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You had an organ removed and it takes longer than six weeks to recover. The world wants you up and about like the productive colonic unit you are, not the human you want to be.
ETA: well colonic is an odd autocorrect but I’ll leave it there. I meant economic
Autocorrect knows I'm a lil' shit.
 
Just took a serious test to join a prestigious part of the government. Find out in two days. Tonight I'm drinking. If I succeed, I get to drink and eat something nice. If I fail, I do the same but smoke some weed too, then resume sobriety so I can try again next year.

The stress is gone, just a bit of fatalism. It's a job I want and would love to do.
 
I had a nigger chimp out at me at work today. He's the sycophant that laughs along and agrees with everything the other dude I'm having problems with says.
He's been getting worse and worse about micromanaging me, throwing shade and just being an all around nigger. Keep in mind he's newer than me.
I asked for some help picking something up and he volunteered another person and said "Don't think just because you got on the forklift that you can start handing down orders."
I got done with some work and went in to the exit of the break room and told him I don't know who he thinks he fucking is but he's been getting too bold and he's not going to talk to me any way he wants to.
He runs up to me, gets in my face says and he'll fuck me up, break my face. I didn't go away and just kept telling him he's gonna watch the way he talks to me from now on. "OH YEAH WATCHU GONNA DO ABOUT IT. YOU GON MAKE ME? YOU AINT GONNA DO SHIT!"
Eventually some people intervened and we walked away.
Now, this is a huge fat black dude so I was actually a bit on edge the whole time. There was a part of me that was measuring "Okay so nigger... so 50% chance he's all talk and just trying to get me off his back and 50% he actually does start punching or I get shot eventually."

Will this dude lose his job if I report it... probably not.
So fuck it, I'm going to buy a gun this week. Funny how I actually am buying one anyways now even if I'm not using it on myself. I know its construction and mostly black so tensions get high but Im not doing this shit. I'm not saying at the job too much longer anyways. But I'm not getting fucked with or killed by niggers who are waiting to go back to jail.
Why are people fucking insane? Why can't I find a job or living situation where I'm not around addicts or niggers all day? Why do people at most jobs try to run out new workers who actually do shit if they know they'll be fucking themselves over when they inevitably have to split the workload again? Why and how is all of this reality?
 
If anyone remembers my last post about how everything sucks…I was underestimating how much it did
I had to say goodbye to my best friend…if the shelter I got her from was correct then she made it to 15 years old, I got to spend 13 of those years with her. And she was one of those rare cases where a pitbull never once hurt a cat, a child, another dog…hell she didn’t even eat bugs because she was scared of them
You couldn’t have asked for a better companion or a better friend…
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Everything really. Really. Sucks.
 
New job is going... alright I guess. So far I'm not liking it as much as my old one, but my boss is at least decent compared to the one I left. Lots of weird office politics, but I am just going to ignore them, follow orders, and cash my extremely large checks.
 
If anyone remembers my last post about how everything sucks…I was underestimating how much it did
I had to say goodbye to my best friend…if the shelter I got her from was correct then she made it to 15 years old, I got to spend 13 of those years with her. And she was one of those rare cases where a pitbull never once hurt a cat, a child, another dog…hell she didn’t even eat bugs because she was scared of them
You couldn’t have asked for a better companion or a better friend…
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Everything really. Really. Sucks.
I’m so sorry, man. She looks like a sweetheart. Is it TMI if I ask for her name?
 
Yesterday was one of the worst most stressful days I’ve had at work ever. Today is shaping up to be similar. I left and was shivering uncontrollably from stress, really weird physical reaction. Couldn’t eat, went to bed totally wired and couldn’t sleep.
Trying to breathe deeply and not physically react, but I need a new job. This is unbearable.
 
Yesterday was one of the worst most stressful days I’ve had at work ever. Today is shaping up to be similar. I left and was shivering uncontrollably from stress, really weird physical reaction. Couldn’t eat, went to bed totally wired and couldn’t sleep.
Trying to breathe deeply and not physically react, but I need a new job. This is unbearable.
Best of luck with that. That’s easier said than done. I tried to take off this Friday for the “holiday.” Too soon, they said. I may try to use some time off next month for another vacation.
 
If anyone remembers my last post about how everything sucks…I was underestimating how much it did
I had to say goodbye to my best friend…if the shelter I got her from was correct then she made it to 15 years old, I got to spend 13 of those years with her. And she was one of those rare cases where a pitbull never once hurt a cat, a child, another dog…hell she didn’t even eat bugs because she was scared of them
You couldn’t have asked for a better companion or a better friend…
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Everything really. Really. Sucks.
I'm sorry for your loss, she looks like she was an absolute doll. Take all the time you need to grieve, don't let someone else dictate whether or not it's right to mourn an animal.
 
I hate the pollen season.
It fucks up my nose so much.
It's fucking annoying. You think you'll be fine without medication for a day, then before you know it, you're having to blow your nose so you can go to sleep. One of the downsides of the warmer seasons, this allergy shit and it being hot as fuck esp if you're in certain areas.
 
I hate the pollen season.
It fucks up my nose so much.
It always amazes me that pollen allergy hasnt been evolved out of us. It’s so inconvenient being allergic to the outdoors. I can Get having allergies to stuff like nuts or shellfish, but pollen seems like a cruel joke somehow.
Another stressful day. I feel like I’m dead inside. It’s just stress and more stress, never anything enjoyable, or relaxing. My life is devoid of joy and has been for a while and I don’t know how to find my way back.
 
It always amazes me that pollen allergy hasnt been evolved out of us. It’s so inconvenient being allergic to the outdoors. I can Get having allergies to stuff like nuts or shellfish, but pollen seems like a cruel joke somehow.
Another stressful day. I feel like I’m dead inside. It’s just stress and more stress, never anything enjoyable, or relaxing. My life is devoid of joy and has been for a while and I don’t know how to find my way back.
From what I read with what's going on with the UK, my heart goes out to you and your children. It's more than just your personal blights, your whole region is allowing children to suffer because of immigration. I pray for you each and every day.
 
I got indigestion today so I had to shotgun down a baking soda mix and I nearly exploded. It was agonizing. Thankfully, my body's infinite regenerative-adaptive potential has resulted in me gaining XP for me to level up soon.
What'd you eat to give you the indigestion?


So far the new boss is alright.
 
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