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ETA: @Chandelier : genuine luls at their self report. "Medicaid won't prescribe it, so it's basically a universal ban!". I'm admittedly from Bongland so I'm probably wrong. but isn't Medicaid the bare basics of free insurance to ensure you don't die inbetween proper cover? I imagine it wouldn't cover anything cosmetic or elective anyway, no?
This got me thinking a good bit actually. What even is passing?
Theoretically its looking like the sex you're trying to skinwalk so convincingly that no one would guess you arent a man in a dress/woman in 90s skater clothes. There are a couple problems with this.
1. This is impossible.
2. Even if they could, it robs them of the validation they so desperately crave. If that hulking ogre actually looked like a woman, who would praise him for being stunning and brave? You see it most often with pooners, who at best look like weird little manlets. Plenty of examples in this thread, they want to be one of the guys untill they get treated like one. Then its back to whining on LiveJournal reddit like a middle school girl.
So why do so many of them insist thst they pass "most of the time"? They've managed to lie to themselves with phone filters that 2+2 acyually does equal 5 enough that they believe it on some level. But they still know what they are. A big part of the cult thinking is the impending/active Trans Genocide(TM). They're hysterical enough to think the death squads are coming any day now (we can only hope). They also think the average person finds them repulsive (they do) and will immediately act like the chudliest chud on sight instead of politely ignoring them in the hopes that they go away.
In this mentality a man in a dress passes as long as no one misgenders him to his face. He might go days or weeks without someone calling him Sir, because his social circle consists of enablers and most normies don't want to get the "IT'S MAAM" treatment. So instead of thinking that everyone can tell how disgusting they are (we can), he instead believes that he's perfectly fooling every person who walks past and dosen't call him out.
It comes down to whatever is most indulging of their mental illness. Because they look in a mirror and see what they really are. And if they can see it, so can everyone else.
This is my fourth time being in the mental ward and I am already tired from explaining to my psychiatrist how much I hate my male body and everything about it, and how much I envy women for every little detail yet all she has to say is "you need to take these anti-psychotics, stabilize and accept your body before you can make such decision", its like SHE DOESNT HEAR ME, her underling, the kind psychiatrist actualy gave me hope and told me my face is very feminine already and estrogene will do wonders for me! But then this main witch has to shut it down and force me to "accept my body" even tough its MY BODY ITSELF THATS CAUSING ME CONSTANT AGONY AND SELF HATERED
Girls, I just want to learn some magick words that will unlock the gates of dysphoria and let me be a woman I was always meant to be, what should I do!?
She's one of the only people specializing in trans health care in my country, I either "break" her or she breaks me, if I cant transition I will just ask to be drugged for the rest of my life so I could stare at Teen Titans GO reruns and poop in diapers, idk anymore, I am going hollow
...how the fuck can she specialize in trans healthcare and be so dismissive of your desire to transition? It boggles the mind. Wish you the best of luck OP, and I'll update if I come up with any good ideas.
I am very sad you are going through this : ( It’s very sad to me that the medical establishment itself often does not understand the needs of trans people. It is absolutely ridiculous and sickening given that it should be cut and dry. Your doctor should understand that you asking for HRT is enough by itself and that you do not need to prove anything - asking for it is proof enough.
DIY. The healthcare systems responsible for getting people started on HRT are almost always transphobic. They hope that pushing you away from trying or forcing you to wait years will be enough for you to give up. That's the goal.
I think these troons do not quite get why a doctor has to be in the loop.
Another little exchange does much to clarify the OP's situation.
I hope this question isn't out of line, but who put you in the mental ward in the first place?
Yourself? The government? Someone you live with?
This could be relevant to your next step.
I did it to myself after being forced there 3 times already because of serious self harm, this 4th time is of my own volition, or rather, desperation for ANYTHING to change at all, I hope I get my hrt the legal way
It's been a hot minute since I've had time to sit down and make my pickled presence known in this thread, so my sincerest apologies for any posts that may've already been shared; I tried to ferret out ones that I hadn't seen recently, but if my lateness requires that I wear a giant clock around my neck like the bastard lovechild between Flava Flav and Hester Prynne of The Scarlet Letter, I accept this.
A tranny's friend learns the hard way that homeless people are often not the most politically correct of groups, which has lead OP to a nihilistic outlook that makes him fantasize about murdering the disabled in cold-blooded glee. Link | Archive
One day, we stopped at a gas station, and my friend gave money to a beggar. After he put the money in his pocket, he said, "You're a fucking man." She was stunned. I told her I would never give money to anyone and would never do shit for any human; I only do stuff for animals. I will never forget that day. And I will never forget all the disabled people, the amputees and especially those in wheelchairs, being transphobic. I've seen a lot of cis people in wheelchairs making fun of trans women. It makes me want to throw them and their wheelchairs down a flight of stairs and laugh. The point is that even people with disabilities feel superior to trans people, and just because someone is a cripple, it doesn't mean they have a good heart.
After wasting a TiF's time for nearly 4 years, a man comes out and says what she had feared all along: her lack of a dong means he can no longer go on - at least with her. This one is a laugh because you can tell OP is already in overdrive to lick her wounds (as she describes herself as "handsome" and claims vaguely that "people want to spend time" with her) but her true issue with his confession becomes clear when she wonders why they never fucked any other way aside from good ol' missionary style. Upon confrontation, however, OP's now-ex remixes his penile preference into a form of "It's not you, it's me" just before OP's ego can get too wounded and she somehow comes away from the break-up thinking of him as honest even though I don't think you can call leading people on for years on end very honest behavior. Perhaps there's a form of rizz, mogging or maxxing I'm simply too old and frail to be privy to, I don't know... Link | Archive
TW: mention of genitals We were together for 3 years, we’ve known each other and have been friendly for 8 years. He’d been my best friend through our entire relationship. I asked him before we first starting dating if me not having a penis would be a problem—he told me no, since he prefers topping and he liked me. We had great sex for our first 9-12 months together, and a completely dead bedroom for the last two years. Still, he moved in with me and we spent every day together. I helped him through a major spine surgery. We celebrated birthdays and anniversaries and holidays. We went on vacations together. Throughout the last two years of our relationship, I would try to be sexual with him and would be rejected. He told me last year that he was wrong when he said not having a penis wasn’t an issue, but he didn’t want to end things because he loved me. We talked about alternatives that he could work with, like oral, anal, side stuff, whatever… over the last year whenever I suggested we try those things, he avoided the topic or rejected me. He approached me a few weeks ago to have a talk about the same thing. He repeated the problem; I don’t have a penis. I asked him why he was never open to trying any alternatives, and he said it was because he would feel “too guilty.” He told me he was tired of carrying “the burden” of our sex life not working. So the next day I told him if the relationship is over, then it’s over. I don’t want someone I love feeling burdened over a relationship with me.
I know it shouldn’t hurt me this badly, because I know I deserve to be wanted by my partner. I’m actually less sad about the relationship ending and more crushed because I feel I’m being lied to. I trusted this man and planned a future with him. I loved him so damn much and I tried everything I could think of to keep him satisfied and happy. I’m not worried about finding other people to date or spend time with, I’m a handsome guy and I know people want to spend time with me. I want to know what I spent the last three years of my life over; if he still loved me, wouldn’t he have tried anything other than top-only, PiV missionary style sex?? I’ve tried to mind my business and let it go, but I finally caved and asked him today: “was it really just that I don’t have a penis?” He said he wants to talk in person about it later.
Idk why I’m ranting. I guess I’m just hoping he can tell me he didn’t love me, or that I annoyed him, or something. Maybe then I can stop thinking about what happened or what I did wrong.
Edit: The result of the talking in person was: a discussion about his ruminating OCD, some theories about being attracted to dysfunction and drama (I don’t do drama or dysfunction), and ultimately the answer being—“it probably wasn’t about you not having a penis, but I don’t know what’s wrong with me and I was tired of overthinking all the time and dissecting you and our relationship, and you don’t need to tolerate that.”
I can accept that. At least it’s honest.
If there's anybody troons 'n' poons hate more than transphobes, it's trans allies, as this TiM rants on and on about how even those who try their best to toe the party line must be obliterated for not keeping up with the euphemism treadmill, which is arguably the only treadmill trannies tend to be familiar with. Actually, wait, here's a proper joke in that vein: What's the number one sport that trannies excel in? Shifting goalposts! Hey, where is this giant novelty cane taking me off-stage? And why does it smell of sulphur and brimstone? Link | Archive
Because bad allies share the same views as transphobes and terfs— the only difference is that they think transphobic people are too loud and impolite about it.
So they’ll repeat the same things as them under heavy paraphrasing, rewritten to look woke, essentially trojan-horsing these views into trans supporting communities, and teaching other well-meaning cissoids shitty transphobic rhetoric.
My point is that nobody well-intentioned is going to listen to a schizophrenic and proudly conservative conspiracy theorist about their opinions on trans people. On the other hand, someone who presents themselves as a woke ally is much more credible to the ignorant, but well-meaning cissoid.
So they parrot each other. It’s a cycle. Bad ally “teaches” well-meaning cissoid poor views -> Well-meaning cissoid becomes bad ally -> Bad ally “teaches” well-meaning cissoid poor views…
Example. See things frequently spread by allies:
“AMAB” & “AFAB”, (AKA TiM and TiF)
“Female & Male socialization”, (Bioessentialism disguised)
“Gender identity” & “Identify”, (Trans people are pretending to be their gender)
Generally thinking it’s the woke thing to do to treat all trans people as if they’re third gendered,
And i feel like i complain about this one too much specifically, but “Biological sex” and the idea that trans women = male women and trans men = female men,
Terms like “gender reassignment surgery” and the idea that sex is immutable,
The idea that minors are too young to consent to puberty blockers or HRT (but never too young to consent to natal puberty, of course!),
“Gender is not real, it’s just a social construct!” and the idea that being trans is solely just a way of self-expression (in my opinion, arguing that transsexualism has no neurological basis in reality is arguing that gender can be “changed” at will, which can be used in defense of conversion therapy), The idea that you shouldn’t want to stealth and its your duty to be visibly trans
“It’s okay to be trans without HRT or surgeries!” said to people who want to transition medically,
“It’s okay to be feminine as a trans boy!” said to men who don’t want to be feminine,
“It’s okay to be masculine as a trans girl!” said to women who don’t want to be masculine,
and despite all that i’ve written, etc TLDR: Well-meaning cissoids can ignore poor views from people who show themselves as openly hateful, but poor views spouted from other “allies” slowly destroy the well-meaning cissoids’ understanding and perspectives of trans people from the inside of trans-supporting spaces, and creates a cycle of bad allyship
After floundering about impotently at college due to "muh dysphorias," a TiF learns the hard way that her mommy's purse comes with strings attached. OP's entitlement to her mother's money is quite laughable here as she'd asked her mother to put aside savings for fucking cosmetics yet seems to find the idea of new vehicles or appliances to be a much more egregious waste of money: "My happiness and future (doesnt) matter to her," OP whines, even though she was still whimpering for Mama's handouts despite alleging that her mother is an abuser who has turned others against her and isolated her on purpose. There's a joke to be made about blood money and blood being thicker than water, but I dare not inspire the wrath of @Dr. Butt again on that turn of phrase so you'll all have to make it yourselves. Link | Archive
I 20 ( ftm) am currently in college pursuing a degree in logistics.
For context I had issues with focus at the beginning of my degree due to really bad gender dysphoria and that resulted in depression and fear of going out. I barely left home even to go to school. ( I live at my late grandmother's house because I had to get away from my abusive stepdad and my mom is equally as abusive). My marks were tanking and my mental health even worse that I decided to pause my semester so I could figure out a way to get hrt testosterone. During all of this my mom did everything in her power to make my life miserable,from turning my friends and coach ( who was supportive from the beginning of it all) against me. I lost so many people and it is in my mom's nature to cut off any external support i have so I'm isolated and vulnerable.
I went back to continue my degree after starting hrt and my marks have never been better as im getting 90% and above ( she hates that because its proof that the hrt improved my mental health)
At the beginning of the year I had been asking her to save an amount of money that will be required at the end of the semester (1st June) so I can write examinations ( transportation fee, food and cosmetics included). I texted her today as im a few days away from writing and she said she doesnt have that kind of money.
I know she's lying because my little sister told me and showed my the new car, appliances and family trip being planned.
I worked so hard just for everything to go to waste. My own mother doing this to me. She's doing it on purpose to prove a point. She knows I need her help and she doesnt care.
I am emotionally and physically exhausted of having to fight for everything. I just wanted to focus on school. My happiness and future doesnt matter to her...she only cares about being right.
It is not a question of whether you are a cis or trans woman; the simple fact of being a woman is enough. You can feel fear and intense discomfort—and I’m sorry, but that is an involuntary reaction. I know it isn't their fault, but it was terrifying. And I believe it was also terrifying for the other adult women and girls who were there, as almost all of them stared at that trans woman, even though they didn't say anything to her.
To help you understand the situation: that trans woman had short hair, stubble, shorts, and a short-sleeved T-shirt that exposed her hairy arms and legs. The only thing that might have lent her an air of femininity was that she was wearing makeup all over her face—but, truth be told, that didn't improve the situation. In fact, it made her look even more terrifying.
Do you understand what I mean now?
A pair of Polish pooners (say that three times fast!) get involved with one another, but there's just one little wrinkle in the pages of their love story: one of them is openly trans-identifying, while the other, the OP, is not. You'd think that wouldn't be such an issue, but it would seem that OP's paramour had been expecting to have a yaoi romance of a lifetime but got a nasty surprise upon learning that OP is a fujo in disguise... which caused her to spin out so hard that she allegedly assaulted OP, outed her to their entire friend group (leading to the destruction of multiple relationships) and stalked her to her workplace multiple times. While OP seems optimistic about being handling the situation thanks to ass-kissing Redditors, the sword of Dame-o-cles now hangs perilously over her head as she has no way of knowing who her lover-to-enemy may tell next. This is truly an "everyone sucks here" situation, but the kernel of comedy is still there: even troons 'n' poons hate being tricked into sex with each other! Link | Archive
So the whole situation is kinda fucking me up, apologies for any typos etc.
Much needed context: So for the last year or so i have been a part of this bigger group of friends (there’s 10 of us, aged between 17 and 20), where pretty much everyone is queer/trans. I really enjoyed hanging out with them and being the token cis guy. I’m fully stealth, has been for almost 2 years, fully passing, fully looking like an ugly 19 year old guy - post t, pre surgeries but literally nobody knows aside from my family and my boss, i don’t have a single friend that knows i’m trans since i like it this way. being stealth is pretty much a life or death thing for me. Due to other trans folks being a part of the group we avoided any and all types of activities that could in someway make them uncomfortable - and so anything that would put me (mainly talking about going swimming, changing in front of each other, etc.). I Never had any intention of coming out to them. They knew i was bi but never questioned my gender.
So a few months ago or so i started getting closer to this one guy, we will call him A. He’s also transgender, pre-anything, but also passes quiet a lot. He’s really fun and nice and i enjoyed hanging out with him one-on-one, and at some point it was abvious we had a thing for each other. Our other friends weren’t aware of this, we acted like always around them.
Well, a night few weeks ago we were hanging out alone again, we were drinking and watching some movies together. One thing lead to another and A got pretty tipsy and started snuggling closer to me which i didn’t mind, we also kissed and made out a few times. He was obviously drunker than me and after he laid down on me i assumed he would fall asleep at some point and we’d call it a night, but after few minutes he started to sorta touch me and stuff (which i also didn’t mind) up until he started to put his hands under my shirt (i wear tapes but am pretty much 100% flat with them). That’s where i told him to stop, pushed his hand away and said that i didn’t want him to do it. He stopped for a few minutes but then started again, so i told him to stop again but he kept on doing it when i wasn’t paying attention. Well at some point he put his hand up so high that i could feel he touched the tapes. He didn’t say anything but he suddenly pulled out his hand really quickly and gave me a weird look. I started panicking but he just laid down on me again and didn’t say anything again. He fell asleep a few minutes later.
When we woke up the next morning i was just really hoping he was too drunk to remember it but of course he wasn’t. He was still on top of me so i just laid there until he didn’t wake up and when he did his whole demeanor changed. He pretty much springed up and started yelling at me at how i could hid this from him and lie, etc, etc. At some point he slapped me, but i managed to calm him down after like an hour of screaming and we had a heart to heart talk. He apologized for everything and said it was the alcohol and shock. I told him that we’re good since i could sorta understand where he was coming from, and despite being mad at him i still liked him a lot (i’m really dumb, i know). I asked him not to tell anyone and he agreed, i emphasized how important it is for me to stay stealth for my safety and well being and he claimed to understand.
Fast forward to few nights ago, up until point we were really good, he never brought up me being transgender again and i thought we were on to start a relationship soon. But then before our most recent one-on-one hangout he started posting and reposting some stuff about a t4t relationship etc (y’know the corny stuff). This made me really uncomfortable and i asked him to delete it, which he did after them being up for a few hours. We later had our hang out and it was fun as always, nothing really happened that made me question him further.
Up until yesterday atleast. It was the whole group hangout at other friend’s house. What happened is basically he must have told one of our friends (more so his friend, she known him for 10+ years and they at super close). Well, he forgot to mention that she can’t tell anyone. At some point said friend said something along the lines of „how come you never said you were trans?” in front of EVERYONE. It was quiet after she said that and then other friend said „oh, so that’s what the t4t stuff on A’s story was about, are you gus together?”. Someone else asked what they meant and A fully said „Yeah? [insert my name] is also trans”.That was literally the most uncomfortable moment of my life. Everyone stared at me and a few people asked me if it was true. I was so shocked i didn’t know what to say. After like a minute of silence i just got up, told A to go fuck himself and left. The group chat has been blowing up ever since, A is texting me non stop but i’m not reading all of that. From what i saw they are all being supportive and giving me shit for acting the way i did, also accusing me of lying to them. I read one message from one of them in the gc and it called me a bunch of slurs and transfobic for the way i acted. I’m just so hurt and feel so betrayed. I know they would be supportive if i came out but they were never supposed to know i was trans. I just feel like shit and honestly i never want to see any of them again.
A showed up at my doorstep yesterday but i didn’t let him in nor even open the door for him. He later showed up with a bunch of said friends and they were yelling at me to open the door.I honestly don’t know what to do, i don’t think i could ever bare to look any of them in the eye again, especially A. I think i might have to drop them but i’m so very afraid of the telling my other non-queer friends since i know A already managed to fuck up again and told my other friend that i’m transgender in attempt to make me talk to him. Well it didn’t work but said friend basically called me a tranny and blocked me. I’m really scared since A knows pretty much everyone in my life and could destroy it if he told the wrong person. He also knows where i work and it’s not really a trans-friendly place. The country we live in is known to be really homofobic/transfobic and i can’t imagine what him telling certain people could do to me, including putting a target on my back. I know it sounds crazy but with how he’s acting rn i can’t risk anything, as this could ruin everything i have been working for the last 2 years. Dysphoria is currently eating me alive and my doctor says she’s afraid i might be suicidal and i really don’t know what to do.
I’m sorry for this being long but i don’t have anyone to talk to this about. Any advice is appreciated.
very quick edit: A showed up at my workplace when i got there today. I ignored him and went in since you need to get thru 2 card only doors to enter. I’ll be staying with a friend for a while as of today since i’m worried about my safety.
another super quick edit: A showed up again as i was leaving work. He started to argue about the whole thing and call me slurs again but i just told him to leave me alone and left. I think he was trying to follow me but gave up at some point. I’m currently at my friend’s house and feeling a bit safer.
And just wanted to say: thank you everyone. You provided amazing help for me and i’m positive i’ll be able to deal with this situation until it dies down. If anything more happens i’ll probably post an update. Thank you all again, you really restored my last bit of faith in humanity after the last events.
Here's another story about someone who doesn't want to date a fellow gendertard, but this time it's a MTF who doesn't want to date other MTFs yet cannot bear the lowly indignity of suffering through sex with bisexual women; alas, by having such a refined pussy-palate, he has rendered himself alone despite his "efforts." A peek through his post history shows me that OP has an interest in writing lesbian porn involving watersports and incestuous bloodletting (despite alleging that they aren't his kinks personally), so maybe it's not just looking like a failed auditioner for Hedwig and the Angry Inch that puts lesbians off but also the whole "aroused by a lineage muddier, bloodier and pissier than the royal family" thing? Just a thought. Link | Archive
For context- I AM A LESBIAN!!! When I dress nice enough, I can look okay, I definitely look queer, but I don’t look like a woman lol. Androgynous at best, but even then, my voice defeats that facade instantly. And it doesn’t really help that for my hair type, I typically keep it at a layered bob level. And yeah, you can be a lesbian without exclusively being attracted to people who “pass” in the most patriarchal of standards, ofc, whether they’re cis or trans. But not passing as a tranny means I’m basically dead in the romantic and sexual waters LMFAO.
Not that it invalidates anyone’s identity, but I wouldn’t date a trans woman who doesn’t pass as much as I, because that’s not what I’m attracted to, ya feel? It’s actually embarrassing having my attraction be hypocritical I think when I put in the effort I can be attractive enough, but I don’t think I’m attractive to the people I’M attracted to. And part of me is scared to go all the way out with dolling myself out, because it’s kind of a humiliating process of being in that in-between with transitioning. So I often just aim for a middle ground of being queer enough, but not really looking like a “woman”, and that’s really muddied my sense of self and identity, if I’m being honest. Sometimes I think I might be a tomboy as well, but I’m not sure if that’s just cope. And after a bad relationship, I don’t really think I could date anyone who isn’t a lesbian. I just need that innate understanding of our sexualities. And I don’t want to run the risk at all of dating a bi or pan person who is only dating me because they’re still attracted to men, which I look like most the time. It’s just so fucking annoying that half of passing really is just lottery luck. So, my ideal dating scenario is one of the smallest pillars of an already small community, so any real, tangible luck with that is basically out of my grasp in most circumstances. Some lesbians don’t even see trans people as human anyways, soo I’m just perpetually viewing things I want to be from outside a window of my own soul. I’ve barely had queer communities IRL, and they’ve all faded away. I’ve never had a transfem community, I’ve never been part of a lesbian community, I am perpetually and entirely alone despite my efforts.
Napoonleon complex: It's interesting how between TiFs and TiMs, TiMs are more concerned with accusations of rape whereas TiFs are more concerned with being raped - like this tiny little tadpole who is so microscopic (reportedly under 4'9") that she suffers constant fear of being assaulted and even describes herself as having already been "heightraped." You would think she had some sort of medical condition, but she says she's just Asian, so I'm not sure why this is so offensive to her because it's not as if it isn't common knowledge that Asians skew shorter. What, were you hoping somehow to be the female Yao Ming? (Which, if we're going to be technical, would likely be Zhang Ziyu who stands at a whopping 7'3".) Link | Archive
I whine about this actually everywhere and on my last account (I doubt anyone cares enough to remember/recognise me lol) but Im 4'9", likely less. Literally heightraped
Was at the corner store yesterday and some 9-10 year old kid was taller than me. All my female friends are taller than me. I have to crane my fucking neck to talk to my cismoid friends. Im shorter than my mother, I cant stand to even look my father in the eyes.
I wouldve stopped repping by now if I was tall enough for people take me seriously. I cant go out in public without thinking how easy it would be for someone to overpower me and constantly paranoid about it. I can pass but only as a 10 year old boy. I know one gigapassoid irl, probably 5'9" or something and whenever I see him i die a bit inside. My parents are supportive but it doesnt fucking matter when everyone in public sees me as a joke. no woman will want me, dickless, literal manlet. (Shorter than 99.9% of men in my country, fuck my britpoon life) Men will only see me as a [removed by reddit] object. I'll trigger the dysphoria of every trans women. I'll get bitter and angry at a trans man who will inevitably mog me. My only hope is volcel, or whore myself out to [removed by reddit] who like people who look eternally like kids
I get horrific intrusive thoughts. I feel like im walking around waiting to get [removed by reddit] because of my size. At this height im not even a woman. Im a subhuman freak!!!! Im a joke and a [removed by reddit] toy. I wish someone would [removed by reddit] me already so that I can stop being so paranoid
my genes screwed me from the start (asian) but worse is I probably did this to myself via chronic sleep deprivation + malnutrition as a kid. I hate myself
fuck gymmaxxing. fuck test. I stopped growing at 11. No amount of test or surgery can fix this. I can get everything. get phallo. at least not look like a shota but Will still always be a dwarf with a female skeleton and no real balls. get leg lengthening surgery? Lol what a joke, break my legs to get to 5'1"?? Iwnbam i will always be a third gender freak. My existence is a humiliation ritual
my life is much better than most but my height ruins everything. tldr IWNBAM Im <4'9" Im jumping
this got [removed by reddit] fml
Now to finish off this needlessly long post with not one doozy, nor just a twofer, but three whole posts where the theme is "MTFs getting openly mocked in public by men, women and children for being hilariously out of place." Perhaps if troonacy is a sickness, then laughter truly is the best medicine. Link | Archive
Just needed to vent here. As it’s scorching hot weather in the uk I went out shopping in my shorts and tank top. Everything was fine until I walked out a store and two women laughed at me. The first one looked directly at me, nudged her friend who then also looked right at me, and they continued walking while laughing to each other. I was alone while in the middle of a busy town so I didn’t say anything, but the moment has been lingering on my mind all day
What doesn’t help is right before this I booked a haircut to get bangs this Thursday, but now I’m worrying people will see me as a guy with bangs and find me even more amusing. I wish stupid little moments like this didn’t get to me, but they do.
Went to Silver Dollar City, a theme park in Branson, a few days ago. I had a bit more confidence than usual, so I decided to dress more femininely, with eyeliner, a tanktop, and shorter shorts. Things were going fine until near the end of the day when I was waiting in line for a rollercoaster, and a guy who was on the ride points at me and loudly says, "THATS A MAN." People began to stare at me, and it was so humiliating. When I got back to my Airbnb, I started crying because during one of the few moments of confidence I was able to get, it got shut down almost immediately. I've been on HRT for 2.5 years and started at 18, and I still look enough like a man even when wearing makeup and womens clothing that people will just clock me and yell out loud about it to hurt me. Like I said, it was a few days ago, but it still is affecting me. I don't know why I even continue transitioning if this is all I'm ever going to get out of it. I've never experience 'trans joy' or 'euphoria', I've only been in pain because of what I was born as and what I'll never be.
I got harassed for the first time yesterday, after an already shitty week with some relationship issues and coming out to my religious sister.
I'm not passing at all only 4 months hrt and I'm big like 6'2" and 300 lbs but hadn't had any issues dressing fem in public before other than some stares so this caught me off guard. I was walking by and the kid just starts yelling in my face all variations of the f-slur and "what the fuck is that" "ugly fucking f**" and it just startled me. I just didn't make eye contact and kept walking, thankfully they didn't follow me but should I have said anything? I just froze basically. I already felt pretty shitty from everything else in my life so it didn't really change the state of my day but I just feel awful and disgusting now. I feel like I need to put more effort into my appearance or start boymoding again but I felt so safe before and it sucks. I know I'm risking this kind of thing going out without makeup and just generally in my current state but I want to be prepared if it happens again. Does anyone have any advice or did I handle it as best I could?
Troon gets robbed in Portugal but finds it affirming for his womanhood because they "probably only do it to women on their own". Sleeps on the sidewalk because he can't find his accomodation
So I was robbed in the street a few nights ago in Portugal.
My rideapp driver got out and demanded I give him an extra 20 Euros. I said no wav to his scam. He started grabbing me and wouldn't let go. We fought while people just watched. Then another man, probably his accomplice, came up from behind and stole my phone. I ran him down and he didn't want to fight so he gave it back. I was hopped up on adrenaline and shouted and cussed at them as I walked awav
As I was trying to navigate towards my apartment just a short ways away, someone snuck up from behind and hit me hard, throwing me to the ground. They grabbed my phone again. I was pretty disoriented from the hit and wasn't able to get up quickly enough to catch them again.
I went back to the square and begged for someone to stop and help me aet to the police. It took a lot of time and tries before one person did and gave me a ride to the station. The police cared so little (because I'm trans?) They took my report but didn't help me find my address or offer me any place to wait until morning.
I ended up sleeping most of the night on the sidewalk until I could walk around until I recognized the surroundings in the daylight
Bought a new phone with a local number and only data.
What an amazing introduction to Europe! It was my first day here ever
I just can't help but think they probably only do this to women on their own. Maybe I should find it affirming
Troon gets robbed in Portugal but finds it affirming for his womanhood because they "probably only do it to women on their own". Sleeps on the sidewalk because he can't find his accomodation Ver archivo adjunto 9114096
Troon gets robbed in Portugal but finds it affirming for his womanhood because they "probably only do it to women on their own". Sleeps on the sidewalk because he can't find his accomodation Ver archivo adjunto 9114096
Why are troons obsessed with being victims? Obviously, he is one as he was just mugged. But I'm sure the normal person would find getting robbed pretty offensive. He doesn't sound angry or upset. After getting assaulted and having a huge portion of his belongings stolen, his only afterthought is: "This kind of gives me a boner!". Do they get a kick out of being helpless?
I think when I put in the effort I can be attractive enough, but I don’t think I’m attractive to the people I’M attracted to. And part of me is scared to go all the way out with dolling myself out, because it’s kind of a humiliating process of being in that in-between with transitioning. So I often just aim for a middle ground of being queer enough, but not really looking like a “woman”, and that’s really muddied my sense of self and identity, if I’m being honest. Sometimes I think I might be a tomboy as well, but I’m not sure if that’s just cope.
I’m just perpetually viewing things I want to be from outside a window of my own soul. I’ve barely had queer communities IRL, and they’ve all faded away. I’ve never had a transfem community, I’ve never been part of a lesbian community, I am perpetually and entirely alone despite my efforts.
but my height ruins everything.
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