The futa thing was pretty far out there. I think she just had massive swelling from vagoogoo infections and her mental state made her see it as something else. I think that a swollen, nasty vag pic was leaked at one point. Does anyone else remember it?
From what we heard those infections were pretty bad. That's why she preferred it up the arse. It wasn't just being the town bike either. She was using filthy toys that were rolling around on the floor of her car. The photos of her room were really disgusting too. Fast food trash everywhere. Filthy carpet. Couple that up with her horrifying hygeine and PT is the personification of a cess pit. That everyone had sex with.
When you put all her antics together from across the years it paints a very unstable picture. Being convinced she was half Japanese and her mom cheated on her dad with a Japanese businessman visiting the US. Said Nipponese Otousan leaving a wind chime as a secret message to his long lost haffu daughter. The body size delusions that got progressively worse until she was squeezing into kawaii outfits that made her look like a giant toddler in public with no shame. Walking around town all the time with Triopod-san taking photos in lolita and cosplay. Taking panty shot cosplay pics on school grounds and parks. She also took them in dangerous places like abandoned houses and drainage ditches. She was buying excessive amounts of Asian trinkets and sweets. Remember when she ordered all those Chinese sticker books for six year olds?
Then came that awful Rukia phase. She dressed like Rukia and fancied her younger FWB James as the other half of her headcannon OTP. I can't remember the character's name. The striped hat guy. I don't know a lot about Bleach.
But PT paired this character up with Rukia and tried to bring the delusion into reality. She was so obsessed with James that his grandfather had enough and told her to stay away. This must have been a huge blow. I cannot imagine what the meltdown was like. It must have been awful for her parents to witness.
She surely had a shopping obsession when it came to all things Japan. And Debbie was actively trying to ban all that and the black hair dying because it was feeding the obsession.
There's just so much you can unpack here. And it has been going on for such a long time. When the futa thing started that's when she did more male characters. Most of them were children weren't they? She made some posts about respecting trans people and I figured for sure she was on the path to trooning out. But I guess not. She was content with the cosplay.
She also dance purged her weight down quite a bit. But she gained some of it back.
Her photos were always notoriously bad and you could never get it across that they were. She was in a delusional world where she was a kawaii hime-chan Nipponese schoolgirl in an anime. She had moments of clarity but they were on the other extreme end. She would berate herself for being fat and never being good enough for Japan.
At one point we surmised she may have been trying to write her name in Japanese or at least in some weeby way on her checks because she made a post complaining that the bank had no right to tell her how to write her name. I have to wonder if she really was trying to use one of the many Japanese names she was picking out for herself then switching.
I remember her using one that ended in -ko. And someone told her that was old fashioned and more likely to be an old lady name because of the -ko. So she freaked out and changed it.
When she worked at Home Depot she was at cutomer service for awhile and would hide under the counter to avoid customers. Her apron was loaded with anime drawings. I think it was the same time as the Rukia phase so it was especially bad. Her Bleach obsession was deep and very unhealthy.
Well I could go on for ten pages with all this stuff as I have followed her from the start. So I will leave it at that for now.
Oh God... She just might turn up on the news for that if this keeps up. Her poor family.
Oh my. Wow. This is bad. I always wanted PT to get better. Many of the oldbies that followed her seemed to actually be rooting for her. But every time she seemed to be improving a bit she would crash back down.
I think that age regression is a given. Her cosplay choices went from kawaii highschool aged female characters to little boys. She always steered clear of more mature characters despite constantly trying to look sekushi. When she was trying to be a gravure model she was offended at suggestions to do the sexy office lady look even though it would have been more flattering.
PT's unfortunate proportions and the fact that she does not have the kind of face that stays youthful is probably a constant trigger for her. I feel bad for her. I really do. She is a complete mess and will probably never have a normal life.
