Why is it so fucking hard to tell people what abuse, especially ongoing from family or an institution - or
torture - is like? Yes people are stupid faggots. I get it. People don't want to face it.
When presented with this forest, they go tree by tree saying it doesn't count. Bark ain't right. Too thick, too thin. Too far out in a clearing, so it's not really in the forest, it's by itself! But the forest is still fucking there, and just because that given idiot can't fucking grasp it, or they want to say that one particular thing, that broke someone, doesn't seem so bad when looked at out of context.
If I try to spell out "constant, oppressive dread, like a big wet blanket over you that weighs a ton, like someone was burying you in concrete" that seems to work better than something like "if you don't sit perfectly per their definition at all times and put your eyes where they demand you look you get beat up or thrown in the hole." If I do that, some faggot goes "posture's good for you!" or "pay attention hurr" or whatever else. If I completely lose my temper and scare them and say imagine that for a few years they either get it or just placate me.
If you try to just say "being humiliated every day destroys you as a person" people just glaze over. If you spell it out, people might try to care troll about constructive criticism or 'therapy'. So then you try to explain that being ripped to shreds by people you were tricked into trusting and admitting things to is bad, and they make a tardface. Or you shouldn't have trusted people and had perfect insight into a cult as a child.
If you try to explain how group mindfucks and being kept awake and having someone use exhaustion and humiliation and fear to break people is bad, people just give you a vacant expression. If you then explain how being made to stand on a chair while people shout "die" at you after 18 hours of mind games is traumatic, people just tard out again.
If I'm a fucking savant, tell me! But I don't see this as particularly insightful. How the fuck is it anything but bad to terrify a child, make them stand on a chair, beg to be allowed to live, and shout them down calling for their death until they fall out of it?
If you say "hey putting a sign around a girl's neck calling her a slut if she admits she's raped is bad, can you understand that?" most people finally get that being bad, at least. People do seem to grasp brutality and rape, more or less.
But then if you explain shit like "imagine being surrounded by people who copy your expressions and crowd in on you, and when you panic, and you will, they shove it in your face and repeat everything you say back" they think it's a joke. They don't understand the effect crowds can have on people. They don't understand how much worse it is on top of it all if you have to do it when it's someone else's turn and you're in the crowd. They don't seem to grasp guilt. But why would they? Humiliation to them is probably just something that gets their dicks hard.
What the fuck is wrong with most people? It's really hard to not want to throttle the average person for being so fucking dense.
I too approve of going on a murder spree to rid the world of pedophiles and groomers.
That would never end. That is a path of
perpetual torment. In your ravenous hatred, you will find no peace.
Rip and fucking Tear.
