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- 6 de Oct, 2020
Hi @henstepl. You have quite the intriguing background, and although I absolutely condemn your [alleged] arson attempt, I'm somewhat familiar with the emotions of someone with your ailments. You at least seem sincere in your beliefs and as far as I know, you're probably genuine in wanting answers for your mental state. I have a few questions for you:
1. Have you ever taken any medication for your schizophrenia (more specifically, have you ever been prescribed the following; Abilify, Depakote, Thorazine)? If so, how did the meds make you feel while you were on them?
2. Have you ever tried the alcohol self-medication route? If so, how much or little did alcohol help you?
3. Assuming that you experience states of sudden and sporadic rage and destruction, what usually triggers this?
I'm not trying to be an armchair psychologist. I am curious because you remind me of a dear friend of mine who is currently been unstable the last half-year. I want to help him, but as of writing this, I'm at my wits end, and I believe if I could understand more where you're coming from, I could help my friend come back to reality.
Thank you for reading, regardless.
Sorry, I have variable intelligence, I will write you a response when I'm back on the level you deserve.
can you describe your current mood?
you have a high verbal acuity yet seem to lack comprehension skills, no offense.
Every night there is a burst of serotonin that pushes me from (A/a) to (A/b). Adrenaline and serotonin is what I am right now, which leaves me psychopathic and unintriguable. I've taken a Buspirone to peter it down, but I might drop out of this thread for the night. Good to speak to you all.