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- 15 de Mayo, 2017
The weight gain didn't come from celebrating, though. She gained a shitload then lost a few (allegedly). It's not that hard to tell yourself that you do not reward yourself with food, period. Make your reward something else. Surely, that has to be an easier thing for her than losing the weight in the first place? She can do it, she can manage a non-food reward. But is she gonna?
Besides, she can't keep her story straight. Gorl, did you gain weight because you were celebrating or because the big bad binge monster got you and took you to your dark place?
She "celebrates" a weight loss by bingeing. It's subconscious and part of why she sabotages herself. That's one bit of self awareness she had in this video. Yeah, she needs to find a non-food reward system. But she doesn't have self control with spending there either. She could buy just one new journal to replace a filled one (hahaha) but instead, she buys ten.
Wasn't Ricky's Birthday 4 weeks ago?
Shes over 550 now.
That was Eric's birthday.