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- 2 de Jul, 2021
I got really fucked on salvia once, not in the usual way. I'd read that shamans used to chew the leaves instead of smoking it so I thought I'd try that. I took a bunch of the 20x concentrate shit and chewed on it then took a few tokes of some while I kept the shit in my mouth.
It was a totally different experience than smoking salvia. I didn't go anywhere. Instead the first thing that happened was reality stopped being real. Everything became weird and 2 dimensional like the backdrop of a play. Like I could have just grabbed it and pulled it away like the backdrop of a play or something and the real universe would be hidden behind. Even my wife and the friend we were with looked like they were just wearing some kind of flat skin suits over top of their souls.
Anyway, I got this compulsion to go sit in the dark, so I did and then it started getting really fucked up. Something possessed me and it started screaming at me in my head that I was wasting my time and my life. I was playing a lot of Minecraft at the time. Suddenly, I just got up like I was a puppet it started walking me into the wall and it was screaming in my head something like 'see this is what you're wasting your time doing' and then it wanted me to go outside. It was trying to get me to go out the front door. I guess the salvia was starting to wear off at that point because I managed to not go outside and I just sat down on the couch for a while. The derealization lasted for a couple hours. Everything had a flat fake look to it and didn't feel real. Every time I've tried salvia I've always had the feeling that there's some kind of entities watching me. Not friendly or unfriendly, more like if you were watching some ants and suddenly one of them noticed you and started paying attention to you. It was one of the weirdest experiences I've had in my life.
I haven't played Minecraft since that day and I don't really play videogames much anymore and every time I do I get this feeling that I'm just wasting time and I should do something else.
It was a totally different experience than smoking salvia. I didn't go anywhere. Instead the first thing that happened was reality stopped being real. Everything became weird and 2 dimensional like the backdrop of a play. Like I could have just grabbed it and pulled it away like the backdrop of a play or something and the real universe would be hidden behind. Even my wife and the friend we were with looked like they were just wearing some kind of flat skin suits over top of their souls.
Anyway, I got this compulsion to go sit in the dark, so I did and then it started getting really fucked up. Something possessed me and it started screaming at me in my head that I was wasting my time and my life. I was playing a lot of Minecraft at the time. Suddenly, I just got up like I was a puppet it started walking me into the wall and it was screaming in my head something like 'see this is what you're wasting your time doing' and then it wanted me to go outside. It was trying to get me to go out the front door. I guess the salvia was starting to wear off at that point because I managed to not go outside and I just sat down on the couch for a while. The derealization lasted for a couple hours. Everything had a flat fake look to it and didn't feel real. Every time I've tried salvia I've always had the feeling that there's some kind of entities watching me. Not friendly or unfriendly, more like if you were watching some ants and suddenly one of them noticed you and started paying attention to you. It was one of the weirdest experiences I've had in my life.
I haven't played Minecraft since that day and I don't really play videogames much anymore and every time I do I get this feeling that I'm just wasting time and I should do something else.
