The Sacrifices by Alexander Kattke - The Official @BrunoMattei Grieving Thread

[Mikoyan]

https://youtube.com/watch?v=fEg4lnTZelo

gmcfosho's beautiful singing is truly the way to commemorate this forum user. The Pride of Detroit, man.

This dude had some interesting takes particularly on film but when I saw him say he'd try to check out with SN before my reaction was basically 'nigga are you fucking retarded?'

 

[Dizzyuntildeath]

now that images are working again here's the word count

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I'll sum it up even more:
Bye world!

 

[Shartavius]

He seemed like a walking time bomb that was bound to hurt someone else eventually. This might have been the best outcome.

I doubt he burned his bridges amicably prior to this point.

 

[Just A Butt]

It's almost clever

i disagree

 

[Lokenstien]

God fucking dammit. I was thinking of checking up on him after the last couple of months of public deaths and suicides. We talked earlier this year about transgressive writing and I thankfully got to purchase some of his earlier books. His books aren't my favorite, he was more inspired by Maldoror and Burroughs which mostly makes for chaotic edgy writing but he gets to live forever in some sense on my shelf and I hope that brightens his soul a bit. RIP @BrunoMattei.

 

[Just A Butt]

purchase some of his earlier books.

that's probably the dumbest thing i've read in this thread so far

 

[Dizzyuntildeath]

You know who did psychosis, depression, schizophrenia and ultimately suicide really well? Virginia Woolf. Her letter was nice. 'Hey sweetheart, losing my mind, don't wanna do this no more. You were great! See ya!'
Not this Of Mice and Men length manifesto of rape and Internet fame. YAWN.

 

[JustSomeDong]

The guy is/was a master of poorly fetishizing cringe, sexual violence, & 7th grade writing-level murder & rape fantasies.

Most of us probably already figured that out from that note... wew

 

[BigPeanut]

Godfuckingdammit Bruno.

I don't want to get into too much because this involves the personal lives of me, him and two other users but long story short, actions he did, choices he made, led to him spiraling into a series of batshit insanity. He was not mentally well. At all.

I had to cut contact with him, which was incredibly hard and taxing for me.

Spill the tea sis.

 

[Judas Connor Moon]

Imagine killing yourself lol.

 

[AnOminous]

There were a few minor follow up posts addressing that, but for the most part unless you were looking for it, you would have had no idea anything was wrong with him. Well, he did spend an inordinate amount of time talking about Italian horror movies, but aside from that I mean.

He had good taste in bad movies. And some good movies, too, but most of those Italian horror movies are at least partly enjoyable largely because of how bad they are. He also had fairly intimate knowledge of the surrounding details of the movies that interested him, and I always like hearing from someone on a subject I know little about who actually does know what he's talking about.

I did point out that he phenomenally botched that sodium nitrite method that for some reason Sanctioned Suicide is so autistic about promoting. It's a godawful method but he did it completely wrong.

 

[Osama Bin Laden]

I did point out that he phenomenally botched that sodium nitrite method that for some reason Sanctioned Suicide is so autistic about promoting. It's a godawful method but he did it completely wrong.

could never

 

[Illuminati Order Official]

You know who did psychosis, depression, schizophrenia and ultimately suicide really well? Virginia Woolf. Her letter was nice. 'Hey sweetheart, losing my mind, don't wanna do this no more. You were great! See ya!'
Not this Of Mice and Men length manifesto of rape and Internet fame. YAWN.

Brevity is the soul of wit.
Still, a little sad if he succeeded this time.

 

[AnOminous]

You know who did psychosis, depression, schizophrenia and ultimately suicide really well? Virginia Woolf. Her letter was nice. 'Hey sweetheart, losing my mind, don't wanna do this no more. You were great! See ya!'
Not this Of Mice and Men length manifesto of rape and Internet fame. YAWN.

To an extent, her whole oeuvre was an extended suicide note, although you might not have noticed it until she walked into a river with an overcoat full of stones.

Dearest,

I feel certain I am going mad again. I feel we can’t go through another of those terrible times. And I shan’t recover this time. I begin to hear voices, and I can’t concentrate. So I am doing what seems the best thing to do. You have given me the greatest possible happiness. You have been in every way all that anyone could be. I don’t think two people could have been happier till this terrible disease came. I can’t fight any longer. I know that I am spoiling your life, that without me you could work. And you will I know. You see I can’t even write this properly. I can’t read. What I want to say is I owe all the happiness of my life to you. You have been entirely patient with me and incredibly good. I want to say that — everybody knows it. If anybody could have saved me it would have been you. Everything has gone from me but the certainty of your goodness. I can’t go on spoiling your life any longer.

I don’t think two people could have been happier than we have been.

Sort of makes Sylvia Plath and Anne Sexton look like a couple of bitches (although I still believe they were both genuinely talented poets although Sexton was a godawful person who raped her own daughter).

 

[Rotollo 2]

all I'm getting from this is if you commit suicide do NOT try to shill your shit to your kiwi farms buddies to get popular post mortem, not only because it associates your family with your suicide, not just because it can be emotionally manipulative, not purely because those you emotionally hurt will talk about your drama, but more importantly: because it is gay and cringe

 

[Dizzyuntildeath]

To an extent, her whole oeuvre was an extended suicide note, although you might not have noticed it until she walked into a river with an overcoat full of stones.

Sort of makes Sylvia Plath and Anne Sexton look like a couple of bitches (although I still believe they were both genuinely talented poets although Sexton was a godawful person who raped her own daughter).

I kinda liked the Bell Jar. And I think we're leaving out good ol Ursula and her Dispossessed. Women are good at writing about the misery that is the human condition.

 

[COCK SURE]

this is gay as fuck

 

[BullfrogBill]

How do so many people on here know so much about Bruno's private life beyond what he posted here? Discord? If so you should take this as a warning to stay the fuck away from Discord unless you want to suffer the same fate as Bruno.

I want to know more though, Bruno was one of my favorite users at KFMN and I always had fun shitposting watching movies with him, but I had no clue he was going through all of this, I keep seeing people saying Bruno would drag you down into misery with him and I'm very curious as to what you mean by that.

 

[Fear and Bullets]

Yknow, ive only been active a little under two years or so now if memory serves, but if i had a nickel for everytime ive seen a prominent or semi-prominent kiwi attempt or commit suicide then have extremely disturbing fetish writing exposed, I think id have about three nickels. That isnt a lot, but what the fuck?

I liked seeing his posts around but I can't understand anybody in good conscience mourning a guy who wrote about "fisting a virgin cunt inside out" and found it necessary to involve others in his big gay suicide fest. Dude seems like kind of a waste of air in hindsight.

 

[Mikoyan]

How do so many people on here know so much about Bruno's private life beyond what he posted here?

The question to me is how did you not? He'd frequently talk about his struggles on threads all over this site.