation for why this is the case and the names of scientists from the Hebrew University of Jerusalem who were studying the issue. It should make for decent starting point if you want to look into it further. (Archived because it's paywalled. Direct link for good measure.)
 
I love watching speedrun threads. we are already at the 'women-hating, teddy fearing' arch. Of course, he sympathizes with mass shooters.
 
He uses the term teddies because he is so thoroughly and neurotically intimidated by women that he is forced to view them as inanimate objects even in order to allow himself to think of them.
If I may come to my defense, only Types O (a necessary and brief transition in the middle of each day) and some manifestations of (B/b)-- (choline/serotonin, doubly glutamate deficient) are entirely socially inept, if we exclude the unmanaged default state and dissociations.

(A/a) is stable, agreeable and masculine, (A/b) has a psychopathic charm, and even (B/b) can be sociable due to choline and adeptness malvolition. Every one of those has some spectacular successes under their belts.

Though it's inevitable to say that I am a virgin, and have fluked some extremely obvious sexual offerings. Type B has erectile dysfunction. It could have Emily Ratajkowski naked on its lap, and it would have to think of words to cognize to get its dick up.
 
If you haven't explained it already, why do you keep referring to nurses as teddy bears or teddies? Do you not like teddy bears, or is it something about their hairy legs?
 
If I had to write the three things that cause scary men to be refused psychiatry, they would be receptionry - rooms where decisions are made by men not in the room, including ERs and psych wards - unscoldingry - rooms where decisions are made by unscoldable men - and the mobilization of tiny teddy bear women. The teddies are goddamn everywhere. I wonder if James Holmes ever ran into problems with them.

I argue that there is a nonzero transfer of culpability when psychiatry is actively or passively refused to someone who then commits a crime.

Originally, I felt a little presumptive thinking this guy was a strong candidate for future serial killer, but after these two posts, I think it's a given. The only question I think is left is whether he murders a bunch of receptionists/nurses in a fit of rage, or whether he's doing it to 'help' them - to try and calm them down after he makes them panic, and so that he can finally be in their presence without feeling impotent.

(Edit to avoid a double post)
Though it's inevitable to say that I am a virgin, and have fluked some extremely obvious sexual offerings. Type B has erectile dysfunction. It could have Emily Ratajkowski naked on its lap, and it would have to think of words to cognize to get its dick up.

Which seems like another reason you'll want to kill them. You can't get it up when they're alive, but take away their power over you, and you'll get along just great.

Seriously, commit yourself. Do it before you do something horrible.
 
It could have Emily Ratajkowski naked on its lap, and it would have to think of words to cognize to get its dick up.
Excellent contender for random.txt. Also, this is apparently the archetypal hot woman for our resident soda-hater.
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How do you combat the emotional blunting?

What's your sleep schedule like?

Do you have any nasal issue's?


Also analysis paralysis, Don't force it
 
How do you combat the emotional blunting?

What's your sleep schedule like?

Do you have any nasal issue's?


Also analysis paralysis, Don't force it
Emotional blunting is combated by recognizing I need 1) serotonin OR dopamine, and 2) adrenaline OR choline at any given time. Now I'm able to medicate from G-- to G-, which removes issue 1), and halfway through every day is a transition that removes issue 2), so I've got it managed mostly.

Sleep schedule is improved ever since I moved to a nontrivial glutamate supplement. I'm using Serine now, because glutamine converts to GABA and causes extreme daytime fatigue. There's still a very real sense that I have to put both A and B to sleep on any given night, and yes, sometimes only one is awake.

Nasal issues, no. Certainly no headaches.

Analysis paralysis is what I've gotten myself out of. I'm less likely to dissociate if there's not a way out amounting to putting my hands in my pockets and leaving. That's no longer going to be a plausible solution.
 
@henstepl At what age did you start taking prescription drugs?
19 was when the first words came from my mouth that I didn't choose to speak. I quickly got a Tourette syndrome misdiagnosis, but I've been finding that a sizable portion of Florian syndrome patients have at least mild coprolalia.
 
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