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I'm grateful for spoonies suffering. I grew up with a mindset of shutting up and getting shit done instead of whining specifically because of how pathetic his descent into learned helplessness is.
I don’t know how you can be a depressed shut in loser freak who does nothing but cry and complain for a decade straight. Genuinely why hasn’t he just killed himself?
 
I wasn't even asking for a new video and I'm still let down. He could've at least been living for himself in a good way that improved his quality of life, but instead it's constant depression marathon of self-loathing with no true awareness to change upon self-criticism? Why would anyone punish themselves this hard for nothing?
Serious mental illness without proper treatment. He needs to be on serious meds and closely monitored. If he's already on meds, they aren't working and need changed.

Beyond that, he's going to need some serious, long-term therapy to get out of the mindset he's in, unlearn a lot of self-dsstructive behaviors, and develop positive habits.

Unless his family pushes him into it, it's unlikely anything improves.

The chemicals in his brain are all sorts of fucked up, to the point where he can't think properly. It hard to properly get across to someone who hasn't experienced it or personally seen it it someone.

No amount of "Get over it" will work. Any positive routines people try to establish will stop as soon as they aren't supervised and micromanaged. The default state of his brain is wrong due to the imbalances.

It's been described by a friend as "a brain fog that makes you feel like everything is hopeless, nothing will improve,ayou're exhausted even when you really aren't, and you just want to sleep to avoid it all"

His shut-in lifestyle and enabler girlfriend made it significantly worse. At this point, there's a good chance he ends up harming himself and needing hospitalization.


Overall, really sad to see.
 
Noah is the embodiment of learned helplessness. He's self aware enough to realize what a self pitying, useless sack of shit he is to everyone around him but is too lazy and selfish to work a real job and work on himself. Noah is a burden on my tax dollars and needs to commit to at least one of his promises. At this point, I don't care wether it's the year of the Spoon or the year of the rope.
 
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It has been what, 12 years since Scarlett left him?
I think I have said it before, but saying it is all her and April fault for spoony being fucking failure takes away his own accountability.
Don't tell him how to mourn a 3/10 chick relationship that lasted 18 months that ended during Obama years!
 
Who says they "raised dogs"? You give them food and affection and they mostly keep themselves alive. Somehow I doubt this sad sack posting about his 10 year old depression streak has the diligence to train his dogs.
We had a family friend who raised hunting dogs and another that raised seeing eye dogs. There is definitely a difference between raising them and keeping them as pets.

And Spoony is definitely doing the latter.
 
Family has very little power. The person who needs help has to consent for legal reasons, thus the family is always ultimately powerless. And most family, regardless of their tough words, will not force a child (or whatever) into homelessness. That's why even freaks like cyrax still live with mommy. The only way to use force is to get custodianship (making them a dependent) which, you guessed it, also requires consent or extraordinary circumstances like literal retard status. Eventually the family gives up because ultimately they have their own damned lives to live.

Thus you get spoonies, chris chans and other nutters that have involved families but no real progress or solution.
 
I said over a decade ago that posting a mea culpa was the very first thing Spoony needed to do if he was going to get anywhere because his refusal to admit he'd given up was keeping him in mental limbo. Now it's been so long that actually seeing it (if you could call it that) makes me feel nothing other than a tiny grain of gratification from seeing him confirm what everyone here said 10+ years ago.

I'm not really sure what to think of Noah anymore and I don't really care. I maintain that going back to long-form writing (movie reviews or whatever) instead of wasting his words on shitty tweets is still accessible to him, but it is what it is.
 
I said over a decade ago that posting a mea culpa was the very first thing Spoony needed to do if he was going to get anywhere because his refusal to admit he'd given up was keeping him in mental limbo. Now it's been so long that actually seeing it (if you could call it that) makes me feel nothing other than a tiny grain of gratification from seeing him confirm what everyone here said 10+ years ago.

I'm not really sure what to think of Noah anymore and I don't really care. I maintain that going back to long-form writing (movie reviews or whatever) instead of wasting his words on shitty tweets is still accessible to him, but it is what it is.
Hey, glad you're here to see this. Some vindication for all. I said back at my start almost 6 years ago that it was April that did him in. You could just tell that was the last real straw giving him any potential motivation. But we also know that if she was crazy enough to stay he'd still have lost the house and she'd be the only income provider and they'd be in some slum apartment or both crammed in with Miles to this day. So either way it wouldn't have made a difference in how he turned out.
 
Noah is the embodiment of learned helplessness. He's self aware enough to realize what a self pitying, useless sack of shit he is to everyone around him but is too lazy and selfish to work a real job and work on himself. Noah is a burden on my tax dollars and needs to commit to at least one of his promises. At this point, I don't care wether it's the year of the Spoon or the year of the rope.
This is one of the many reasons why it is so frustrating talking about Spoony. It isn't that he doesn't have some mental-health problems, but the reality is that he is far more self-aware than he wants to let on and uses his mental-health issues as an excuse to be a leech off of others.

Even this latest post is structured in such a way to be as deliberately manipulative as possible. The real reason why he is lamenting about being a burden is because he is probably expecting everyone to rush in to say how he isn't burden or to offer their help. He doesn't throw a pity party because he really does feel down about himself, he throws one because he expects to receive something positive in return from others.
 
I wasn't even asking for a new video and I'm still let down. He could've at least been living for himself in a good way that improved his quality of life, but instead it's constant depression marathon of self-loathing with no true awareness to change upon self-criticism? Why would anyone punish themselves this hard for nothing?
Obligatory "you wouldn't understand" because that would be Noah's answer.

Btw, I feel like that thread from him is a response to Larry Bundy's recent tweet about him, which had gotten attention.
Fun Fact:
Spoony (Noah Antwiler) has now officially been on "Hiatus" for longer than the entirety of his online video making career.

(10 years, 1 month)
I'm aware Noah said he left twitter, but come on, I don't fully believe the idea that he doesn't check on the site.
 
Great find, archiving here just in case it's not somewhere on here already. I'm amazing she hasn't taken that down by now,

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What an incredible bunch of weirdos in that. Only Doug comes off as fairly sane. Spoony is so full of shit saying he'd rather work construction than IT too, lol.

"Nice necklace there!"

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It still amazes me how slovenly and unclean everyone around Chanel Awesome (including their adult fans) looked back in the day. I mean, out of these screenshots from the video, how many of these people look like they’ve taken a shower within the previous 24 hours?
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And I don’t say that to be mean, more so that it’s really just a fascinating time capsule of what the Channel Awesome audience was like at their peak.

Gotta love the interview of “Dr. Holocaust” too. I’m truly shocked this character didn’t stick around for long in the Channel Awesome sphere.
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Ironically he’s the person who looks the most hygienic/well-dressed in the whole video. He’s also incredibly embarrassing.

As always with old Channel Awesome content in retrospect, Doug is the most likable/most normal (relatively speaking).
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Don’t make it too obvious there, Spoony.
 
It still amazes me how slovenly and unclean everyone around Chanel Awesome (including their adult fans) looked back in the day. I mean, out of these screenshots from the video, how many of these people look like they’ve taken a shower within the previous 24 hours?
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And I don’t say that to be mean, more so that it’s really just a fascinating time capsule of what the Channel Awesome audience was like at their peak.
It really isn't a time capsule because that more or less is how people who attend cons look today. Out of shape people, unshaven men, people who dress bad. We all know the joke about the lack of deodorant at anime conventions.

This is just the type of people who are attracted to this way of life. There is a reason why you don't see good looking, nice dressed people at conventions unless they are one of the con guests with a table.
 
Even this latest post is structured in such a way to be as deliberately manipulative as possible. The real reason why he is lamenting about being a burden is because he is probably expecting everyone to rush in to say how he isn't burden or to offer their help. He doesn't throw a pity party because he really does feel down about himself, he throws one because he expects to receive something positive in return from others.
Narcissist egotistical bullshit. And I believe it...this faggot is that into himself and believes he should be cared for because he is a z list celebrity and is still 1 look away to become the next Brad Pitt (or insert whoever celeb here)

I saw that clip posted here of his grease ball ass talking about if he did some shit with his hair, that's how you get noticed by agents or some faggot nonsense.

Im simply still amazed this loser thinks he should be famous and/or known..and thinks he shouldn't work a real job.

Can we blame his parents for failing him somehow or is this all him?
 
Wow another of my proudest KF moments, got Spoony finally on MATI. Other 2 were the critikal trooning kids meltdown and Marzgurl going on about some bullshit.

I can't blame Null for being confused about him and the lore. There's so much about him that's so obscure and wide spread but also so little overall. Trying to keep track of the Spoony time line is not easy. Intense periods of rising, intense falls, then endless nothings with the occasional 2-3 year in-between sperg outs.

Spoony got BTFO right afterwards by the hentai game addict though, so as always spoony loses.
 
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