😵‍💫 Skitzocow Stephen William Lafleur / henstepl / Thisismyrofl / Elecbullet - Schizophrenic Arsonist Who Hates Soda

Hi @henstepl. You have quite the intriguing background, and although I absolutely condemn your [alleged] arson attempt, I'm somewhat familiar with the emotions of someone with your ailments. You at least seem sincere in your beliefs and as far as I know, you're probably genuine in wanting answers for your mental state. I have a few questions for you:

1. Have you ever taken any medication for your schizophrenia (more specifically, have you ever been prescribed the following; Abilify, Depakote, Thorazine)? If so, how did the meds make you feel while you were on them?

2. Have you ever tried the alcohol self-medication route? If so, how much or little did alcohol help you?

3. Assuming that you experience states of sudden and sporadic rage and destruction, what usually triggers this?

I'm not trying to be an armchair psychologist. I am curious because you remind me of a dear friend of mine who is currently been unstable the last half-year. I want to help him, but as of writing this, I'm at my wits end, and I believe if I could understand more where you're coming from, I could help my friend come back to reality.

Thank you for reading, regardless.

Sorry, I have variable intelligence, I will write you a response when I'm back on the level you deserve.

can you describe your current mood?

you have a high verbal acuity yet seem to lack comprehension skills, no offense.

Every night there is a burst of serotonin that pushes me from (A/a) to (A/b). Adrenaline and serotonin is what I am right now, which leaves me psychopathic and unintriguable. I've taken a Buspirone to peter it down, but I might drop out of this thread for the night. Good to speak to you all.
 
I majored in mathematics before my brain broke and I flunked out. I have learned everything I know from Wikipedia, and drugbank.ca is a great resource.

I have come to a number of conclusions (eg serotonin = upperface affect, dopamine = lowerface affect) with intense self-experimentation. If you want to doubt any conclusion I've come to, I ask you to weigh its beauty against the pisspoor understanding that's formally on the books.

Look at Hilary Swank in Million Dollar Baby. She's got no upperface expression at all. Does psychiatry care to make any comments from that?
Have you ever considered taking a step back and considering the fact that you're aware your "brain is broken" and maybe realizing that these incoherent, nonsensical theories about something as meaningless and mundane as soda might not be something worth writing about extensively on an online message board, and possibly get some stronger antipsychotics so you can try to live some semblance of a normal life after you get out of prison?
 
To be fair, It takes a 140 IQ to appreciate the humor of committing arson, calling 911, admitting to committing arson, getting arrested for committing arson, and then shitposting about why you committed arson on the internet while out on bail.

Bravo.
 
You know, I think our little schizo might be on to something.
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Sorry, I have variable intelligence, I will write you a response when I'm back on the level you deserve.



Every night there is a burst of serotonin that pushes me from (A/a) to (A/b). Adrenaline and serotonin is what I am right now, which leaves me psychopathic and unintriguable. I've taken a Buspirone to peter it down, but I might drop out of this thread for the night. Good to speak to you all.
look up the term analysis paralysis please, later henstep.
 
Sorry, I have variable intelligence, I will write you a response when I'm back on the level you deserve.



Every night there is a burst of serotonin that pushes me from (A/a) to (A/b). Adrenaline and serotonin is what I am right now, which leaves me psychopathic and unintriguable. I've taken a Buspirone to peter it down, but I might drop out of this thread for the night. Good to speak to you all.
The modern beverage industry must be stopped at all costs
 
I love how he mentions "migraine-headache medicine Topiramate"

Topamax is given for psychosis. Schizophrenia, Mania, Schizoaffective.
Something is wrong with his head alright., but it's not an ache.
Topiramate is an anti convulsant. It's often used to treat epilepsy, migraines, and alcohol dependence.
 
Topamax is not a headache medicine, although it's often used to prevent migraines. It's an anticonvulsant most often used to treat bipolar disorder (but it doesn't help with mania) and BPD, as well as to combat antipsychotic-related weight gain (which is why a lot of schizophrenics take it). Additionally it's been used for alcohol dependence and PTSD.

It also makes you fucking stupid, which is why it's called "dopamax".
 
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