🦊 Furry Trish Henderson / Adiago / Spacedrake Designs / Sevva-Phoenix - Furry artist who claims to be both Poly, and Monogamous with insane paranoia about people stealing their mediocre, ripped-off artwork.

[Dahmer]

She's been more and more hostile and angry at random Twitter posts lately.

What's the matter, Trish, haven't found a new man? Maybe your jimmies being rustled that Meg and Crimson are still together? A little salty that they seem to be happy while you're increasingly miserable?

 

[Butt Pluck]

She's been more and more hostile and angry at random Twitter posts lately.

What's the matter, Trish, haven't found a new man? Maybe your jimmies being rustled that Meg and Crimson are still together? A little salty that they seem to be happy while you're increasingly miserable?

Pretty sure she's mad jealous because Crimons has the relationshp of having two men at her side, something Adiago has been unsuccessfully gunning for in the past.

I think it's funny she associates herself with Johnny Depp when she's more of an Amber Heard. Just like Heard she can't let her former victim(s) of abuse live in peace and has to constantly insert herself into their lives. Just like Heard, Adiago believes every single thing revolves around her when her former victim(s) tweet about their favorite things.

 

[Lion]

complaining that no one draws her hair lizards heads right. she compares it to drawing komodo dragons but even they have eyebrow arches and aren’t completely flat.

she posted an old rika drawing on twitter that was crosspost to sofurry where she has her telegram publicly shared

https://adiago.sofurry.com/

 

[Cinnamon Toast Fuck]

lol who's even drawing her drakes that makes her think she needs to go on this rant again?

Spoiler: past rants about head shape

This post and the documentation of abyss drake style suggests otherwise.

Spoiler: relevant text/images from the post

11/28/2017-2/3/2018: Trish draws a bunch of Damian, and look at all those foreheads.

Spoiler: Foreheads

2/11/2018: Trish posts the first image of Ezrael, as posted above. Damian drops off the map at this point.
2/17/2018: Trish posts an 'evolution chart' of her characters to explain where Abyss Drake babies come from. I've added some of the most recent examples of characters/species before this image was posted to show how this starts to retcon old anatomy and everyone's faces start to get chunky (to be fair Fern/the Mistavian dragon has been blocky since originally being an Amai clone, even though he was originally a feral Veil Drake and not a different species at all). I tried to keep the text unblocked so you can enjoy how Rift Drakes found feral dragons in the wilderness and thought 'sure let's steal their jizz'.

Spoiler: Evolution

3/8/2018: Trish posts the official first Ezrael ref. She still has a bit of forehead, which makes the slip up of Dmitri being called a 'Drake' all the more interesting. As she states 'it's been waiting for almost a month now', I think this was sketched before she went full Adjot on Dmitri.

Spoiler: Ezrael ref

3/20/2018: We've gone full Adjot.

Spoiler: Icons

Notice how even her 'furever characters' Kisu and Fern, who she's had since birth, spent many years with consistent designs until she decided to give everyone block heads to prove her point.

Spoiler: Character/species Evolutions

Trish, occasionally tracing over komodo dragon heads and adding drake features in doodle sets ≠ "drakes have always been komodo dragons with fur". Simply going "the eyes and nostrils are parallel!" doesn't mean jack, especially using an image where you can't see the nostrils on either drake as your example.

Her tracing only sorta works but mostly it just looks weird, as she has no sense of where to lay the features correctly. Featuring some things pulled from kemono.party.

Spoiler: kemono.party

I think the closest I saw her get to the "komodo dragon with fur" look was that2022 New Year's Ezrael piece she did (on another note, Ezrael clearly has tits there still despite her claims of nixing breasts on drakes several months prior to that).

For all your talk of hating foxes, having a fox-like face is the only way that "correct" front-view would be possible.

Meanwhile she's still posting new Pokemon art to FluffyDilo. Something about a "new style" to hide behind.

 

[FuegoPollo]

Fatiago reminds me of that movie good luck chuck lmfao, shes pissed off because everyone who dated her is now living their best lives with their partner.

Shes just a old fat trailer trash hog that people use as a stepping stone to get to the good stuff lmfao.
She ruins everything she touches, her partners, her animals. Nasty beastiality pedo.

 

[Pukebucket]

lol who's even drawing her drakes that makes her think she needs to go on this rant again?

Ah. Well, since she included the pic alongside the komodo photo, it's likely she posted this in response to me editing her shitty art over a week ago, rather than anyone else actually drawing her hairlizards of their own violition.

Spoiler: Design Sperging

It's kind of funny she's focusing so much on the eyes as though they were the only issue with that piece, too. There were at least five other things I could've fixed, from the gigantic heads that wouldn't be supportable on such skinny necks, to the chin cutting through Hades's clavicle, to the tiny shoulders and torso, to Aeryn having the very same little eye ridges she's screaming about not being there in their current design. I focused on Hades' eyesocket area alone since it was the most aggregious issue that would immediately improve the piece if fixed, especially when compared to Aeryn's eye position on the same fucking picture, and it was something I could do without spending my night completely redrawing the entire thing from scratch.

She still can't take constructive criticism without losing her mind about how she thinks she's the only artist on the planet who knows how to draw a lizard, and outed herself as once again coming on here specifically to find something to get upset about, rather than actually taking account of her own supposedly poor health and staying away from places that cause her stress.

The pig will always climb back into the pen, I guess.

Anyway, the more she changes about her drakes regarding their head design and behavior to distance herself from Adjot, the more they start to resemble a certain other alien species from years past...

They've definitely been brought up here before, but the similarities are still interesting. Unfeeling alien carnivores who probably shouldn't be or aren't capable of real love, that eat cute little animals and baby critters, have weird flexible teeth and oversized tongues for whole-swallowing. Loosely reptilian with fluff (kind of) and horns. No tiddies allowed. Fucked up feet and toes that can be used as graspers and weird broken anatomy that may or may not be intentional.

The difference is that Synx were actually created to be horrifying semi-unfuckable gurovore-o rubberboned eldrich abominations from the beginning that copy anthro species as part of their lore, and their design and art shows that uncanniness fairly well, while Adi's... don't.

 

[Cinnamon Toast Fuck]

This just in, Trish is apparently a “tetrachromat” and it’s directly linked to her huge brain and she has a better ability than anyone else to see the color blue because of it. Anyone that thinks that black and blue/white and gold dress is anything but black and blue their eyes are literally broken and it’s not just her being stupid about color theory and tricks of the light.



The only way to truly get the tetrachromat label is via genetic testing or undergo an actual color viewing test, which can’t be accurately done online. And what a coincidence, it’s a mutation linked to women via their two X chromosomes. Of course she’d latch onto something like that with her true womanhood. (article about it)

 

[Dahmer]

Why would she brag about being able to see color better when she still can't shade for shit. You'd think with her super duper ultra rare special eyes that her color theory and art would at least be a bit more impressive.

 

[Lion]

Why would she brag about being able to see color better when she still can't shade for shit. You'd think with her super duper ultra rare special eyes that her color theory and art would at least be a bit more impressive.

trish makes herself sounds like a super special teen YA main character every chance she gets

 

[2Tired2Angry]

I find it funny that she just keeps showing she reads this thread. Someone mentions the eye placement? She goes off. Someone mentions that she barely posts art on the art twitter? She spams art

Also those komodo dragon drakes look absolutely awful, moreso than her usual.

Edit: Wait... she "hates foxes" but her 'sona and the bulk of her characters were literally foxes for the longest time???

 

[Kedke]

Some highlights I had sitting from her previous streams.

Watching Hunger Games; she’s an archer now apparently:

She only cooks the healthiest things all the time

Aaaaand is also the cleanest person alive ever who only hangs out with ultra super clean people and never ever has a messy house with clutter and dog shit in the hallway:

Nothing much else happened that was particularly noteworthy outside of talking about playing a Pokémon game and she couldn’t finish it cause her FiLthY lYiNg ChEaTiNg ex ruined it or something.

 

[Lion]

>never gone to a con

oh trish. we all know that’s a bold face lie, she went to one years back when she was trying to squeeze herself into theonewhiteotter and manders relationship. in fact she did a journal about him taking her to the aquarium without mander and that’s when she “fell extra hard” for him and left with a manta ray plush trish started drawing zero with (either zero or her orca/dragon character she dumped)

 

[Cinnamon Toast Fuck]

She’s not denying she went to a con, she’s saying there’s never been a time she went to a con and didn’t get sick after from the people there. Trish is sick all the time though and won’t stop bringing it up, and I’m not sure how much of it is from being at gatherings versus her immune system being shit.

Anyways, she’s bringing up how she was such a great artist and she was so diverse as a kid because some people were arguing about “commodifying” a kid’s drawing talent and she had to barge in and make it about her.







And also making claims that the trans are literally killing and stealing women’s uteruses.


Hey Trish aren’t you one of those “take them for granted” folks, with how you use the word “breeder” as an insult and compare children to parasites and such? This reminds me of her line of thinking that she had with the whole “the gays don’t contribute to the species through reproduction so they’re useless and also that’s why my drakes can’t be gay” take, and then herself prefers buttsex and recreational sexual activities that have nothing to do with reproducing.

 

[Lion]

She’s not denying she went to a con, she’s saying there’s never been a time she went to a con and didn’t get sick after from the people there.

disregard i’m retarded and cant read.

yeah that is pretty odd how she’s always sick from something, yet at furry cons where it’s pretty well known to catch something she walks out healthy? i guess being constantly sick and dying only benefits her when someone else is sick/dying.

 

[Pukebucket]

Edit: Wait... she "hates foxes" but her 'sona and the bulk of her characters were literally foxes for the longest time???

She hates foxes because of her breakup with FFI. That's the short answer.

Spoiler: Long Answer

She created Halcyon and her other incestuous fuckfox OCs around a decade ago during her Drakengard/WoW/weeaboo Japanese RPG fangirl phase, and worked on that obsessively for years. She was in the process of making a webcomic about her self-insert on Patreon (Soulbound) up until around 2017.

During her last year or so of obsession with Soulbound, she was dating FireFoxInc. At first, she drew her definitely-not-flatheaded cuntboy drake Damien fucking FFI's original fox/demon fursona Sethos, but when she introduced Ezrael in mid-2017 and started officially branding the first interation of her Abyss Drakes, she quickly slapped together a drakesona for FFI that was strongly inspired by Sethos's personality and color pallette (red and orange horns with black and grey markings) named Dimitri.

Just before their breakup in 2019 (supposedly after he cheated on her the first time), she redesigned Dimitri against FFI's wishes to have blue horns, and then resold him following the breakup. This was what got her suspended from FA; despite the fact she did put some design influence behind Dimitri, everyone knew the character had been a rebrand of FFI's Sethos, and her attempts to resell a gifted character inspired by someone's pre-existing fursona purely out of spite was a bridge too far, especially when she started screeching at Dragoneer on Twitter about how she should be allowed to do it because "muh ahrt" and he bumped her up to a permaban for being an entitled twat.

Since then, she's started going on frothing tirades about how much she hates foxes and how fox characters are all horny slutty weirdos or something, all because she associates them with her ex and how she lost 90% of her paying audience in less than a week, and she's incapable of letting shit go. She still claims ownership over Halcyon, as evidenced during her spergout last year when she found out some teenage fat fetishist had appropriated her character and trooned them out, but I sincerely doubt she'll ever do anything with Halcyon in the future without transmogrifying her into another drake first.

Technically, she already kind of has; Ezrael might as well be Halcyon 2.0.

 

[Dahmer]

especially when she started screeching at Dragoneer on Twitter about how she should be allowed to do it because "muh ahrt" and he bumped her up to a permaban for being an entitled twat

The permaban was because she decided to forcibly DMCA FA to get the images in FFI's gallery pulled when bitching out FA staff to do it didn't work.

 

[Pukebucket]

The permaban was because she decided to forcibly DMCA FA to get the images in FFI's gallery pulled when bitching out FA staff to do it didn't work.

Ah, ok. I thought she didn't attempt that until after she got kicked offsite for losing it on Dragoneer, my bad.

 

[The Dark Lady]

She hates foxes because of her breakup with FFI. That's the short answer.

Spoiler: Long Answer

She created Halcyon and her other incestuous fuckfox OCs around a decade ago during her Drakengard/WoW/weeaboo Japanese RPG fangirl phase, and worked on that obsessively for years. She was in the process of making a webcomic about her self-insert on Patreon (Soulbound) up until around 2017.

During her last year or so of obsession with Soulbound, she was dating FireFoxInc. At first, she drew her definitely-not-flatheaded cuntboy drake Damien fucking FFI's original fox/demon fursona Sethos, but when she introduced Ezrael in mid-2017 and started officially branding the first interation of her Abyss Drakes, she quickly slapped together a drakesona for FFI that was strongly inspired by Sethos's personality and color pallette (red and orange horns with black and grey markings) named Dimitri.

Just before their breakup in 2019 (supposedly after he cheated on her the first time), she redesigned Dimitri against FFI's wishes to have blue horns, and then resold him following the breakup. This was what got her suspended from FA; despite the fact she did put some design influence behind Dimitri, everyone knew the character had been a rebrand of FFI's Sethos, and her attempts to resell a gifted character inspired by someone's pre-existing fursona purely out of spite was a bridge too far, especially when she started screeching at Dragoneer on Twitter about how she should be allowed to do it because "muh ahrt" and he bumped her up to a permaban for being an entitled twat.

Since then, she's started going on frothing tirades about how much she hates foxes and how fox characters are all horny slutty weirdos or something, all because she associates them with her ex and how she lost 90% of her paying audience in less than a week, and she's incapable of letting shit go. She still claims ownership over Halcyon, as evidenced during her spergout last year when she found out some teenage fat fetishist had appropriated her character and trooned them out, but I sincerely doubt she'll ever do anything with Halcyon in the future without transmogrifying her into another drake first.

Technically, she already kind of has; Ezrael might as well be Halcyon 2.0.

Chiming in to say that your timeline is a bit off. Probably because Trish has a habit of trying to push the dates back further and further to seem like "she was there first" despite Adjot drakes and Felkins existing years before her lied about dates.

This ended up being a lot longer than I expected so I guess it's sort of a recap/ timeline for the newbies.

Ezreal first debuted 2-11-2018 -not mid 2017- which is shown by the Furaffinity archive and the Patreon leaks.

Spoiler: Debute piece on archive and Patreon (NSFW)

I can't get a decent screenshot of the text underneath the pieces because it doesn't understand text wrapping so I'll just quote the text.

Full text:

new character, been having fun with Abyss drakes and lore, decided to experiment. I doubt anyone remembers Adiago&Elegy(holy fuck old art screams) my incestuous Chaos infected siblings from when I first made this account...But I decided, hey..why wouldnt General Kiel (Kisu's younger sibling) experiment on his squadron? And hence this girl was born. She carries a hybrid of the Chaos virus, it's been deactivated so it cannot spread, but the genome's been infused with Amanathine from the planets core, to give a strength boost in combat. It's basically like hitting your bloodstream with massive amounts of steroids all at once, and the effect causes an almost juggernaut like response in those who take it. They often cannot be stopped without being killed. Amanathine being extremely toxic, also took several hundred studies and experiments before one rather sinister doctor decided to take a sample of the living Chaos virus, dissect the cells and shove Amanathine in the core of the host Chaos cell. This bred the first prototype Abyss Drake soldiers infused with mana.

This girl here however, has some serious issues, as all of Kiel's subordinates do/did. So she is forced to wear an electric collar powered by Amanathine crystals that will cause her intense physical pain if she starts behaving...homicidally.

Anyway, it was fun trying to come up with a character without a light underbelly for once! and as usual, like EVERYTHING ELSE I MAKE...she's GREY

Dimitri debuted on 2-28-2018

Spoiler: Original Dimitri post (NSFW)

They broke up sometime in September of 2018 as that's when she started posting vents and then later made Dominic which was basically white copy/ rehash of Dimitri as a husband stand in until she started messing around with Daka sometime around December.







Full text:

this week was supposed to be the happiest of my recent life, i was supposed to go pick up my puppy with someone i love more than anyone else. someone ive dropped my entire life for to be with, twice now. someone i wanted so much to be as good to me as i was to them.

but..i found out recently two of the men closest in my life were lying to me, a good friend and someone else. lying about pretty awful shit. but i think the icing on the cake was seeing a dating profile that stated them as 'single and looking' for 'hookups' when i was told to my face, in person, it was 'to find friends'

see.....i just came back from a trip..tto help this person..and i..and i drove so far and i did wso much..so loyal i was so loyal..and used. i knew i should have looked through their phone when i was handed it unlocked, but i wass a ggod person and i respected privacy..put it down, in bag of other thigns while i waited for his surgery.

went to him after work..exhausted, drove 7 hours to be there..to be lied to and hurt. my fucking god. i dont dump on FA often but i have never felt so bad in my life. i had to get on anti anxiety meds months ago because i was having constant panic attacks because of stress hed put me under, and even those arent helping me to not sob my fucking eyes out right now. to the pint where its hard to breathe and i just want to lay in bed but i have work today..have to be responsible. have rent coming up.. ii didnt even tell my friends where i was going hen i left, i just went to them. it was an instant reaction, its what youd normally do for someone you care for. what anyone shoud do for someone they care for..

idk what to do..its like all the effort in the world to make someone a less selfish, more considerate person failed. and even my recent memories are nothing but pain and sadness because i was left abandoned while i was visiting so unimportant materialistic self-indulgence could be done..and i just wanted to watch the sun go down on the beach one last time before i had to make the 7 hour drive dhome...got home sick as a dog, coughing, hacking, full on 101F fever, laid in bed, woke up and went to work the next day still with a fever..wasnt even spoken to for 2 days after i got back and then when i asked simple question of what things where i was greeted with yelling and hatred and now i see its because of this..intention to fuck with other people.
and at this point im just ramblign because i thurt so bad i cant stand it. i tried
i tried so hard

Spoiler: Dominic with text (NSFW)

Made it 2 weeks ago after some rough times that I thought could be salvaged..But in the meantime i had the plan to just draw for myself for a while, so I made Dom here. I know it's just a sketch, it's all i had time for back then, and i dont have the time right now to finish it...so..placeholder.

Originally named Orion but he didnt feel like one to me sooo yeah.

Dominic
male
early-mid thirties appearance
Personality: Dark & Mysterious, quiet until he knows you, a strong alpha personality but yields if he is bonded to someone. Intensely protective, jealous, the type to mark his claim/property. Does not share.
sexuality: heterosexual, prefers smaller female of the equally alpha variety..
Likes: A certain clown mottled drake, bdsm, sizeplay, bondage, mild torture/denial play, honesty
Dislikes: submissive weak personalities, liars, sleazy tactics, backstabbing, easy bitches

Spoiler: Daka/ Asterion (NSFW)

There's a lot more art but I don't feel like tracking down every piece right now.

Sometime in January 2019 Trish decided to "repossess Dimitri" because Firefox had privated Dimitri and removed him from his gallery after Trish wouldn't stop screeching on his page. Daka strongly didn't like this since she had been posting vents about Fox for months before hand and still saw the character as belonging to Fox.

Spoiler: Original Dimitri post with text (NSFW)

Renamed, reposessed, revamped. An upgraded 'Dmitri' now under the name I had originally chosen, Deimos.

I loved this character to death, he was meant to be everything I'd love in a male-sona, so it is with GREAT PLEASURE I re-release him as my sole property.

Deimos/Dmitri and all previous/current iterations © Adiago 2k19
Abyss Drake species © Adiago 2k19-current

I have to say it's really freeing and refreshing doing this, I have a big smile on my face and I am really happy about it. I've let go of the past, I killed it and in the ashes was reborn something I can truly enjoy. Something made with MY preferences, adhering to MY species and rules for them. I'm happy, and I am happy to share him with you.

Please feel free to let me know what you think of the upgrades/changes. I've always been partial to blue, and canonically abyss drakes do not have red flesh or organs, so I gravitated him to his 'correct' hues. my wonderful friends helped me to come up with some of the likes/dislikes and traits as well, haha.

While she was with Daka she was gaining interest in her coworker Josh which she claimed was because "Daka was neglecting her by playing videogames" and he ended up straight out changing his flight to leave earlier than originally planned during his second visit with Trish which caused her to have a breakdown for three days before she decided to go out with Josh and claim she was "Free from furry drama." (This has been documented by other users earlier in this thread)

Not that long after she started talking with Fox again which caused her upsurge of drawing Di -now Deimos- with Ezreal.

Spoiler: Ezreal and Dimitri/ Deimos with text (NSFW)

[story]"You bastard-" Ezrael's low voice softly echoed around them, pinging off of the metal walls. Deimos didn't care, her soft warning growl didn't make it to his brain, he wanted her and he wanted her now. "Your body betrays you," he whispered, prying her flight-suit off forcefully after peeling his own down, pinning the female to the cold, steel floor and kissing her lustfully until she opened her maw to him.

"...I hate you," she whispered after a sloppy, long kiss, panting but Deimos knew better, he could feel how her muscles tensed under him and he felt her thighs nudge under his own as he straddled her. He practically purred a lustful growl into the side of her neck, pressing her legs apart with his own and huffing into her short neck fur and collar. "I know baby, you hate me so much don't you?" he said, that deep, lustful tone reaching her ears and making Ezrael shudder. When she spoke up, her voice was almost meek, a tinge of anger under her words. "Yes, I do..." was all she could muster, but she'd already been fighting the urge to rock her hips up against the heat between them, her eyes staring defiantly into his, but she knew of the thick member that was beginning to press against her stomach fur and her left hand trailed down to it, resting atop it then stroking the length and pressing it against her stomach. Deimos shivered slightly on his own, he always loved how his little, angry drake would grumble and growl but touch him with the desire he knew came from her bond to him.

Deimos wasted no time gripping his fangs into her neck, sliding his massive paws under her back and positioning himself between her thighs, nudging a few times against her soft, slick folds and that lovely piercing she'd gotten just for him. "Mmmf," he grunted as he pressed into the tight female, huffing with need into her neck as she too curled her legs around him. Ezrael already drunk on desire for his body, and unable to resist Deimos, she gave him exactly what he wanted.

"hhhh, Dii-" she panted, moaning and arching her back into his paws, pressing her small body against his much larger one and he could hardly contain himself from fucking her into the steel in that moment. Looking down at that peppered grey fur and that lewd expression on Ezrael's face, hearing her moan and call his name, he felt his claws digging into the floor as he restrained his desire to pummel her, knowing she needed warming up to his size.

Each of his thrusts he would press his knot against her, stretching her and making her body jolt as he began to pick up a rhythm, slapping against the backs of her thighs and ass with each thrust. When he could contain his lust no longer, Deimos clawed at her body, pulling her against him and picking her up, pinning Ezrael's back to a wall and holding her up with ease, pounding up into her until she was screaming for him. That was his favorite part, making her tight little body clench up and drain him of his seed as she screamed his name and begged for his cum. He drowned in desire to hear that from her, time and time again, needing it. Demanding it, and when he came he'd hilt her, stuffing his property full of his twitching knot, filling her with loads of his seed in an attempt to breed her, and mark her as his own. After he'd made his poor female climax at least twice more, until her eyes were pale silver and her body was shaking all over, then he'd become satisfied, biting and kissing her roughly and pulling her close into his chest.

The repairs they were supposed to have been completing would just have to wait...


another short story/art piece featuring my two sona's Ez and Dii

I never EVER get tired of these two. a violent relationship where they take from one another and share an absurd level of passion in both anger and lust. ahjhhhhh I just love them

To see the HIGH RES, join me on patreon! https://www.patreon.com/Spacedrakes

[STORY]While stars flickered and spent their light on illuminating and casting their radiation upon the cosmos, Ezrael and her crew were aboard the Behemoth, the very ship that sailed those same stars.

Truthfully, the young drake had been under immense stress as of late, and it was taking a physical toll on her. She hardly ate, and rarely slept, much of her time being diverted to repairs, crew problems, medical issues, finances, political nonsense with who they worked for or where they were flying, the mercenary contracts she took, the people she was paid to kill, all of it was weighing her down.

She ran a paw through unruly hair and stripped down, standing in the shower room on the Behemoth, half undressed, staring out the viewport. She was naturally accustomed to nudity, and actually enjoyed being able to walk about the ship naked and see out the windows, besides it wasn't like someone would just be floating about out there to see her.

It was the soft sound of hot water on the cool concrete floors of the bathing area that allowed her to slowly relax, tensions dripping off of her as the waters temperature rose around her, slowly filling the room with steam. She wasn't quite ready for the bath yet, but as captain, and as herself, she didn't give a damn what the crew said about her water rationing.

As if by commanded by some unseen and unheard force, her shoulders rolled forward and she clutched at her own sides in a hug, suddenly bending over in an arc and with a shudder, letting out the first sobs. The stress, the heartache, the yearning, so much was overwhelming the young captain, and atop it all she was expected to perform and protect her crew, her family.

It was unknown to her that her ship had visitors, and even less known to her that one of them was a familiar face. She'd been well into sobbing in the bath, her facial fur drenched in tears, when the click of the doors re-sealing was heard from across the bathing area. While there were stalls indeed and she was tucked in one of the larger ones, she lifted her ears and stuck her head out to see whom was interrupting her private time, her eyes floating up to the familiar body and markings and her tear filled eyes suddenly welling up to the point of overflowing in silence.

Ezrael's chest hitched in a dry sob as she pawed at him, almost as if he was a ghost, and Deimos, the much taller, much wider male walked over, as nude as the day he was born and pulled her in close to his body, letting Ezrael get a deep breath of his scent. The scent she loved, the scent she was bonded to. And as his little drake sobbed he pressed a massive paw into the back of her head, holding her tight against him and shhing at her from time to time.

"Dii--you-" her voice was weak, her throat dry; she heard her volume crack and she started spilling tears again. Ezrael's small hands gripped at his sides after shaking in midair for half a minute, eventually clinging to Deimos's wider frame, her own shaking with a flurry of emotions she couldn't fathom.

"I'm here," he muttered, so low only she could have heard. And in that moment it was as if the Gods themselves had answered her prayers, for more than anything in the universe, she wanted those arms around her. She wanted to feel like she could relax, and not be in charge for once, let someone else pilot, let someone else control. She wanted him to, she longed for it, as she longed for him. Deimos gently cupped one of her cheeks, staring into eyes that matched his very own and pulling her into him again. He did not kiss her, nor make any moves, he simply held her, and gently ran his thumb along her hollows, reassuring her, showing the smallest affection as she clung to him.

It was clear to the both of them, though neither said a word, that he was exactly what she wanted and needed in that moment, and neither had to mention or point out how she felt. It was something that just was, and his presence being there was all she wanted, and all she cared for. Not the jobs or errands or contracts or missing liaisons. Just this. Only this. All she could think, all she could feel was his body heat, his warmth, the warmth he'd absorbed from somewhere else and was emanating into her now. The scent of home on him, the feel of his fur pressing against her own, and his heavy head on her shoulder.

Ezrael's shoulders shuddered again as she bit back a silent sob, her nails pressing slightly past Deimos's fur to cling to the flesh beneath, as if she let go he'd vanish before her eyes.

No, she couldn't let that happen. She needed this. In this moment, the only thing she wanted in the universe was for him to hold her, and to fall asleep against his chest just one more time. The thudding of her own heartbeat reminded her of what she'd never forgotten. How she felt, how she'd always feel. "Please," she whispered against his cheek as he pressed muzzle against hers, "don't let go." And Deimos tightened his hold on her, as if to tell her he wouldn't.


Another personal meaningful picture from a bit ago. I think I sketched this one tuesday or weds when I got some shitty news, and I was feeling REALLY bad. Dii and Ez make me feel so much better, that sort of connection she has to him really makes me feel warm and fuzzy. and in a deeply sentimental way, their pairmeans probably the world to me.

anyway the story is rought cause i didnt proofread and ive been away 22 hours now! so im going to bed aaha, goodnight kids

There's more porn and shit you can see on her Patreon leak.

Trish kept saying she was hesitant to "give Di back to Fox" and he had stated that he never gave her permission to reclaim him in the first place. It caused a lot of tension but she did "give him back" at one point.

The turmoil started when Fox left for the second time because she was cheating on him with Josh (Along with drawing the drake she made without Josh knowing since he wasn't a furry with Ezreal) and Fox had enough of her trying to force poly bullshit after she screamed he was a cheater for months just to turn around and pull the same shit.

Spoiler: Josh insert drake

"I found something precious and real and tangible, and someone close to me has tried to tear it away; I won't wan't to let go of this purity. I don't want to be the monster. I don't want to be enveloped in the darkness. It's so simple, so honest, so warm. I smile, truly. I feel real happiness when his hand caresses my face. I feel precious. I don't want to lose that. I didn't realize feeling this way was possible, I didn't realize things could be good...That there didn't have to be fights and hatred. That it could just be willing and real and honest. I love these feelings."


A tiny vent art, ive been holding in so much in the last few months, and my life has been a vortex. It still is, and things are looking abysmal in some areas and my heart feels crushed. I secretly wish and pray I don't lose the thing ive come to value, even at the cost of everyone around me. as selfish as it is. a friend with a burning marriage tried to drag my ship down with her, she tore at my happiness and may have cost me everything I was treasuring. and if that's the case, and if I can't fix things and enjoy them for as long as I can, I feel I may just push everyone away. because the truth is, the kindness and love ive been given, without question, without an agenda, without something to gain..it's something I desperately need. and the comfort and happiness and laughs and good times ive been having have been repairing YEARS of damage that i've silently lived with. ive known for a while i cant hang onto what i have forever due to circumstance, but ill be damned if i have to lose it all because of one woman who was my friend. who i thought was my friend. the things ive come to treasure most are so simple, so trite, so amazingly easy. and a life where i dont fight with the person i bed, where i dont feel chained and controlled by them, where i can be myself, who i really am, and not be judged, but actually be held and told im beautiful...it's needed. and no amount of money or gifts or half-assed apologies can trade for the real, genuine affection ive been given without an ounce of strings attached. i dont fear having to 'do something' or pay back the love ive been given, and its so relieving and wonderful and im wildly infatuated with this simple thing. i dont want to lose it. im working so hard to better myself, and change my life, and prepare for my surgery, im working so so hard, and they see it. they tell me how great im doing. they worship the changes on my body, cheer me on, respect my choices. and i love it..i love it i love it so much i could just sit here and cry. im not ready to let go, i hope its not the end, its too soon. i still had 4 more months.

if me finally posting how i feel, if me venting offends or hurts anyones feelings, im sorry. im sorry, but this small thing has made my life worth enduring. i smile, i REALLY smile. i can be MYSELF. and it means everything to me.

so the color of ezrael's eyes, matching my own, reflects this. that she is not brain washed by her collar, or controlled by chains, or forced by an imprint. that she is who she truly is and was born as, with this other drake. and he supports her in that.


song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZtgsYDi0Sz4

(There's more of that drake further back in this thread but this is one I found that was posted on only the archive and not her Patreon.)

The Dimitri/ Deimos character went into hibernation while she continued to mess around with Josh before he left, then Rickshox and then finally TheMegalo and he only got brought back up again when Fox had been reuploading stuff with red Dimitri. She tried selling which as Pukebucket stated, got her banned along with her getting sassy with dragoneer.

Trish had submitted DMCA's to get artwork drawn by her removed from his gallery but threw a hissy fit when Fox presented proof that he owned the character so pieces not drawn by her were reinstated. Fox went as far as to have a piece of him and Ezreal (originally drawn by Panneoke, who ironically owns an Ajot drake) to change Ezreal to be his current gf's character and he eventually had his friend Fortuna draw an entirely new reference of red Dimitri.

Adiago was upset but she ended up trying to keep his blue design but was forced to significantly redesign him since Fox went through the trouble of getting a lawyer to write a cease and desist which is when she majorly changed him on her "dadreal" base and sold/ co-owned him with Retroman. This seemed to be enough for Fox because as far as we know he didn't pursue her further.

Spoiler: Last Deimos version (NSFW)

She's mostly just dropped the character, probably either since Retroman and her had a falling out or because the design is so much different than the Kylo Ren meets Sethos-the-fox drake she originally designed but yeah, in the end Firefox is why Trish hates foxes now.'

Edit: Took out the part about there possibly being a 2nd blue version somewhere because when I looked back at the stickers they're obviously of the last version.

 

[Kedke]

Those initial refs of Dimitri/Deimos have more solid anatomy than when she tried to deviate harder from looking like an Adjot Drake clone.

She should have stuck with copying Adjot.
At least it made her grasp on anatomy look somewhat competent.

EDIT: she’s starting to get very transparent with how lonely she’s feeling. People who reply to her see how bitter and miserable she is from the first reply she gives to some bullshit on twitter, her drake drawings are now, more often, performing some simulacrum of what she thinks love is, and now making a lurv story comic as well.
There’s that saying along the lines of “don’t set yourself on fire to keep the village warm” or whatever but she’s burned the village instead.
Only a tiny bundle of “friends” left she can count on one hand, sabotaged her biggest platform, any romantic relationship, her reputation, all down the drain. And yet she still can’t comprehend that she’s the sole reason she’s in the position she’s at in her life atm.

 

[The Dark Lady]

She's trying to claim that she came up with nictitating eye membranes like species like cats, lizards, frogs, birds, polar bears, camels, aardvarks, kangaroos, beavers and seals didn't already have them.