I would support AL if she was actually trying. None of this “borrowing calorie” nonsense. I, too, think she’s freaking out mentally. Becky left and went somewhere to be around people. She was outside of AL’s control. Who knows what her family said? Not only that but I think AL knows more than any of us that her body is in trouble. She paints a picture and she wants to believe that she’s okay, but humans are creatures with many layers. Beneath that blob of a head, past her skull and in those lobes, she knows she needs help and her body is breaking down. Her body is giving all sorts of signs. The sad thing is, part of me would like to see her make a turnaround. But she won’t. She will make excuses and drag everyone around her as far down into her hole of obesity and toxicity as possible. Maybe I’ve got too much of a bleeding heart, but I feel bad for the gorl. At least, I do until I remember that AL likes to abuse her girlfriends and then accuse them of rape
I can only hope that once she croaks Becky will read to us the mountain of poetry in those journals Al keeps