Suicide Notes on KiwiFarms

I remember when lurking before creating this account, there was a dude who was mentioned in a thread for dead kiwis about wanting the best way to tie a noose. Then he never replied. It's sad, but then again, if you are publicly asking for ways or methods to kill yourself on this site like this, you are going to be made fun of even in death, because you were an attention whore. Suicide is a bad thing, yes. @Cats was a great user on the site. He never made some elaborate meme post note about killing himself, but it still hurts us.

What concerns me is how often it happens. It's common to see suicide notes on Twitter, Facebook, or Instagram, but not really here. From my time using the farms this year it seems like it's just getting worse, and it will create problems for the site. Maybe it's loneliness, isolation, or accumulations of other mental health issues that a forum user wants to post their suicide note. Either way looking at it now it's just sad.
 
Can this be a thread to repost interesting suicide notes from around the world instead? Idk why but I like reading them it's a morbid fascination of mine.
 
It honestly wouldn’t shock me if some users here formed “bonds” with other forum users and have convinced themselves this site is a community.
Well it is, in Nool's own words. Take this for example. It's not, in his words, an 'edgy, try-hard troll site'.
 
maybe its just me but im kinda getting tired of kiwifarmers killing themselves
There is a perfectly coherent reason for the recent upswing in anHero announcements. This is the only place left on the internet where they will be read. Where the post will stay up longer than it takes for the Carbon Monoxide to kick in. It's the only place left where they still have a voice and from where one final scream can be heard. (Followed by a cacaphony of voices crying "Faggot!")

And yes that is incredibly fucking horrifying and depressing on so many levels.
 
I truly believe that if suicide was less stigmatized, less people would go through with it. In many places, if you say anything remotely suicidal you'll be shut down at best and put in a padded cell at worst. That doesn't do wonders to people who are already isolated in their own mind.
 
Oh and also avoidant personality disorder is a curse. Don't let it get its hooks into you, if you have it.
If you have a personality disorder, it already has "it's hooks into you". Once again these faggots don't actually suffer at all from the afflictions they say they have because according to this stupid dead fuck, you can choose not to let a personality disorder affect you.

I'm glad this fucking faggot is dead, and I hope more follow suit.
 
call me new or whatever but has that "kind regards" profile trophy for people who try to an hero and announce it on the farms ever been given out?
 
Personality disorders are really misunderstood and I'm shocked at how many kiwis think the only PD's that exist are the Cluster B variety. Of course, I shouldn't be, considering that that's what most of our cows suffer from and because mental illness is still a subject riddled with taboos.
To whomever reads this and needs to hear it, you'll be okay. Chip away at your problems, little by little. Don't let it fester, don't let it pile up. Even when it feels like you're drowning, keep fighting.
Practice some self-care. Pet a cute animal. Make yourself some homemade pancakes from scratch. Take a shower. Sit outside in a ray of sunlight for a couple of minutes. Anything goes, really.

Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Nearly 20 years of fighting myself, I can easily say that it does get better. It does get easier but for things to get better, you need to avoid stagnation and you need to avoid the pitfalls in your life, you can learn to notice your patterns of behaviour and you can fight back.
 
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