Who/what was your sexual awakening? - What ripened your kiwi

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Me and a female cousin started fooling around when we were kids. I'm talking like 7 or 8 years old. We'd make out, give each other oral, watch each other piss, shit like that.

I know, it's super fucking weird. I don't even remember how we got started.

There was also another boy on my block I hung out with, who got me to make out with him sometimes.

Back then I wondered if other kids at school were doing stuff like that. I couldn't really gage how weird it was.
 
PLing a tiny bit but having just one TV with satellite access in the living room growing up meant I was forced to endure untold hours of shitty soap operas. Naturally, I ended up falling for various female characters, and is most likely why I have a thing for trashy women to this day. Especially trashy women that slap a dustbin's worth of makeup on their faces, wear miniaturised hula hoops on their ears, and only wears a jacket so long as it's made out of leather.

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After a week of making me sleep in her bed with her while my dad was at work (She slept naked) at the age of 7. My 21 year old stepmother took my virginity.
I just wanted to be a Power Ranger, I had no idea what the fuck.
 
This was Morrigan's winscreen in Marvel vs Capcom 1 (on the left).

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For 10 year old me this was... something, alright. :woo:
 
The first instance i remember is in preschool. There were probably 20 kids in my class and to me they were just kids. But there was this one boy, i dont remember his name. He had short blond hair and blue eyes, and i just kept wanting to look at him. It gave me a different kind of feeling when i did-happy, excited, and just... i couldnt explain it. It wasnt actual sexual arousal, not at that age, i just knew i felt ::different:: when i saw him, and that feeling just made me want to stare at him. 😍

The next instance i remember is being around 8, watching tv and thinking certain characters were cute, & at the same age thinkong a couple boys in my class were cute. At this point obvs i understood the concept that people get attracted to eachother. By 11 i was fantasizing about cute boys kissing me, and 11 is the age they separated the boys from the girls one day in school and showed us a film about human reproduction. We were shocked, fascinated, interested mystified & disgusted, lol.

By 12 i was actively trying to imagine what sex would be like with my favorite rock stars :)


Note for any creepazoids: yes, young girls are sometimes interested in and think about sex. Thats normal. Whats NOT normal is for grown adults to prey on their curiosity & naivetè and use them for sex, giving them lifelong issues. Girls thinking about sex doesnt mean its ok to prey on them. My 5 year old nephew is SUPER interested in race cars, its all he talks about. Should we take him to the track & plop him into a race car and say "have fun!"?

No, because interest in something doesnt equal readyness to do it.
 
When I was a kid I used to regularly sneak downstairs and watch movies after my parents had went to bed. Mostly, they were violent action movies, although on one occasion, when I was around 8 or 9 years old, I stayed up late to watch a movie which was described in the TV guide as a "crime thriller". Suffice to say, the movie was Basic Instinct.
 
I will disclaim I had a rather chaotic childhood. Single mother (i would leave her for good at 14), never met my real father though I did speak to him on the phone. Thought that woman's first husband was my father until she told me he was not when I was eight.

In that context, I have doubts whether it is healthy or normal, but I have a very vivid memory of Deborah Harry, seeing her in music videos, interviews and the likke that the woman I was born from was playing on our apartment. I was about six, maybe seven, in first grade. I thought she was beautiful, and remember wanting to kiss her and marry her.

That memory informs my fierce opposition to exposing children to LGBTQ YUCK, drag queens, and the like. Deborah Harry was a "mapping" experience for me.
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When it came to Sonic fandom. For some it would be rouge the bat but for me it'd be this character from Sonic X. I still don't know how or why did this start my awakening but I guess I didn't find busty bat cleavages attractive untill I saw this rabbit later on the show. Thankfully I didn't start my spiral into the sonic fandom like a certain mother-fucker did.
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Trust me growing out of this I still want to blow my brains out thinking how this got me into Sonic related stuff. Maybe it was the way they she dressed properly and had a carring attitude or maybe it was just my 7-year old brain realizing this activates my neurons. I still don't know or don't care
 
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When it came to Sonic fandom. For some it would be rouge the bat but for me it'd be this character from Sonic X. I still don't know how or why did this start my awakening but I guess I didn't find busty bat cleavages attractive untill I saw this rabbit later on the show. Thankfully I didn't start my spiral into the sonic fandom like a certain mother-fucker did.
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Trust me growing out of this I still want to blow my brains out thinking how this got me into Sonic related stuff. Maybe it was the way they she dressed properly and had a carring attitude or maybe it was just my 7-year old brain realizing this activates my neurons. I still don't know or don't care
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The honest, disappointing answer is that I just don't remember. In fact I remember very little about most of my young life aside from some specific moments that stick out for whatever reason.
If I had to wager a guess, generic sexy women pictures online, including anime style drawings. I do like women's clothing which may have been early on but I can't remember anything specific.
 
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