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I've been out of the Phil loop for so long, but let me see if I have this right. Phil has "another personality" that put him under house arrest while it's on a trip to Israel, and Phil put on a fake ankle bracelet?
I've been out of the Phil loop for so long, but let me see if I have this right. Phil has "another personality" that put him under house arrest while it's on a trip to Israel, and Phil put on a fake ankle bracelet?
Phil’s grasp of how human interaction works is at CWC levels of messed up. At a basic level, he gets that “If I do X, people will like me”. So his solution is to do all X, all the time, as big as possible, and obsess over it.
Troonhood hits several features that are beneficial to Phil: It gives him a way to express his repressed/poorly understood sexuality, and it offers a very low bar to entry and easy acceptance, if you can ape the culture well enough.
Troonhood hits several features that are beneficial to Phil: It gives him a way to express his repressed/poorly understood sexuality, and it offers a very low bar to entry and easy acceptance, if you can ape the culture well enough.
Not to mention gives him a layer of instant "privilege" to new snowflakes he meets because he's an oppressed trans suffering from DID and several other alphabet conditions.
Most people entrenched in that type of community will instantly grant him a full "Act like a selfish asshole" pass because they have all the right badges and stickers to justify it without criticism.
This is so surreal. Is pretending to be mentally ill to this degree in and of itself a mental illness? I guess it's just his way of gaining sympathy while at the same time having an imaginary friend/tulpa/sonichu/whatever.
I'm starting to wonder, if in a deeply subconscious way, this isn't a cry for help.
To go to the extent of claiming to be a prisoner of your own headmate to the point you LARP being under house arrest is not the act of a lucid mind, and he's either a damn good performance actor or in some way truly believes his own bullshit.
And since I doubt he can pull off a Jace Conners level ruse cruise without making a hash of it, this just looks like a batshit man who has an ounce of sanity buried deep silently screaming inside.
So I know that we've been rather skimp on content lately, but we've had some fascinating developments over the past few days, and I'll let the pictures and accompanying text speak for itself.
And yes, this is out of order, but its exactly how Phil posted, and shows pretty well where his headspace isnt at, living more and more in this fantasy while avoiding reality as much as he possibly can.
This next part is the first couple of days of Xochi's stay in Israel
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Xochi's itinerary for Israel
25 September 2017
Caesarea (from Zikhron Ya'aqov)
Caesarea to Beersheba
(via Highways 9, 6 (Electronic Toll Road), and 40, 406) Fuel Stop in Hadera
Accommodations in Beersheba
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Xochi's itinerary for Israel
26 September 2017
- Dead Sea, Masada Fortress, Arad
Accommodations in Beersheba
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Xochi's itinerary for Israel/Sinai
27 September 2017
Beersheba to Eilat via Highways 40, 13, 90
Accommodations in Eilat's South Beach Fuel Stop in Mizpe Ramon
28 September 2017
Eilat part of the day Israel/Egypt Border
Taba
Dahab
Sharm el-Sheikh
Accommodations in Sharm el-Sheikh
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29 September 2017
Return to Eilat
Accommodations in Eilat
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Xochi's itinerary for the Negev Desert
30 September / October 1, 2 (Yom Kippur)
Eilat to Mizpe Ramon
Accommodations in Mizpe Ramon
October 1
- Sde Boker
- Nizzana
October 2
- Highway 171 (Morning)
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Xochi's itinerary for Israel
October 3
Mizpe Ramon to Tel Aviv
Via Highway 40
Ben Gurion Airport (TLV) ✈
- Outbound flight to Frankfurt
LY-357
And now, a brief reprieve from these autistic plans for his headmates imaginary vacation, bringing you to reality and the 'house arrest' that he's been put on by his Domme...
Xochi Israel Vacation Update - Xochi will be bike riding the Upper Galilee and Golan Heights and the Sea of Galilee for the next few days starting tomorrow (already tomorrow morning in Israel)
September 20th
Leaving her accommodations in Haifa (her rental car is parked with a friend) and she'll hop an Egged bus with her bike to Rosh HaNikra (which is on the border with Lebanon - closed border as Lebanon has no diplomatic relations with Israel) to see the coastal grottoes on the Mediterranean
From Rosh HaNikra, Xochi is going to bike out to Safed via Highways 899 and 89 - passing through lots of forest area and Mount Meron along the way. (Night accommodations in a nearby wine producing moshav village called Dalton)
September 21 - spending half the day in Safed (or Dalton depending upon how much wine Xochi is going to drink) - Xochi will either continue cycling or get a designated driver to drive her to Qiryat Shemona and Metulla (Night accommodations in Metulla's sorta old Alaska Inn)
September 22
From Metulla - Xochi is going bike quite a bit of kilometers around the Golan Heights passing through Tel Dan and Banias Nature Reserves to Majdal Shams, Ein Zivan, past Katsrin and the Jordan River via Highways 91 and 888 and continuing to the See of Galilee passing the Golan side of the lake on Highway 92 before coming back north to Tiberias for night accommodations
All told - About 90-100 kilometers on her bike (55 to 60 miles for the Americans who don't use metric)
September 23
Legs probably sore - Xochi might just chill by the Sea of Galilee - She might check out Capernaum
September 24 - busing back to Haifa to get her car.
Rosh Hashanah is tomorrow - I find that it is a little bit inspiring to me that Xochi is celebrating/observing the holiday bike riding. And It's no question about why Xochi is so fit now - this domme is in top physical condition and will push herself to the limit.
Meanwhile in Portland, I will be missing Xochi and being bitchy about the ankle monitor AKA Big Sister™ that Xochi locked me up in until she gets back from the Middle East October 5th/6th.
What's posted above is the most recent but below is a link to an older list Phil posted on his Tumblr. Ama was still alive back then and a number of alters had yet to "surface." It gives more info on the ones he'd made up at that point and gives pics of how he pictures some of them.
Trippin! Phil has been housed for almost a year! He lives in a subsidized apartment in a suburb of Portland, Oregon with an older alcoholic troon named Vikki/Toren/Slingblade who kicked him out of the bedroom and makes him sleep on the sofa in the living room LOL. We think this current bout of autism is Phil's way of coping with Slingblade being mean to him.
Troonhood hits several features that are beneficial to Phil: It gives him a way to express his repressed/poorly understood sexuality, and it offers a very low bar to entry and easy acceptance, if you can ape the culture well enough.
Considering that the "culture" seems to consist of collecting tard bucks, never bathing, acting like a total psycho 24/7 and hating the entire world and yourself, I think he doesn't even need to ape much. He's the definitive troon.
So I'm gonna guess by Phil's posts that he doesn't actually think he's under house arrest and just likes to roleplay. The fact that he's so aware of his "other personality" and that it specifically put him under house arrest makes me think that he's fully aware that this other personality is just in his head. It's pretty weird that he has an itinerary for it's vacation though.
I'm starting to wonder, if in a deeply subconscious way, this isn't a cry for help.
To go to the extent of claiming to be a prisoner of your own headmate to the point you LARP being under house arrest is not the act of a lucid mind, and he's either a damn good performance actor or in some way truly believes his own bullshit.
And since I doubt he can pull off a Jace Conners level ruse cruise without making a hash of it, this just looks like a batshit man who has an ounce of sanity buried deep silently screaming inside.
I'm starting to wonder, if in a deeply subconscious way, this isn't a cry for help.
To go to the extent of claiming to be a prisoner of your own headmate to the point you LARP being under house arrest is not the act of a lucid mind, and he's either a damn good performance actor or in some way truly believes his own bullshit.
And since I doubt he can pull off a Jace Conners level ruse cruise without making a hash of it, this just looks like a batshit man who has an ounce of sanity buried deep silently screaming inside.
It's a cry for help, but I don't think in a way that anybody really wants to answer. Phil needs somebody to control his life - not in the fetish sense, but legitimately set a rigid schedule and control his money expenditures. The problem is that the moment this theoretical situation occurs, he'll instantly rebel against it like a spoiled child because at the same time he doesn't like being told what to do if he can get away with it.
No doubt that if we were a few decades back, Phil would be thrown in a mental asylum. Right now, the closest thing to a mental ward is the only place Phil would ever truly (secretly) be happy, because in the end he just wants to be coddled like a baby playing pretend all day. He's just an angry white boy potato otherwise.
So I'm gonna guess by Phil's posts that he doesn't actually think he's under house arrest and just likes to roleplay. The fact that he's so aware of his "other personality" and that it specifically put him under house arrest makes me think that he's fully aware that this other personality is just in his head. It's pretty weird that he has an itinerary for it's vacation though.
You might want to hold off on that judgement, given what got posted earlier today while I was working....
So my first major problem with Xochi's Big Sister™ - the GPS was thinking that I entered Aging and Disability Services (which I am not permitted to enter without another adult with me and while Xochi is not in the United States)
And yes, he's wearing the ankle monitor beneath a giant sock, with a pair of pants that he cut up just for the sake of being able to wear the ankle monitor in public.
Also, I'm having trouble understanding this concept that he is not 'allowed' to enter a Disability Services location without another adult present with him and while his 'headmate' is on vacation. What even is this?! Can any tard wranglers fill in the blanks on this one?