I'm a worthless, useless parasite on disability. In my previous life I was an industrial lab tech. I tried to go back to school recently, but medical problems flared up and I had to drop out, so that was devastating. I'm going to try again at the end of the year and redo the course from the beginning. I want to reskill and get off disability and rejoin the workforce in something that's less dangerous and stressful and insane than what I was doing before. Unfortunately, there are Reasons why I was forced to go on disability so my ability to function varies day by day, which rules out part time work and even volunteering. I don't like my life very much right now. I try to be as helpful as I can to my friends and family.