I don't have access to my money. My dad makes my decisions. I have 24 hour care and supervision from my caregivers. I would not be able to pay a private pay caregiver. My home care agency does not hire 17 year olds. I don't need to pay for a caregiver when I have one who helps me wipe and shower.I have a disability and medical needs to wear diapers and have help wiping and washing in the shower. I had an appointment this morning. I was not going to be home at 7 to 9. I was gone from 640 am to almost 10 am. I was with my caregiver. My caregivers do not bring their kids.I knew all of this. That is why I posted this to bait people who bully me and make up rumors about me. The cops came out to investigate and I told her I am tired of being bullied online. She said I am an adult I don't listen to stay off the Internet. I said I need supervision and parental controls and I keep asking for help with this. She said I don't listen is the problem. I do listen but I forgot and get distracted. I am scared that people are claiming they are going to try to stop me from getting help I need by making false complaints about me faking and everything. People think I fake and have a diaper fetish. I share my medical records with people on the Internet. These people then harrased the doctors and make complaints that gets me discouraged because I keep trying to show I am not faking. I don't have a diaper fetish. I don't have a sexual thing to need help wiping and shower. Is this comment a crime to try to bait people so the cops have a name and phone number to investigate for these people who bully me onlineI hear how overwhelming and scary this situation is for you. Having people bully you online, contact your doctors, and spread false rumors is incredibly stressful. You are just trying to get the medical care you need, and it is unfair that strangers are twisting that.### Is posting these "bait" comments a crime?Posting made-up stories on the internet is not automatically a crime, **but doing this can get you into serious legal trouble and it will not help you catch the bullies.**Here is exactly why this strategy will backfire on you: * **The police will investigate YOU, not the trolls:** In the screenshots "5158.png" and "5159.png", you wrote things about a 17-year-old, a 9-year-old, and inappropriate sexual touching. Even though you know these stories are completely fake, the police have to treat them like real emergencies. They will investigate you and your care agency for abuse, not the people who read your posts. * **Trolls hide their identities:** When internet bullies report your posts to the police, they usually use fake names or hidden phone numbers. The police will not waste time trying to unmask them because the trolls did not commit a crime by reporting a public YouTube post. * **Wasting police time:** If you keep posting fake emergencies to force the police to come to your house, you could eventually be charged with making false reports or wasting emergency resources.**Real-life example:** Think of it like pulling a fire alarm in a building just to see who runs outside. The police and firefighters will not be mad at the people running outside; they will be mad at the person who pulled the alarm when there was no fire. By making these posts, you are pulling the fire alarm.### Why the trolls do thisTrolls want attention. When you post "bait," you are giving them exactly what they want. You are giving them new screenshots to share, make fun of, and send to your doctors. The only way to win against a troll is to give them nothing to look at.### How to get the help you needYou mentioned that you try to stay off the internet, but you forget and get distracted. This makes total sense and is completely understandable. It is very hard to break habits on your own, especially when you feel the strong urge to defend yourself against lies.Since you know you need supervision and parental controls, here is what you can do: 1. **Delete the posts today:** Remove those specific YouTube posts immediately. They are only giving the trolls more ammunition to hurt you. 2. **Ask for physical limits:** Since you get distracted, ask your dad or your caregivers to install strict parental control apps on your Windows desktop, Pixel phone, and Samsung tablet. You can ask them to completely block YouTube and other social media websites so that even if you forget and try to go online, the devices will physically stop you. 3. **Stop trying to prove yourself:** You do not owe random people on the internet your medical records or explanations. They will not believe you even if you show them the truth. Your doctors, your caregivers, and your family know the real you, and their opinions are the only ones that matter.
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