I don't know what ammonium nitrate is so I cannot comment on that. At that time he was living in the basement of my parents house 1 mile down the road and the entire basement was his so who the fuck knows how he got it. How did he get the drugs? Who radicalized him!?
Encourage them to be active in their communities and go to city council meetings and vote.
I put him into trauma therapy, anger management, psychiatry, medication, and got him involved with people from Church. I fought hard for his disability for a year and I got him hired at LEAP (low energy assistance program) where he was helping heat peoples homes in the winter. He was fired. Disability was denied. I asked everyone and their Mother for help with my son. Everyone including the judge knew he was unstable.
He was prepared to kill me several times.
I have voice recordings of me trying to get him to Father our son and he was so high he had no clue where he even was.
Also a Playstation and lots of games and books and he can get on computer and Google etc. Has a tablet also.
Holy shit. You son has more privileges and electronics than any of my children.
Look through your kids books to find hides in them. Look in their stereos. Pick things up and shake them to see if you hear anything inside the items. Watch for a lack of self care. Pay attention if they are staying up all night while you sleep to have conversations in secret with people. Pay attention to the books they read and the clothes they choose.
lady, your son didn’t need “hides”
You were 100% aware of his violent and erratic behavior and his drug problems. You’ve laid this out very clearly
In this thread. How do you tell your children “don’t do drugs” when you’re actively doing them?
“WHO radicalized him” you and his father. What the fuck do you think happens when two druggie whores refuse to have any responsibility or self control and your child witnesses your neglect, drug habits, criminal acts and overall lack of anything decent, caring or moral, every moment he’s in contact with his parents?
You think sitting in city council meetings with a bunch of pedos, rapist or narcissist assholes, who openly mock and actively ignore their constituents will fix your children’s mental well being. Your dad was an elected Representative and look how you turned out. I’m going to argue, based on evidence presented here, it might well do the exact opposite.
Christ on a cracker lady, imagine trying to get famous off the back of your mass murderer son who is sitting on prison because you were cracked out, god awful parent and human being in general. You going to start speaking tours where you make 20k each presentation you give? You know, to save the children. Sounds like the thought process of the byproduct of a soul sucking politician.
The therapist didn’t fail your son. You did, his father did. Your son failed. Stop blaming others
This whole story is bullshit (and unbelievably sad) . It was not legal for him to own those firearms. Have you ever perused a FFL form? He was mentally Ill, violent and on drugs. He didn’t LEGALLY carry those firearms. You were scared he would kill you but totally fine with the thought of him killing random innocents, or else you would have called 911 every time he held a gun to your head
Why didn’t you immediately call the police after he held his AR to your eye? Or any of the other times you said he did that to you. Don’t tell me he wouldn’t have been arrested.
You tried forcing his methed up porn Star father to take him. WTF lady!?! Does that sound like something a caring mother would do to her child? You say this NOW and still think you’re the good guy here, on some crusade to save children. Do the world a favor and stay far, far, fucking away from helping ANYONE, except yourself.
Let me break it down. You started this ball rolling when you decided to shack up with a crackhead, Gay porn star. You and the father continued your meth head antics… you admit you’re still on drugs to this day, trying to somehow glorify your sons actions at the same time blaming everyone else.
It ended with innocent people dead and your sons life wasted , because of the sad, Lonely and mentally abusive life your son was subjected to from his own fucking PARENTS!!!! until he cracked and killed innocent people. By your statements in this thread, we can all see you’ve learned absolutely nothing and it’s everyone else’s fault but yours, the father or your sons.
If your dead set on “helping” parents, tell them THAT. Tell these parents not to be living breathing piles of excrement that create mass shooters through neglect and abuse. Don’t let them hide behind “yeah… I wasn’t the best parent but muh MeNtALs and muh DrUgS”. No parent is perfect. We all do things when we’re stressed, reached our mental compacity for dealing with b.s., then we step back, take a drive with the top down or have a cuppa on the deck. To be so bad you create a mass shooter 
. Maybe tell these parents to put their children up for adoption and to save their child from the horrific mental and physical harm these parents cause their children, which more and more frequently ends with catastrophic harm perpetrated on random innocent members of society. 
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