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Its like I said in the Yaoi and SJW Arts threads. The term headcanon (and even Fanon) has truly lost all meaning. I remember it used to be a hypothesis on what you believe a character was like based off of small characteristics. Nowadays, its just "I want this character to be just like me, so therefore they're gay or trans to me". Again, I wouldn't care so much about this stuff if these type of headcanons didn't get so astroturfed in fandoms.
yes, they really love declaring characters "neurodivergent" as well. it's just taken as "fact" in stranger things fandom that one of the characters is adhd/autistic now for some reason.
I've certainly seen uglier troons in this thread, but there is something especially-horrifying about this... cartoon character, and it is not merely his exemplar of autism-face ー it's his skin...
How does his chest look like that? That is the skin of an eighty-year-old!
I don’t know how to cope with wanting to be a gay man so bad (self.FTMventing)
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It’s literally ruining my life. And it’s too embarrassing to tell people, because what am I supposed to say? “I’m depressed because I wanna kiss boys as a boy” like nobody I know would ever get hung up on something like that.
I’ve been saying I’m a lesbian for a while now because I have considered myself homosexual and heteroromantic (a woman that is sexually attracted to women and romantically attracted to men) and that label makes me so depressed but it’s the most accurate of what my orientation is right now.
I used to identify as genderfluid and “gay both ways” but I thought about it and I don’t think I want to be a man only some days. The thought of switching between man and woman makes me a little sad (nothing wrong with genderfluid people!!).
I’ve struggled with this for so long now. I went through a whole crisis where I tried so hard to force myself to be into role reversal in straight relationships, but the role reversal subreddit made me so sick to my stomach to imagine myself as those women (nothing wrong with being into role reversal, it just made me personally depressed and I would cry about it).
Whenever I would talk about this, people would assume I identify as a straight cis woman, and they’d say “if you love mlm media that means you’re gay!” But I just can’t watch mlm media. It doesn’t make me excited, it doesn’t make me happy, it just makes me upset and depressed. I also can never get off to gay porn; it just makes me feel hollow watching it.
I’m currently identifying as vaguely transmasc but the pain won’t go away, and I guess I’m just posting here because I don’t know how to deal with this yearning. The yearning won’t stop no matter what I do. I tried dating men as a guy but the first guy willing to treat me as a guy protested when I asked if I could wear tape in the bedroom. Also, I don’t even know for absolute sure if I’m even attracted to men at all, or if I just have a romanticized view of them.
I know this sounds overdramatic but this has literally caused me to stop eating. I eat like, two tiny meals a day because I have zero appetite. It feels like I’m force feeding myself. But I can’t talk about it to anyone because to everyone else, it sounds like a non issue/kinda weird.
Sorry, just wanted to get this off my chest. The feeling never leaves me. I think I’ve felt this way my entire life.
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I don’t even know how to exist anymore, I can’t even bear to take my clothes off. I wear the same shit for days at a time.
I'm hoping she's young so there's a better chance if her growing out of this.
Perforating performance: A tranny feels backstabbed when conversations with various trans rights allies reveal that despite the talk, they don't walk the walk, and no amount of dollar store whorespackle slathered on to their cheeks or Temu corsets crafted by the hands of child slaves will ever make them be seen as truly female, which just about anyone with a functioning brain would tell you. "We will never be equivalent to what they perceive as 'real' women," writes Einstein's long lost twin after having just been cryogenically defrosted. "They are hostile to letting trans women into women's spaces, locker rooms, bathrooms, 'girl talk,' sports." Ah, to be denied the privilege of a seat at the supper table of sisterhood; truly, even the martyring of Christ himself pales in comparison. Link | Archive
I would like to say this only really applies to liberal cis people, communist, anarchist, socialist, etc seem to be far more knowledgeable and understanding, even though it’s not always that cut and dry. Anyway, cis people really show me how much how much we are not supported when I talk to them. Any conversation about ‘trans politics’ (god I hate that term) almost instantly devolves into a flurry of bigotry and disinformation that they typically cannot correct when evidence in provided. Then, these people cannot accept that they are transphobic, and typically resort to the idea that they cannot be because they support trans people, and see them as women. But the more I talk to these kinds of people, I realize they don’t see use as women, they only validate our existence so long as they don’t have to see us. We can wear dresses, and get surgery or do whatever we want to ourself, but in these people’s eyes we will never be equivalent to what they perceive as ‘real’ women. Become of this, they are very hostile to letting trans women into women’s spaces, locker rooms, bathrooms, ‘girl talk,’ sports. This has happened to me so many times, and it hurts to bad.
Speaking of sisterhood, this TiM seems a bit too dim to realize he's being grayrocked by a former bestie when his constant cries for validation and comfort are met with little more than apathetic one-liners even when he's in such hysterics that he's bothering his therapist in the middle of the night for support. Based on the title, I was hoping his gal pal would've at least called him a cum jar-collecting creep and slapped him with some invalidation, but it sounds like she's making the wisest choice to simply disengage from him until he fucks off on his own, so good on ducky for resisting the call from this pig to roll around in the mud with him! Link | Archive
She was my best friend before transition, the kind that you talk to for hours and do a lot of things togheter. Now after talking to her about my transition (and after being forced to talk about some sensitive topics I didn’t want to discuss with her) we barely talk, and if it’s not something about her/something that she really likes talking about then she barely acknowledges me (mind you, this girl talked to me about EVERYTHING, from her ED, abuse, suicidal thoughts)
Yesterday really happened my eyes about the situation. I had just returned from a trip with my bf and told her I wanted to show her some clothes I bought so I could have an opinion. She was okay about it, but after sending her a video haul she barely responded (Like 2 messages for a 3 minute long video) and when asked how the clothes fit she talked about “idk, they’re really particular”… I mean she could have said they looked like shit and that would have been okay, I even asked multiple times…
The second (and worst) thing that happened is that the same night I had a difficult conversation with my bf. He confessed me something he did in his past that left me so shocked I had to text my therapist about it in the middle of the night.
I was crying and shaking, I needed some support, and so I turned for her, and the conversation went something like this.
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OP: hey sorry for texting you back just now, I had a really really rough conversation with my bf. I’m extremely shocked rn and I even had to send a big ass text to my therapist about it?
Friend: ??
OP: Yeah I was talking with him and he confessed something that really really bothered me… I’m kinda shocked tbh and needed to tell it to someone
Friend: ah okay
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Why does my life as to be like this? Is it because I’m trans? Did I do something? Why can’t I just have friends like every girl does.
After nearly a decade of transitioning, a man is faced with the futility of his efforts when a new employee at his job thought he was just a particularly fruity bloke. Link | Archive
I've been on hrt for 8 years. I just want to be dead already. It would be one thing if they thought I was just a non-passing trans woman, or even NB, but no of course not.
Since her scalp decided to hold an everything-must-go-sale on all things keratinous, a pooner fears that she'll find it difficult to seduce the kind of grody old dudes that get her motor running - you know, the Humbert Humbert types that prefer the ignorant young nymphs they chase after to be the picture of eternal youth. Don't know about the rest of you, but whenever TiFs learn that testosterone will not, in fact, make them paper-skinned, watery-eyed little yaoi twinks on the cusp of pubescence but instead force them into the realm of receding hairlines and back zits, it warms the cockles of my heart. Link | Archive
(I'm not looking for advice on growing it back or hair transplants) Over the last year it's been thinning so much I had to bite the bullet and just shave it, but I just feel so fucking ugly, it makes me look so much fucking older and just highlights how weirdly shaped my head is. Ever since I just feel as though no one is interested in me, to be honest I prefer older men but I feel like none of them will be into me now because of my hair loss.
It's not just that though, I feel as though I've missed out on so many normal opportunities and experiences that cis people go through due to my dysphoria, and now just to top it off I have to deal with this.
It's like my youth is being taken away, I never got to have a typical teenage experience and now I feel like I'm delayed and behind everybody else enough as it is. I just don't think any older guy would be into a younger bald guy and I'm so inexperienced I really don't think I wouldn't be able to date someone younger you know. I just really don't know how I'm gonna find the confidence to ever be ok about this.
Stories of testosterone being an instant toad potion personally amuse me, so here's another one where a FTM laments that she's turning into a mutant after a lifetime of being so fantastically sexy that, according to her, it got her raped numerous times. This is a claim guilty of multiple sins - arrogance, pathos, fallacy - so I'm including her selfies so you can all judge for yourselves if this he/him/Helen of Troy is truly so breathtaking that men would wage war for her. (As to be expected, OP does not make any connection between her constant victimization and her transgenderism even though being raped to sleep by dickwolves every night is so classic a pooner origin story as to be trite and cliche by now.) Link | Archive
I'm 3 years on T, I'm a little over a year post top surgery, and generally I'm REALLY euphoric over all the changes happening to me and the fact I look more masculine. unfortunately, I'm also becoming ugly as fucking sin, and I've had a LOT of shitty relationship experiences where I've been basically trained to believe that if I'm not hot, then I'm a waste of air and nobody will bother talking to me because I'm not interesting or even funny. I really try not to let it get me down, but at least when I still looked like a woman, I was conventionally REALLY hot (I mean why would I have been raped so much if I wasn't), but I've gotten a double chin (my body getting fat after spending my whole life underweight feels amazing, but the way it's filled out my face makes me miserable) and this awful scraggly beard & sideburns that are a completely different texture to the hair on my head but shaving them gets me misgendered which makes me want to put my head through a wall, but seeing how ugly I'm getting *also* makes me want to put my head through a wall
I'm like, the biggest advocate in the world for the idea that you should transition to feel happier and more like yourself rather than for the people around you to think you pass, but I'm realising that the more I feel like myself, the more I'm losing what I've always been told is why I'm worth being around, and with my girlfriend being on estrogen and her not wanting to do sexual stuff as often anymore (she says she still thinks I'm as attractive as when we met, and I believe her that it is just the estrogen that's caused the decrease in our activity but it's getting hard to not think my face has something to do with it) it's hard to remind myself that I am still wanted without being attractive
idk it feels like a really stupid thing to be upset about, "oh I'm so incredibly lucky to have gotten to start my transition at 20 but actually it sucks because I'm not pretty anymore", like jesus dude grow a spine, but I've spent so long on the waitlist for therapy and I'm running out of ways to deal with feeling like this, i tried dying and restyling my hair and it just made me feel a million times MORE ugly than I did before, even though it was the exact colour I've wanted for years, and the exact style I've been growing my hair to achieve
Like the last poster, here's another FTM in her early 20s who reports a history of abuse (as she is aroutineposter of a sub called r/TraumatizedSluts) worrying that her transformation into the 14th dwarf of Thorin and Company makes her vastly less of a catch in the ocean of casual sex. I'm not someone who believes a woman's worth can only be found in the perfection of her reflection, but seeing otherwise ordinary young lassies turn into little squatchettes and then complain that nobody's yearning for a Yeti makes me wonder what exactly they were expecting; at what point in human history has anyone - aside from carnival barkers - ever put out a wanted ad for hirsute honeys? Link | Archive
Especially with how I present myself oh my godddddd!!! I like to wear eyeliner and lipstick sometimes, I like being masc and fem, sometimes I fall androgynous with my style. But I keep my body hairy, and I have a beard. I HAVE A FULL BEARD.
But because I wear jewelry and dress a little alt (heavy, heavy eye makeup and band t's, I'd say I fall into the metal subculture more than anything), and have long, luscious hair that I take care of, it's a problem! Sometimes I'll only have faceless pics (Grindr) and I'll get hit up, we exchange selfies and the guy will be like "Oh... I expected something else" and they ghost me
I've had someone say "ew" to me
And it's not just cis guys!!! No!!! "Wow! You're hairier than I expected!" Ghosted
"Sorry I'm only looking for femmes" wow thank you
Blah blah blah blahhhhh I'm too big and hairy for people, they can't handle all this. But I'm not changing, no, I like having a masculine body (tho it's more fem now cuz my fat moved since I had to stop taking t, long, long story. I will have my fridge body back someday when I get androgel in my hands again)
I like being hairy, I like my beard!
But because I like dressing a little "fem" sometimes, I fall in a weird freak category that apparently no one likes.
And I can't say it's not affecting me because it absolutely is. I've had my ED thoughts return and my mind is like "you can be chubby and smooth or hairy and thin" now because of how often I hear this. It's pissing me off so bad, I'm so close to just like, swearing off dating and hooking up for a few years because of how much this is bothering me.
Edit: They're all fine with me until they see my face or nudes. And I'd be less upset if every single comment wasn't also an insult, y'know? And when I do also show my face I still get insults for not falling into either box squarely.
A nearly middle-aged tranny is nearly brought to tears when ogling strangers and their children at the beach reminds him that he will never be a true and honest mother - and because he was so hasty in trooning out, he never bothered to store any sperm so that he could continue the series of genetic mistakes that lead to his existence today. I'm sure we can all agree that OP's inability to scrounge up a couple drops of splooge to shovel into the wayward uterus of whatever handmaiden would have him is, indeed, a devastating loss for humanity as a whole. Link | Archive
For some context, I am a trans lesbian who's been on HRT for nearly 3 years. I spent most of my life, 38 years, being so utterly on the fence about wanting kids that it was a constant struggle with the long term partners I had. So I never ended up getting married or having children.
Then, I came out and started HRT. I knew almost right away that I really did want kids and I did want a spouse/coparent. Then I added prog to the mix and now I've got baby crazy on a regular basis. I've been like this for a couple of years now.
I could sit here and talk about how "I know it's not too late" and "age isn't everything" but those mantras really don't help me when I'm as down as I am right now. I went to the beach today and while I saw tons of gorgeous women (which already triggered my dysphoria a bit), there was also a big family gathering happening and there were a bunch of kids running around playing.
I almost cried a couple of times. I had to contain myself before I made an embarrassing scene about my inability to both bear and give children. I had chosen not to save any genetic material before starting HRT, being so certain that I'd be alright with going off of it later in order to start sperm production again. But now that I'm seriously considering it... I don't want to take the risks of letting testosterone take over my body again. I like how I am now. I don't want anything to change and I think I'm ready to accept that I maybe made a mistake here. I understand that I'm not entirely sterile and that an opportunity to have biological kids might still be on the table... But this change in my paradigm has been... Distressing. At this point I'm probably looking at adoption or being a step-parent. Neither of these options are bad, to be clear. I'd still be elated to be someone's parent. It's just kinda... I dunno... Crushing? That I made a decision back at the start when I thought I knew what I'd be alright with. I don't think I made the wrong decision, but I do wish I'd more seriously considered saving sperm before starting HRT. I was given plenty of opportunities to do so and I took none of them. I guess these things just happen.
I'm really in my feelings right now. I'm extremely sad and looking for someone to talk to about all this, but unfortunately I don't know many late-in-life trans women in my situation. Im really sad and I don't know what to do to help alleviate this level of dysphoria, especially when it gets mixed in with my bottom dysphoria and phantom vagina/uterus. It's driving me crazy.
Is this an "Ice Cream and bad TV" treatment, or a "here's a book on the subject" treatment, or maybe just a "journal about it and get your feelings out" kind of thing? I'd love to hear from y'all.
Thanks.
A TiF (Trans-Identified Fraud) is apoplectic towards her fellow doodz for their willingness to make it easy for people to clock them instantly based on their scars; because of their eagerness to expose what OP believes should be kept shrouded in secrecy, she now fears that the commonality of this knowledge will get her clocked in public as a member of the Lollipop Guild. Seeing as your average FTM can barely reach the top of counters even if she propels herself with the best little bunny hop she can muster, I just feel like getting anxious over your scars clocking you is borrowing trouble from a bank that has none to loan. Link | Archive
It's too late anyway to put the cat back in the bag, but now you can't even express your frustration (TAMELY—the part of my comment he quoted was the only part where I even bordered on being mad) that people have made it effectively impossible to be stealth if you want to have a normal life, unless you're an insane luckshit and can get keyhole & meta. (So far phallo is safe, but so was top surgery 10 years ago. At least that one's easier to lie about, but it's gonna be the final nail in the coffin if someone you know sees you at the beach) Obviously I'm more mad at the theyfabs and cissοids who've proliferated ts, but the fact that other men are so callously telling cissoids how to clock us pisses me off so bad.
Atp I trust other transsex people who arent stealth (by choice) less than I trust the average cissoid. Somehow every stealth person has to add 15 caveats to everything they say lest they be dogpiled by the most annoying people in the world telling them that theyre in the closet, have internalized transphobia, are setting back our rights by decades, need to get over their insecurity and just come out already (and sometimes even then), but the out-and-proud types get to do everything they can to ruin all of our lives with zero pushback from anyone.
Yeah I'd love it if everyone knows every single detail of the surgeries that are part of my private, personal medical history, to the point where all they have to do is take one look at me when I'm at the pool and they'll know I'm a fucking pοοner. We need to tell everyone how to clock you, it's *representation! Think of the kids! And get the fuck over yourself if you don't want to be trans. The rest of us are gonna ruin your life and you can't do a single fucking thing about it
A li'l dood's "manhood" is called into question because she can't stop sperging out on a regular basis, which she naturally tries to pretend happens only "from time to time." A post this whiny and childish could easily be mistaken as one penned by an unruly tadpole, but no; OP is actually in her early 20s, which makes the revocation of maleness - even juvenile maleness - to be even funnier. You know what's super macho, OP? Stamping your feet and crying about the injustice of it all! Why, that kind of hypermasculine display would make even Arnold Schwarzenegger look downright effete! Link | Archive
They're transphobic fuckers anyway, regardless of this specific situation, making sure to misgender me on purpose 24/7 anyway despite me correcting them every time, which can get exhausting.
But now apparently, because I have (honestly very few, and usually internalised) meltdowns due to being autistic I "can't be a man, not even a little boy for that matter", which I know to be complete bs. Toxic masculinity too. It makes me feel like shit though because I'm dysphoric as it is.
Lastly, the sound of a woman simply talking incites such overwhelming jealousy that a TiM cannot even bear to listen to it through the safety of speakers. Link | Archive
>Click on interesting youtube video
>Woman speaks
>Close out immediately
Like it doesn’t really matter that the reason is different (insane envy over voice vs resentment) the behavior is exactly the same lol
The Genderbread Person was created by Sam Killerman, a man.
WPATH was founded by Harry Benjamin, a man, and then staffed by the men from the Eunuch Maker fetish website.
GLSEN is chaired by Wilson Cruz, a man.
The DNC chair is a man named Ken Martin, and its Executive Director is a man named Roger Lau. Of the current DNC leadership, only two of the female members currently don't have children, and only one of them is single. So no, "single, childless 30-50 year old women" don't staff every DNC apparatus, nor are they exclusively the ones running organizations that try to push gender BS in schools. If you think that the married grandfathers and moms-of-six who are running the DNC or the male comedian who invented the Genderbread Person "count" as single, childless middle-aged women because that's how they "feel" to you - that's troon logic.
No, this is the core demo of the left. Single, childless 30-50 year old women who have nothing left but to convince their younger, prettier counterparts to ruin their lives, out of spite. This is who shows up at 'no kings' and 'refugees welcome' protests. This is who gets jobs at schools to convince other peoples' children to troon out. This is who staffs every DNC apparatus.
Idk why you're getting crappy little internet stickers on this. Did very wealthy men in very high positions astroturf this ideology? Yeah. But could they have done it without the social consent and political support of an army of screeching insufferable female HR/therapist/munchie mom/middle aged media consuming deranged rainbow flag harpy lunatic women and their cowed besties who just want to fit in? Fuck no
I realize they don’t see use as women ... We can wear dresses, and get surgery or do whatever we want to ourself, but in these people’s eyes we will never be equivalent to what they perceive as ‘real’ women.
No, this is the core demo of the left. Single, childless 30-50 year old women who have nothing left but to convince their younger, prettier counterparts to ruin their lives, out of spite. This is who shows up at 'no kings' and 'refugees welcome' protests. This is who gets jobs at schools to convince other peoples' children to troon out. This is who staffs every DNC apparatus.
I have no love for libtarded wine aunts, but the central problem with your thesis is that young women and girls have a pathological unwillingness to listen to older women. If middle aged women were the only proponents of poonerism, there would be no pooners under 30.
No, this is the core demo of the left. Single, childless 30-50 year old women who have nothing left but to convince their younger, prettier counterparts to ruin their lives, out of spite. This is who shows up at 'no kings' and 'refugees welcome' protests. This is who gets jobs at schools to convince other peoples' children to troon out. This is who staffs every DNC apparatus.
i haven’t showered in a couple days and i recently had it stuffed full of veganal flora from a cis f (soon after my most recent shower) and also ive jerk offd a few times since then.
im trying to think of an accurate way to describe my stench but im really struggling. have any of you experienced this? help me put words to it.
"Learning to get over it or you're going to give yourself health problems being upset about something you can never change" is such great advice against attempts to transition to the opposite sex that I am stunned someone posted that as a defense of trans people.
Idk why you're getting crappy little internet stickers on this. Did very wealthy men in very high positions astroturf this ideology? Yeah. But could they have done it without the social consent and political support of an army of screeching insufferable female HR/therapist/munchie mom/middle aged media consuming deranged rainbow flag harpy lunatic women and their cowed besties who just want to fit in? Fuck no
I think this problem is a broader effect of early retirees with absolutely nothing to do but torture those around them and engage politically with a world they no longer understand, and the same goes for childless women. (I say this as a young woman myself). When you're a net negative to society and have nothing meaningful or useful to pour your energy into (children, career, business, or even a hobby and porn doesn't count-looking at YOU trannies!), you're bound to engage in problematic behavior as you have no real place in the world, nothing meaningful to contribute. But the "just want to fit in" thing makes a lot of sense. Far too many people go along with horrible ideas because they just want to do "good" or fit in.
Ver archivo adjunto 9258475"Learning to get over it or you're going to give yourself health problems being upset about something you can never change" is such great advice against attempts to transition to the opposite sex that I am stunned someone posted that as a defense of trans people.
It's cognitive dissonance. Troons & poons are people who are constantly under some form of psychological stress that they choose to never truly resolve, usually from a lack of emotional maturity involving not living in reality, and continually/infinitely defer or shift blame onto someone else to not hold themselves accountable in any meaningful manner. Iirc, chronic psychological distress is the root of most if not all acquired mental illnesses. It's kinda like a smoker complaining about tar in his lungs, but he continues to smoke anyways. Hasn't someone on the forum made a post about the parallels of troons, gooning, political identities, and drugs being these forms of addictions? I'm a lazy fatass who can't be bothered to find it. anyways, I wouldn't be surprised if this fits in there somewhere.
), but I've gotten a double chin (my body getting fat after spending my whole life underweight feels amazing, but the way it's filled out my face makes me miserable) and this awful scraggly beard & sideburns that are a completely different texture to the hair on my head but shaving them gets me misgendered which makes me want to put my head through a wall, but seeing how ugly I'm getting *also* makes me want to put my head through a wall
