Fam, I did something really bad today.
Leading up to the bad thing, my Frankenstein cactus up and died. It was one of my favorite plants, I had it for years and the top was the size of a dinner plate. It was an idiotproof plant that I called my easy olant and one day, the whole thing just melted.
I am also working my additional second seasonal job and tired. All of that is the excuse I made to buy myself a houseplant. I was going to just get an easy peasy, cheap Alocasia or philodendron.
Does anyone remember 1000 pages back where I lamented that Christia obcordata (swallowtail butterfly plant) was so rare that literally zero places carry the actual plant in the United States and if you want one you have to get seeds from sketchy places or order from Hong Kong?
Googled a plant store, scrolling through and fuck me daddy, they have the butterfly plant. and you have to ship with the overnight option. And it's finicky, hard to keep alive and super delicate in addition to being expensive and the shipping.
Bright side, I also got buy 3 get the 4th free on cheap cheap plants.
But, I do have to ask, why do I hate myself and money so much?