💥 Trainwreck Pixyteri / Sarah Guilbeaux / Ashton Winters - Glorious Nippon Cosplayer and Stomach Penis Pooner, she's peein' and poopin' the bed, mother is equally crazy

[Dysnomia]

I've been lurking for a little while, but I have only just realized Pixy had an active thread, so I'd thought I'd chime in.

I met Pixyteri/Sarah/Ashton at a small Texas con back about a year ago. She seemed nice, I wouldn't say normal, but nice. I "misgendered" her once and she corrected me pretty quickly. I feel like she would have blown up if I hadn't quickly changed subject. I'll be honest, I felt sorry for her. She seemed nice enough but also gave off the vibe of being special needs. I added her on Facebook when I got back home. She was Sarah Guilbeaux on Facebook at that time.

Nothing super funny to report. Most of the time when we talked it was about Kingdom Hearts or something. She was offended that I liked the character Xion, telling me the female characters like Xion, Kairi and Namine triggered her. She was also pissed that I had a PS5 and could play the KH collection if I wanted. Nearly as pissed as she got when I told her I didn't really like Kingdom Hearts anymore and hadn't since I was a child.

I stayed in contact with her even after learning about her by accident via the Cecil McFly video. In the end she went too far and I eventually defriend her after she told me she wanted to kill her dad. I insisted to her that "no, you really don't want to do that" but she swore several times that yeah, she did. Granted I have no screenshots because my Facebook is long gone, so you can view this skeptically if you want, but I just knew I didn't want to be on one of those True Crime documentaries later down the road because I was being pity friends with a retard.

I am neither shocked nor surprised. She's stated before that she hates Kairi. I assume it's the typical fujo "hate of the heroine that gets in the way of muh yoweez" deal. But it triggers her? I have to wonder if it has anything to do with her total failure to achieve any fame as a female cosplayer and her hatred of cute Asian cosplayers, which she has harbored for well over a decade. She still jelly.

And I do 100% believe that she harbors deep seated jealousy towards cute female cosplayers even now. Saying "female cosplays I never wanted to wear" is just a cope for that. I have to wonder if somewhere in her mind she thinks that being a transman cosplaying as a teen boy somehow makes her cuter and better than male Sora cosplayers. Maybe she won't admit it outright.But it could be something that has crossed her mind at one point. She isn't delusional about how ahort she is. I can totally see her thinking "I'm a much better Sora than that 6'0" guy."

She's skinwalking a teen boy. Just like with Rukia she sees herself as the embodiment of something she is definitely not.

Considering she was arrested for pushing her dad I'm not surprised. She's stated before that she hates him. But I don't think she has the gall to kill anyone. I mean she's afraid of going to jail for being pro-choice in Texas and various other random nonsense non-crimes. She's very lucky though. Isn't her dad over 70? One bad fall at that age and you just don't bounce back. Had he not recovered it would have been pretty bad for her.

Did she come across as autistic to you? Or just more of a general special needs? I do think she really does want friends. But she is emotionally unable to properly connect with people. She doesn't seem to understand social cues well. Changing the subject after misgendering her saved you from being the victim of a meltdown.

 

[TR0N]

A lot of things "trigger" her. I really like the color pink and that triggered her. I really feel like she just throws the word around without much thought. Anything that reminds her of her past or actual gender triggers her.

At the time when she told me about killing her dad I took it at face value that she was genuinely having these urges. I kept imaging Sarah standing over her dad's bed at night with a knife or something. Now that I'm removed from talking to her and have had time to think things over, I believe she was just saying it for attention/sympathy. Look how terrible my dad is, he makes me want to kill him sort of deal. Oddly enough I don't think she ever bitched about her mom to me, just her dad.

The weird thing about Sarah is that she seems far more autistic online than in real life. That's not to say she's not giving off special ed vibes in real life, I just mean that her particular brand of crazy really shines online. In person she can somewhat conduct herself normally, at least for short amount of time it seems. I can only imagine what she's like if you had to live with her.

Sometimes I feel bad for her still, to this day. Her brainmeats are completely rotten from some sort of mental illness...but Sarah isn't as hopeless as she appears. At least not in my opinion. She says stuff to be cruel sometimes, she intentionally isolates herself to feed into her woe-is-me agenda, while full well knowing she needs friends.

Half of Sarah's misery is mental illness. The other is self-imposed.

Edit: for context by what I mean when I say Sarah would say cruel things. Let me explain as sometimes I'm not sure how much of this was intentionally cruel or just tone deaf. I had an elderly dog when I was talking to Sarah. Sometimes we would talk about him, she always seemed fond of animals. I said I was taking my dog to his annual and made a passing mention of him being old. Old, not ill, not hurt, just old. Sarah comments something along the lines of "maybe he'll die." I didn't respond because I didn't want to hear about how she's dying herself actually and it hurts so bad why won't anyone help her! again, so I let it go.

 

[Raxxinator]

She was offended that I liked the character Xion, telling me the female characters like Xion, Kairi and Namine triggered her. She was also pissed that I had a PS5 and could play the KH collection if I wanted. Nearly as pissed as she got when I told her I didn't really like Kingdom Hearts anymore and hadn't since I was a child.

Doesn’t surprise me, all of Tetsuya Nomura’s female characters are lithe, delicate young waifs that are fawned over by the bishounen male characters & the universe is centered around even when they aren’t the direct protagonist. The first KH game wouldn’t even exist without Kairi being the catalyst of the love triangle between Sora & Riku, and she was essentially in a coma for a majority of that game. Leave it to Pixy to feel threatened by video game characters.

She sounds a lot like a spoiled rotten girl I (and I’m sure many others have known a kid like this) knew from my childhood. Couldn’t be happy for another person even if her life depended on it, especially if they had something that she didn’t. And god forbid if someone showed her up in one of her self proclaimed hobbies or talents.

 

[Vampirella]

She sounds a lot like a spoiled rotten girl I (and I’m sure many others have known a kid like this) knew from my childhood. Couldn’t be happy for another person even if her life depended on it, especially if they had something that she didn’t. And god forbid if someone showed her up in one of her self proclaimed hobbies or talents.

Yup, I think most of Sarah's problems come from the fact that she's was raised spoiled. I'm not saying that her mom didn't abuse her growing up with all the tanning pills and bleaching her hair, but I think she also spoiled Sarah when she was younger then just expected Sarah to know how to take care of herself as she got older. To be honest I don't know if Sarah will ever be even close to normal.

 

[Dysnomia]

Yup, I think most of Sarah's problems come from the fact that she's was raised spoiled. I'm not saying that her mom didn't abuse her growing up with all the tanning pills and bleaching her hair, but I think she also spoiled Sarah when she was younger then just expected Sarah to know how to take care of herself as she got older. To be honest I don't know if Sarah will ever be even close to normal.

She's the only girl and the youngest. So it would be pretty typical anyway. Not every spoiled child ends up like Pixy though. I think somewhere along the line you have to be emotionally stunted enough to have it really screw you over. I remember someone saying she was placated with anime as a child. She was probably watching Sailor Moon, Tokyo Mew Mew, Escaflowne, Pokemon, Digimon, Card Captor Sakura and whatever was on in the 90s and early 2000s. And damn those VHS and DVDs were expensive as was the merchandise. I remember buying the Vampire Princess Miyu VHS's and they were like $30 a piece. Manga wasn't cheap either.

I'm not saying anime is damaging. But some people never move out of the weeaboo phase. It's forgivable when you are a minor. But adults really need to hide their power level. But when you skinwalk it's a whole other ballgame. I don't think she can hide it. She's always wearing some piece of cosplay or contacts. It's like her version of wearing the cross almost. It's very weird to outsiders. But she can't or won't see that. Also, wearing those Vanitas contacts casually in the bible belt? Hell no. She might get away with that in a major metro area if she wore them with alt fashion. But that's not how she's wearing them. It just still weirds me out.

I think one of the reasons she can't take care of herself is because she refuses to be herself. She hides behind cosplay and crazy notions of being an intersex transman with a stomach penis. She can't address the world and her problems as Sarah. Somewhere along the line she decided she needed to be something she's not. And when that didn't work out she started claiming she was a man but everything else is really the same. She just flipped the pronouns.

The weird thing about Sarah is that she seems far more autistic online than in real life. That's not to say she's not giving off special ed vibes in real life, I just mean that her particular brand of crazy really shines online. In person she can somewhat conduct herself normally, at least for short amount of time it seems. I can only imagine what she's like if you had to live with her.

I imagine the normality irl comes and goes in bursts. Say the wrong thing and here comes the meltdown. Getting to know her triggers and how to avoid them probably requires a college course.

Look at this. It's a meme, Sarah. No one takes memes seriously. You just laugh at the stupid picture with words on it and move on. But she has to ensure us that it's "not true". Which I assume means she doesn't have multiple personalities. Instead of laughing at the cat meme like any normal person would.



Here's a tip for an overactive bladder: Stop drinking soda and Starbucks. Water only.

 

[The Lone Wanderer]

Seriously, the real help she needs is a steel toed boot launched very hard into her ass crack, some hard boundaries and rules set and enforced including a full time job, and no mollycoddling. Whatever "mental illness" she has is likely 100% the result of weeb shit, terminal online behavior, and strangers online asspatting her when she needs to grow the fuck up. She isn't troonz either, she's just scrambling and angling for more attention on social media.
And maybe her mother is a POS. But maybe her mother is simply a woman who has reached her limit with this fat bustdown years ago. She lives with the bustdown and has to deal with her obnoxious, childish behavior, one eighth-assed cosplays of children's characters, and active persistent whining like a toddler online for attention.
If anyone needs and deserves competent professional help and a nice relaxing vacation to a beautiful laid-back tropical resort...it's Sara's mother and father for their thankless service of putting up with this unproductive, repetitive horseshit for years while other parents proudly show off photos of their adult children who aren't out there shaming the family name for strangers calling her "queen."

It's quite clear she historanic and/or bipolar.

yeah there's def a lack of wrangling and mom being nuts certainly does a lot
tbh the whole hypersexualization and wanting to disown her dad leads me to wonder if there was something with a male authority figure (not necessarily her dad), but it might just be her doing some good old fashioned tard perving mixed with reacting to dad not doing enough to protect her from crazy mom

Hypersexualization is a symptom of bipolar, which her mother has. She likely inherited it.

They are ignorant boomers that thought it was "just a phase" and now they're stuck with her. Her parents did try and her dad was put in a shitty situation where his coworkers would gently let him be aware of his daughter's nudes being online and trolls would brag about mailing them to her parents. The family just seems ro resent her and are burnt out. Debbie is nuts as well. Mother and daughter bring the worst out in each other.


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Yes. 2 bipolar people living together doesn't end well. I can attestat to that.

 

[Falcon Sebben]

Here's a tip for an overactive bladder: Stop drinking soda and Starbucks. Water only.

Sounds like a UTI to me. And yes, Starblechs and soda don't help matters.

And with UTIs can come delusions and hallucinations which might explain a lot. Basically it's all in her head via her bladder.

 

[Shay Van Buren]

 

[Dysnomia]

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What is she on about? What videos? Are people really making videos about her or is she have a schizo moment? She's still complaining about memes. She probably thinks anything on her feed is directed at her personally.



Never harmed anyone, Sarah? You pushed your elderly dad. You've also bullied and blown up at so many people who have tried to help you. Then you turn around and cry that everyone is mean to you and trying to harm you. This is why you don't have friends or love.



Lather, rinse, repeat.

 

[TR0N]

She made this her new banner. I find it oddly cute.

I always felt she was better at doodles than full-blown art pieces. That Linkin Park's Chester one was roughly Megamind

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[Snack Cracker]

She made this her new banner. I find it oddly cute.

I always felt she was better at doodles than full-blown art pieces. That Linkin Park's Chester one was roughly Megamind

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This is really cute, could easily see it being sold as a sticker or even ending up as an impulsive tattoo by some random.

He’s a very small but serious gator business man.

 

[XYZpdq Jr.]

She made this her new banner. I find it oddly cute.

I always felt she was better at doodles than full-blown art pieces. That Linkin Park's Chester one was roughly Megamind

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The Return Of Business Gator!

 

[Vampirella]

She made this her new banner. I find it oddly cute.

I always felt she was better at doodles than full-blown art pieces. That Linkin Park's Chester one was roughly Megamind

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She could make money doing badges and SFW furry art for people. At least you can tell what the animal is compared to a lot of furry art now a days that's just wolf/dog/fox thing, cat looking thing, horse, or dragon.

 

[Chan the Wizard]

Pixy could never do commissions. Do you have any idea how she would react when asked to change something? She’s also far too lazy to do anything in a reasonable amount of time.

 

[Sailor Swift]

Pixy could never do commissions. Do you have any idea how she would react when asked to change something? She’s also far too lazy to do anything in a reasonable amount of time.

That's assuming she'd finish the commission

 

[Dysnomia]

She made this her new banner. I find it oddly cute.

I always felt she was better at doodles than full-blown art pieces. That Linkin Park's Chester one was roughly Megamind

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I still think she should try her hand at turning these animal headed people into merch of some kind. Instead of buying cosplay and Sonic sugar bombs the next time she gets a job, try selling some t-shirts, pins, mugs ect... And see if that goes anywhere,. Because more prints is a waste at this point. But she won't take any advice that isn't something she already wants to do. She thinks like a stubborn child.

I just hope she doesn't make prints of the Chester portrait. She couldn't sell those for free.

Pixy could never do commissions. Do you have any idea how she would react when asked to change something? She’s also far too lazy to do anything in a reasonable amount of time.

She's done a few. That's how our favorite cow tipping retard Emily got involved. However, that's a good point. If someone wanted a change made would she have a tantrum? Methinks so. I can see her doing a commission here or there. But consistently doing them would result in epic meltdowns. I don't think she can handle people telling her how to paint something they paid for. She'd eventually bite the hands that feed her and get a bad rep. Then bye-bye commission money.

 

[Vampirella]

try selling some t-shirts, pins, mugs ect

Right, just put Business Gator man on a mug with a witty catch phrase and she'd sell something.

 

[TR0N]

Right, just put Business Gator man on a mug with a witty catch phrase and she'd sell something.

I really could see this working. Her art with the animal sketches are charming. Too bad using a site like Redbubble would require too much effort for our dear Sarah.

If someone wanted a change made would she have a tantrum? Methinks so.

She would completely flip her shit if someone wanted even the smallest of change, because Sarah is the most imperfect person I've ever seen who believes she is perfect and does everything to perfection.



I guess this is her new thing, taking memes seriously.

 

[Tetragrammaton]

She made this her new banner. I find it oddly cute.

I always felt she was better at doodles than full-blown art pieces. That Linkin Park's Chester one was roughly Megamind

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if pixy would give this a snappy catch phrase and put it on a coffee mug or a t shirt she would actually make some money for once. she has talent in art but much like with her cosplay she loves to pick things that do not suit her at all.

 

[Sailor Swift]

Not gonna lie, fam, I'd buy a business gator sticker or something. I don't give a fuck, it's cute as hell. She could make it a whole thing. Gaslight gatekeep girlboss gator.