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- 26 de Dic, 2014
Lets remember undertale
I did a thing, and HOLY SHIT PEOPLE
Hi, I sent this e-mail to you a few weeks back but I don't think you ever got it. I must have used the wrong address to do so. I hope resending you this again won't bother you.
Here is my message, unedited:
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Hi Brianna.
Please excuse me if this is the wrong channel to contact you. I know you have Twitter but I don't use it, and frankly I don't think it's the best medium for what I would like to ask of you.
First, let me contextualize what I need you to hear:
https://twitter.com/Spacekatgal/status/684494983936786437
How can these game engines be considered "toys"? They can and are to many people their first door into game developing and the video game industry. Plenty of great games have arised from such "toy" engines: Hotline Miami, Undertale, LISA, OFF, Spelunky, Yume Nikki, etc. And three of them were released recently, so it's not like they are a fad from the 90s or 2000s.
In fact, a friend of mine is making her own game on her own, and I root for her to achieve that one day. Can you imagine how upset she would feel that her game could be considered a "toy" game just because of its engine?
I understand that you are an important figure in the tech industry, especially in relation to women and other minorities and their necessary inclusion in it.
So I ask you to please apologize for this. It can be disempowering to women out there such as my friend to hear such things. I know it was just a comment on the side, but it is like you said, "death by 1000 cuts", correct? I am sure you of all people don't want to keep participating in this cycle of unintentional bigotry.
In fact, if you are willing to do so, it would be very interesting to see you try working with such engines during your free time, after you ship Revolution 60. (By the way, while I may not particularly like you all the time, I think your game is awesome! Stoked for the PC release!) You are a software engineer and you once said you were "the leading expert on Unreal Engine" so I don't believe learning how to use these other engines would particularly be difficult for you.
I am sorry for my strong wording on this. I don't mean to offend you or place doubts on your professionalism and experience in such matters. I am just upset, really. And sorry again for possibly using the wrong channels to send you this message. Are there any other private ways I can reach you? I just don't really like Twitter, to be honest.
Thanks for listening and have a good day,
Joana Voadora
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Joana,
While I can appreciate the spirit in which this was sent, I want you to consider a different perspective than your friend. I want you to consider what it’s like to be Brianna Wu.
The constant harassment of Gamergate has become a part of my life that no one seems to really care about anymore. Last week, I was doxed to more than 15,000 people. There’s no press, it’s a just a normal part of being a woman in a field I used to love. It’s affected my happiness and my health deeply.
I need to tell you, what’s currently damage me just as much is people that supposedly have my same values insisting I agree with them on everything, and harassing me if I don’t. While your letter isn’t harassment, it’s part of this demand for ideological purity that is tremendously draining to me. Two weeks ago, I said something vaguely positive about capitalism while simultaneously critiquing it, and was bullied for two days left by a rabid leftist mob..
This kind of mob punishment of anyone deemed ideologically impure isn’t a good trait for the right, and it’s not good for the left.
The left owns academia. The left owns youth culture. But the left has an uphill battle in corporate institutions in tech where the power and policy is currently set. I’m not a rebel indie dev living off crowdfunded support, or an academic producing feminist media. I’m a businesswoman that secures capital and pays people money to produce creative content. That may not be your dream, but it’s mine - and we deeply need women like me building companies and working to improve these institutions.
I have fought tooth and nail inside these institutions, in battles that really only cost me career, sanity and access. I can point to many direct policy changes I helped shape. These are things I am positioned to do that other feminists can’t - because they don’t work here.
But today, I worked a 12 hour day, and I’m getting a second email from you demanding a response to a sin you perceive.
I am tired, Joana. I’m burnt. And this letter just makes me want to quit because what is the fucking point?
I’ve never met Jason, the man in that Tweet you’re angry about. But he’s someone I deeply treasure in my life. He’s a positive presence, and someone with a kind word. From my perspective, I was having a private conversation with a friend, and you and demanding I atone for that opinion.
I want to share what I mean by calling it a toy.
I was homeless after my parents disowned me. I’ve never finished college actually, because with three classes left, they left me without any ability to eat, bathe or clothe myself. I was living out of my car for over a month.
The one reason I was able to get a foothold and not die were the tech skills I had developed. I’m 38 now. I think I toured 20 colleges last year, and students often ask me what they should study. From that experience, I think it’s important to develop tech skills with wide commercial applications.
Those engines are great to learn on - but they are not time investments that you will be able to pay your rent with. That is the comment I was making to my friend and not to the public. Do you really require a pound of flesh for this today?
I do not belong to you.
Brianna Wu
1. John finally admit that the capitalist tweet was a super terrible idea, only god knows how many bridges he burned that day
2."I’m not a rebel indie dev living off crowdfunded support", John you made "donate to my patreon" a meme
3. Now that John admit that he was disowned he is going to try to get pity points for that even mixing it with the lie that he was adopted
4."I am tired, Joana. I’m burnt. And this letter just makes me want to quit because what is the fucking point?" , frame this part on your house, this is the excuse that john is going to use next week to delay revolution 60
5."The one reason I was able to get a foothold and not die were the tech skills I had developed.", nein John you learned Unreal when you were training your team to do Revolution 60 on iOs, until then you were a crazy tranny that manage to get a crazy asshole with money as a husband
6."I was homeless after my parents disowned me. I’ve never finished college actually, because with three classes left, they left me without any ability to eat, bathe or clothe myself. I was living out of my car for over a month.", John they disowned you because you failed college a lot of times and your reputation in there was not the best, you got addicted to drugs, you burned 200k in a failed animation studio, and you still wanted for them to keep paying for your delusions? like really? you must worship frank right now, without him i'm pretty sure you would be Prototype ADF
7."but they are not time investments that you will be able to pay your rent with." , John you have never EVER payed rent.
tl;dr almost all of this are lies, everything is in the lolcow wiki 2/10 john, don't worry the 2 points are a courtesy for me, and for giving us more material
22/01 WILL HAPPEN JOHN
