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So your spouse treats you to dinner and then you do nothing for them for Valentine's day?
Who said romance is dead?
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"I'm a good person! Courtney is the evil one! That's why she deserves to die!"
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Asshole to the end, eh? Also, hi, Peet. Hope you enjoy all the shit we say about you, you little bitch. This, or more clearly, they did read Courtney's status from here.
There's one clink in that strategy. Peet's audience is not large enough to defend them, and keeping them isolated simply will not work anymore. They are getting smaller, not bigger. So even if they went with the same playbook. It's going to bomb, given that now people know what kind of bullshit they pull.
The chance for that is little, given how barren the Discord is. That is simply a pipedream for this idiot unless they go after the traitorous bitch that is Xain.
It's dead for this couple. Mikay has to be the one doing everything for this asshole while Peet can't be bothered to do anything for her.
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Listen: in an ideal relationship, one person is Lev/Avatar sister and the other person is Kestri/Avatar Niva. Lily says she's Lev to the internet, but she demands to be Kestri/Niva IRL to her spouse. You give up YOUR life for HERS, not the other way around. She was abused forever, for Peet's sake! It's what she is owed from the universe!
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Guys, Lily is just a busy woman! Come on! She clearly had really important things to do, meanwhile her wife was doing some useless shit - like an actual job, with an actual paycheck, pfff. Lily was obviously too busy
Because this is a healthy and happy marriage, for sure!
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Anonymous asked
Why do you write relationships where one person is adoring the other while the other just gets to benefit from it?
I feel affection for people very strongly, and the friendships I cherish are the ones with people who let me express that affection. I'm not asking for that affection to be returned, only welcomed.
I had one friend vent to me about stuff going on in their personal life, and then proceed to apologize for taking up my mental space and nothing made me feel more like a stranger to them than that. And it's hard to communicate to someone "I know you're trying to be courteous, but it actually really hurts me when you act like your presence is a bother because your presence brings me so much joy."
It's hard to explain to people how I feel because it often gets misinterpreted as romantic interest.
Indeed I mistook it for this for a long time.
Anyway, I prefer to write relationships where that affection and devotion is welcome.
Anonymous asked
Different anon but I think that person ment to say why doesn't the other person show that much devotion
Because the affection being welcomed is what I wanted to write.
Anonymous asked
Why is it that people in fandom spaces are so adverse to literally any kind of change? Be it adaptation or something as simple as a character's eyes changing color or an outfit swap, fandom will lose their damn minds if anything changes at all.
Mental illness.
Anonymous asked
official-blog/808795760234840064/ why-is-it-that-people-in-fandom-spaces-are-so? source=share
That, uh... that answer seems a bit ableist, I'm not gonna lie.
Do you think mental illness comes with absolutely no negative qualities whatsoever? Or are you just upset that they're being identified? Sounds like something to talk to your therapist about.
Anonymous asked
I think what anon meant by the "that's ableist" bit is that you answered with only mental illness, without an explanation of why mental illness is more prone to making people entitled to nothing ever changing. Because, yeah, answering just "mental illness" to a perfectly legitimate question can come off that way. Maybe if you'd added in why mental illnesses make people more prone to being change resistant, then it wouldn't have seemed ableist, just explanatory.
I have explained it hundreds of times.
Anonymous asked
I'm just curious as to why you stopped making in a minute videos. Were they not doing well view wise or did you get tired of making them?
I brought them back and you guys didn't watch them, so why spend the time on them?
Anonymous asked
Hello! Have you heard of the game
"Scarlet Hollow"? It's by the same creators as "Slay the Princess". Still a visual novel, but less "metaphysical horror" and more "southern gothic horror". Latest entry just got released (well, first half, at least; second comes out this Friday).
I'm going to be completely honest with you, I find any form of "paranormal horror" to be really dull.
Cosmic horror, body horror, that stuff is all really boring.
I prefer psychological horror.
Anonymous asked
Do you prefer psychological horror because that's what your degree is in?
I'd actually be really interesting in seeing your perspective on certain games and movies with elements of psychological horror.
I prefer it because ghosts are never as terrifying as the depths of human cruelty.
Anonymous asked
going off the psychological horror ask
-- how do you feel about haunting as metaphor for human suffering? (i.e.
Babadook or Beloved)
Nope
Anonymous asked
Thoughts on Iron lung?
Not just as a movie but a break in the industry for mark, and everything it could mean for indie media as a whole?
I don't think it's worth considering "what it means" for anything, because reality rarely ever plays out that way.
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And the rest of the answer dodges the question. Lily, you moron.
Below is Lily's ENDLESS AFFECTION AND DEVOTION TO MIKAY:
- Cuck couch
- Complementing certain drawings
- Telling others what Mikay had done for Lily
That's so much!
Lily prefers it because either she gets to make a villain her villain, as in "this abuser represents my abuser!" or gets to say it doesn't properly do it.
No elaboration, no consideration. It doesn't have romance or a way to make someone to be the villain aside from the protagonist's own actions coming back to haunt them, so Lily runs from it. Fuck responsibility!
Yeah you dumb shit, reality doesn't play out where you can make a fucking wife out of candy either or fuck elves but you analyze that shit to death you fucking imbecile. God!
Anonymous asked
Thoughts on Iron lung?
Not just as a movie but a break in the industry for mark, and everything it could mean for indie media as a whole?
I don't think it's worth considering "what it means" for anything, because reality rarely ever plays out that way.
I am just Mad on the Internet over how dumb all these are.
Edit:
Lily would fail so hard if she ever tried to read something for American AP lit or the Canadian equivalent. There is absolutely no fucking way Lily could read those.
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Funny how most of the people who benefit from those relationships are OCs you closely identity with.
Anonymous asked
Why do you write relationships where one person is adoring the other while the other just gets to benefit from it?
I feel affection for people very strongly, and the friendships I cherish are the ones with people who let me express that affection. I'm not asking for that affection to be returned, only welcomed.
I had one friend vent to me about stuff going on in their personal life, and then proceed to apologize for taking up my mental space and nothing made me feel more like a stranger to them than that. And it's hard to communicate to someone "I know you're trying to be courteous, but it actually really hurts me when you act like your presence is a bother because your presence brings me so much joy."
It's hard to explain to people how I feel because it often gets misinterpreted as romantic interest.
Indeed I mistook it for this for a long time.
Anyway, I prefer to write relationships where that affection and devotion is welcome.
Translation: I want people to worship me without giving anything back in return.
Anonymous asked
Different anon but I think that person ment to say why doesn't the other person show that much devotion
Because the affection being welcomed is what I wanted to write.
Remember, she has a psychology degree.
Anonymous asked
Why is it that people in fandom spaces are so adverse to literally any kind of change? Be it adaptation or something as simple as a character's eyes changing color or an outfit swap, fandom will lose their damn minds if anything changes at all.
Mental illness.
Anonymous asked
https://www.tumblr.com/cd-call- official-blog/808795760234840064/ why-is-it-that-people-in-fandom-spaces-are-so? source=share
That, uh... that answer seems a bit ableist, I'm not gonna lie.
Do you think mental illness comes with absolutely no negative qualities whatsoever? Or are you just upset that they're being identified? Sounds like something to talk to your therapist about.
Anonymous asked
I think what anon meant by the "that's ableist" bit is that you answered with only mental illness, without an explanation of why mental illness is more prone to making people entitled to nothing ever changing. Because, yeah, answering just "mental illness" to a perfectly legitimate question can come off that way. Maybe if you'd added in why mental illnesses make people more prone to being change resistant, then it wouldn't have seemed ableist, just explanatory.
I have explained it hundreds of times.
As opposed to your current videos which are getting tons of views.
Anonymous asked
I'm just curious as to why you stopped making in a minute videos. Were they not doing well view wise or did you get tired of making them?
I brought them back and you guys didn't watch them, so why spend the time on them?
Anonymous asked
Do you prefer psychological horror because that's what your degree is in?
I'd actually be really interesting in seeing your perspective on certain games and movies with elements of psychological horror.
I prefer it because ghosts are never as terrifying as the depths of human cruelty.
This is why people say you have poor media literacy, Lily. How are you this awful at your job?
Anonymous asked
going off the psychological horror ask
-- how do you feel about haunting as metaphor for human suffering? (i.e.
Babadook or Beloved)
Nope
It's not like this could set a precedent for future indie films, right? Seriously, how do you suck this much at your job?
Anonymous asked
Thoughts on Iron lung?
Not just as a movie but a break in the industry for mark, and everything it could mean for indie media as a whole?
I don't think it's worth considering "what it means" for anything, because reality rarely ever plays out that way.
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What a fucking narcissist.
"I had a friend vent to me and then apologize for being a bother.
Do you know how HARD that was on ME to tell them they weren't bothering me?! God.
Anyway yeah I love givng out affection."
Right. So. Reciprocity.
When two people actually care about each other, they reciprocate that affection. That does not mean they have to do exaclty the same thing for one another, but when they see a need they fill that need without asking questions. This is not to be mistaken for co-dependency-- this is a healthy form of intimacy (which, despite the conotations of that word, can be platonic) where two people understand and support each other without an expectation of gratitude in return.
This does not have to be a direct correlation. Lev cooks for Kestri-- this is an expression of affection, him going out of his way to learn weird Old World recipes and gather the ingredients as best he can. This takes a lot of time and effort in space, and requires a lot of research into things which are difficult to confirm, but he does this because he knows how much it means to Kestri. This is, in a vacuum, sweet.
Kestri eachs his food and complains about how hard her day was.
Lev supports her and encourages her to pursue her work and not listen to the people who don't respect her. He is her emotional anchor. This is how he supports her and shows affection.
When Lev admits to Kestri that something terrible happened to him, she sits in his lap and makes him listen to her talk about combustion engines.
Lev didn't give up a life to be with her, but he has tacitly divested himself of ever trying to pursue his own goals. He lives only to pilot the ship and make Kestri feel special.
Kestri lets Lev pilot the ship and make her feel special.
She does nothing for him but take. As I said, her response doesn't really have to be directly equivalent, but it should be something. But the moment where we would most likely see this something -- when he tells her he was molested in the hallway -- she instead makes the moment all about her. She demands his attention. She demands his physical presence. She ignores what he said completely and just goes off on an unrelated tangent. And it's clear that she isn't doing this to take his mind off what happened because Lev doesn't give a shit about cars or Old World technology.
You know how Kestri could have 'sacrificed' for him in this moment? By talking about something he cares about. By showing that she actually does understand him enough that she tries to engage him in his interests. But no. She's legitimately convinced that Lev loves nothing more than to hear the sound of her voice, and threfore starts yapping his ear off about shit he couldn't care less about because she, Kestri, is so amazing and perfect and beautiful that surely Lev will never tire of listening to her. Surely.
This is not a healthy dynamic. Lev exists only to serve Kestri-- he is not allowed to have his own pursuits, his own hobbies, his own thoughts, and Kestri in turn doesn't care that this is the case. It's been mentioned before, but their original characters cards were super telling; both Lev and Julie have 'Kestri' among their favorite things, but Kestri doesn't acknowledge either of them.
That's not love. This is codependcy. This is enmeshment. Kestri is an entitled narcissist and Lev is in an abusive cycle with her.
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You would know. You would gladly participate in it as long as you don't get shot back for it. It's only terrifying when you're on the receiving end.
Anonymous asked
I'm just curious as to why you stopped making in a minute videos. Were they not doing well view wise or did you get tired of making them?
I brought them back and you guys didn't watch them, so why spend the time on them?
Maybe because you need momentum between your short-form and long-form content? To at least keep your audience coming back? Otherwise, you're putting a gun to your foot. It doesn't help at all that you are in no fucking position to be picky after Joon. But sure, keep pretending there's not a gun wound on your stomach as long as you get to hold that precious knife in your hand.
Translation: Give me all, and bow down at my feet. You're not meant to go beyond that.
If Mikay wasn't such a doormat, she would've seen how much you're a selfish dickwad with no interest in ever caring for her when shit gets rough.
And all of this because Peet can't accept in their head that Courtney will never be theirs.
Kestri is such a awful character, and one that is long need of a reality check, but will never get it because Peet rather kill themselves than ever lose any semblance of control.
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Been busy the past few weeks and haven't been able to chime in when the Chomo talked about how to DM ie grief people you know, but the little example of what I imagine using its DM "tactics" against it would be like is to good (in my opinion) to let go unposted.
The party enters a dungeon known as the "Doom of the False Eldar", immediately upon entering all Chomo Elves lose 8 stats points and 5 character levels. If any one stat is reduced to zero they are automatically killed and have their souls condemned to the region of evil views in Samghata the third Naraka for a billion kalpas (This last effect actually happens by default to Chomo Elves anywhere in this campaign world when they die.), and cannot be resurrected even with a wish spell. In the dungeon they must battle several Tarrasques, an arch-fiend, a neutronium golem, and dodge spring sphere of annihilation traps. At the end of the ordeal is a lone platform above a great pit on which is a portal to the world of Stockholm, however the only access is a long narrow metal bridge and the area around the portal is blanketed by a anti-magic field. When a creature makes it three quarters of the way across the bridge a trap is triggered which zaps all of those standing on the bridge and deals 10-100 hitpoints of damage, All those zapped must make a DC 40 fortitude save to avoid pissing their pants, if this save is failed the character must then make a DC 50 reflex save to avoid slipping on their piss puddle and falling into the great pit. If the character falls into the pit they eventually land on a colossal sphere of annihilation at the bottom and will automatically die.
The party enters a dungeon known as the "Doom of the False Eldar", immediately upon entering all Chomo Elves lose 8 stats points and 5 character levels. If any one stat is reduced to zero they are automatically killed and have their souls condemned to the region of evil views in Samghata the third Naraka for a billion kalpas (This last effect actually happens by default to Chomo Elves anywhere in this campaign world when they die.), and cannot be resurrected even with a wish spell. In the dungeon they must battle several Tarrasques, an arch-fiend, a neutronium golem, and dodge spring sphere of annihilation traps. At the end of the ordeal is a lone platform above a great pit on which is a portal to the world of Stockholm, however the only access is a long narrow metal bridge and the area around the portal is blanketed by a anti-magic field. When a creature makes it three quarters of the way across the bridge a trap is triggered which zaps all of those standing on the bridge and deals 10-100 hitpoints of damage, All those zapped must make a DC 40 fortitude save to avoid pissing their pants, if this save is failed the character must then make a DC 50 reflex save to avoid slipping on their piss puddle and falling into the great pit. If the character falls into the pit they eventually land on a colossal sphere of annihilation at the bottom and will automatically die.
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So...your friend shares details about their personal problems, and then you completely ignore everything they're feeling to make it all about yourself because they dared to apologize to you? That's, uhh...maybe not the example of "I'm such a devoted and caring friend" you want it to be, Lily.
Okay...and? Why can't Lev be the one welcoming the affection?
The wild thing is I honestly can't tell if Lily is just answering all these questions in bad faith or if he's legitimately so media illiterate that he doesn't understand the questions
Remember the last series of posts where Lily was talking about how themes were the most important thing in the world to storytelling and how he's bored with all these classics because they aren't about anything?
Nope
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- 4 de Ene, 2020
Or human illiterate.
I shouldn't diagnose lolcows, but Lily acts like a lower IQ sociopath. The part of Lily's brain that controls empathy is damaged or never worked in the first place. The consequences part is stunted too, but at least built up enough that it prevents Lily from committing crimes. Lily only cares about the morality of something if Lily is punished for something. Everything else exists but doesn't have a 3 dimeinsional brain like Lily, just assigned character traits. Lily only likes people if they asspat Lily or give Lily something Lily wants, like sex. Even then, Lily is shown to be ungrateful to others who are not enacting Lily's exact whims or are trying to engage with Lily - you don't get that privilege. That's Lily's job. Now go back to playing pretend how Lily wants you to.
The concept that people have wants and needs that Lily didn't assign to them is absolutely foreign to Lily. The concept that Lily should give a shit if someone is upset is wrong to Lily because Lily is the one who feels it all and no one else does. Lily thinks Lev's character is perfect because Lily wants to be seen as the most selfless human who's worthy of looking up to on the planet, and Lev giving it all up for love is super unselfish. Not having complicated motives outside of his own sister is simple and lets Lily easily understand and write Lev, who Lily thinks is much deeper because loooooooveeeee is so deeeeeeeep.
I think Lily wants to be Kestri but has to pretend to be Lev to make herself look better. Even then, Lily thinks other people turning into simple one note beings is highly beneficial since it means she can understand them and manipulate them better unlike IRL people. Lev IS perfect as is. Kestri was always cutely flawed in the way Lily likes, the kind that can be written off as misunderstandings from others or wacky shenanigan causing that everyone worth a damn (like Lev) learns to love.
I think Lily doesn't grasp that Kestri provides jack and shit to Lev since Lev literally just wants Kestri to talk at him all day and make him do things. Lev exists in no other state than to serve, and Lily doesn't get that everyone else feels the same way Lily does: serving someone unconditionally isn't a reward. Lily wants others to think it is or even thinks others must see it that way in love sometimes (the CORRECT way to love in Lily's mind, doormat bangmaid), but other people don't. This is probably why Lily hates most of humanity: they don't fucking get that they should act like this and their selfishness in not understanding love and servitude is its own reward is offensive. She says she thinks that love and servitude is important, then acts the opposite of course. Because she's a fucking terrible liar.
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And that's why the number of friends Lily has can be counted on one hand.
Will she actually feel bad if Courtney dies?
Did Lily even do anything to help the friend through their problems other than listening?
Because Kestri existing is the greatest gift anyone has ever gotten, obviously.
Makes sense she doesn't believe in the afterlife. That would imply she believed in facing consequences for her actions.
When has she said she identifies with Lev?
That's also why she also reacts so negatively when faced with criticism.
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That would imply he ever cared for the real Courtney to begin with. And he didn't. In Peet's mind every woman who did him wrong deserves to be punished.
I can see Jerry gleeing and making lap dances on Courtney's grave before proceeding to make up even more bullshit about her. Since "le abuser" won't be there to disprove any of his lies, he can just write as many open fanfics about her as he'd like.
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Just a reminder that Lily literally can't understand analogy and metaphor.
Come to think, this might be why she thinks Miyazaki's movies are 'about nothing'. She raves about Takahat's movies, but most of his movies are actually very grounded with minimal (if any) elements of the fantastical. They are telling literal stories about 'real' people in their day to day, which is th eonly thing Lily can empathize with other than villains whose conflict resolution is murder. Miyazaki's films are oftentimes universal lessons told in fantastical ways, which Lily just can't grok because, uh, SHE was never a witch moving to a new town? SHE never got transported to a bathhouse?! Nobody DOES this, this is STUPID.
(I wonder if she would feel Kiki's more if she was just an Uber driver. Would that suddenly make the themes clear?)
This really reflects in her writing, too. She HAS interesting ideas and there's a ton of things in Into the Void that could be fleshed out into an actual novella, but all she wants to do is fixate on the domestic scenes that could be happening in any environment, because she lacks the imagination and capacity for empathy that is required to really put yourself in a fantastical environment and imagine what it would actually be like to live there. She only just bumbled through TSR because all the actions scenes were already written for her in the movies and she just had to say 'but Aliana stopped the cool shit from happening because she's so powerful'.
Lily that horror is... that horror can absolutely be psychological. Most psychological horror actually uses a paranormal or fantastical element in order to explore the human response to heightened tension. Like I get it, a stalker is strictly way scarier than a malicious alien, but you can conflate the two human instinctive responses to being stalked by a predator without asking the question of why the protagonist doesn't just, like... buy a gun if they think this guy's going to hurt them.
(I mean, you're in Canada so the victimw ould be jailed for defending herself, but still.)
'Human cruelty' actually sounds like torture porn, which we know she'll gladly write.
I highly suspect that Liy doesn't understand what 'psychological horror' actually is.
Nor does the anon because 'well you have a psych degree so you must prefer PSYCHOLOGICAL horror'! No, that's... those are two different things. No.
While I'm thinking about her psych degree, I know we don't need any further proof that she doesn't have one, but come on. You cannot tell me that a psych major would not only just say 'mental illness' to this kind of human-behavior prompt, but that modern psych classes wouldn't have dedicated class discussions to the behavioral psychology behind this trend in social media.
Also Lily specifically has a behavioral psych degree, allegedly, so this shoulld ABSOLUTELY be in her wheelhouse. If it existed, I mean.
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Even then, I can't help, but theorize that they'll be even more miserable and bitter because sociopaths like them never take something like that lightly. You know, beneath this victimization bullshit, Peet still is obsessed with getting Courtney back as their property. If she were to die, there would be some smug posting, of course, but this is going to affect them, and they'll lash out since they will never accept the one person they wanted the most is no longer around.
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The point is to keep talking about it.
Bets are on, will she be a contrarian about Earwig? The objectionably worst ghibli film to date?
She hated When Marnie was Here.
Bets are on, will she be a contrarian about Earwig? The objectionably worst ghibli film to date?
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- 9 de Sep, 2017
I don't think there is anything that could say that would stop the flaming this idiot is going to get once they get to Spirited Away. Honestly, even if they are going to be a contrarian to be a asshole
The moment they completely misunderstand SA, the rest of the video might as well be a black screen because the audience would have checked out and start shitting on it.
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- 19 de Ene, 2020
I think has a profound understanding of SA