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💥 TrainwreckPixyteri / Sarah Guilbeaux / Ashton Winters - Glorious Nippon Cosplayer and Stomach Penis Pooner, she's peein' and poopin' the bed, mother is equally crazy
Seeing more of Pixy's rants makes me wonder if she was spoiled as a child. Like her parents did everything for her for a while and didn't teach her things like basic hygiene, or cleaning, then at some point they just expected her to start taking care of herself and to know how to do these things. Her rants are so self-centered. She sounds like a toddler "Help Me Help Me, ME ME ME, I can do what I want!" I feel bad for anyone that tries to be nice to her like the LARP group.
Her shitting and pissing in the yard is a biohazard so yeah....
Her brother Scott seems to be the current favorite. But I don't know how it was when Pixy was young. She never said a lot about that other than stating her parents were nicer when she was young. I wouldn't be surprised if she was doted on back then for being the only girl.
I imagine no matter how many times you try to help her she still screams she's dying. You could move her to a nice house somewhere and give her all the cosplay and cookie cakes she could ever want and you'd still get the same whining.
Since a few of you were reminiscing about bits from earlier in the thread, I decided to throw together a quick comparison image that shows how visually obvious her deterioration is. The first one was only a few years ago. Still a male character, but she looks healthy and decent, the clothing looks great, her pose is passable, the background is appropriate and its colors complement the costume indicating some thought was put into this. And then there's whatever the fuck the bottom is supposed to be.
Since a few of you were reminiscing about bits from earlier in the thread, I decided to throw together a quick comparison image that shows how visually obvious her deterioration is. The first one was only a few years ago. Still a male character, but she looks healthy and decent, the clothing looks great, her pose is passable, the background is appropriate and its colors complement the costume indicating some thought was put into this. And then there's whatever the fuck the bottom is supposed to be.
Interestingly, she looks a bit more masculine in the old pics. And it's amazing how much improvement there is in a photoset just by not having the obligatory "I'm poopin'".
There's no way she's really happier as she is now. It's all mental illness and copium.
Since a few of you were reminiscing about bits from earlier in the thread, I decided to throw together a quick comparison image that shows how visually obvious her deterioration is. The first one was only a few years ago. Still a male character, but she looks healthy and decent, the clothing looks great, her pose is passable, the background is appropriate and its colors complement the costume indicating some thought was put into this. And then there's whatever the fuck the bottom is supposed to be.
Pixy needs a full workup to see what's going on. Blood work, pelvic exam and culture, CT of the brain. Either I've been asleep at the wheel or she is getting worse, but I'm genuinely worried for her health and wellness.
Pixy needs a full workup to see what's going on. Blood work, pelvic exam and culture, CT of the brain. Either I've been asleep at the wheel or she is getting worse, but I'm genuinely worried for her health and wellness.
In some ways she reminds me of Staph. Neither can function on their own or hold down a job and both have contentious relationships with their parents. They both think they're men now and both have some really creepy obsessions. I wonder if Pixy's parents ever considered trying to get her on disability.
Pixy posing with an electronic toy aquarium while wistfully staring off into the horizon. Is she implying she was molested again with a toy aquarium or something?
Ashton is fat and I would not yaoi with HER. Also, so much for that psych ward visit. Guess the toy aquarium calmed her down.
It's really sad how she packed on 50+ pounds in only a few years either because whatever she did to lose weight was unsustainable or because being thin didn't get her the attention she wanted so she turned back to overeating for comfort. She did look a little more androgynous at a lower weight. Would never pass as male in everyday life but at least she looked more like a anime/vidya guy in her male cosplays back then. Now she only looks like an overweight middle aged special needs woman no matter what she wears.
Random thought: if another FTM expressed interest in dating her, how would she respond? Would she see this person as a fellow "man" and be okay with a relationship with her as long as she was Sarah's emotional slave/surrogate parent? Or does she only want true and honest, born with dicks and balls gay men who wouldn't touch her with a fifty foot pole anyway? The only man she could get in her current state of mind is someone looking to take advantage of a disabled woman and he would hurt her just like all her "friends with benefits" did long ago.
Ashton is fat and I would not yaoi with HER. Also, so much for that psych ward visit. Guess the toy aquarium calmed her down.
It's really sad how she packed on 50+ pounds in only a few years either because whatever she did to lose weight was unsustainable or because being thin didn't get her the attention she wanted so she turned back to overeating for comfort. She did look a little more androgynous at a lower weight. Would never pass as male in everyday life but at least she looked more like a anime/vidya guy in her male cosplays back then. Now she only looks like an overweight middle aged special needs woman no matter what she wears.
Random thought: if another FTM expressed interest in dating her, how would she respond? Would she see this person as a fellow "man" and be okay with a relationship with her as long as she was Sarah's emotional slave/surrogate parent? Or does she only want true and honest, born with dicks and balls gay men who wouldn't touch her with a fifty foot pole anyway? The only man she could get in her current state of mind is someone looking to take advantage of a disabled woman and he would hurt her just like all her "friends with benefits" did long ago.
She hit on a FtM friend of mine at a bar a while back, it was almost sad seeing sperging out talking to him. He was entirely disgusted because third question out of her mouth was asking him where he got surgery and how much it cost.
Pixy posing with an electronic toy aquarium while wistfully staring off into the horizon. Is she implying she was molested again with a toy aquarium or something?
Her expressions remind me of Justin RPG. That dead sped look on his Reshiram vore shoops. She's dressed like a fat woman at Walmart. If she waddled in for something they'd just think she was a middle aged dumpy mom. Or a sped. Depending on what facial expressions she's making. And no one wants to see your panties!
With her legs crossed out of view in the undie slip pic she looks like a dwarf. It's amazing how well her t-rex arms match her legs now.
And in the last pic she looks like one of the poor unfortunate kids from Tard Baby General. You could show this to Malibu Ken and he'd come right over to talk down to her for views.
She's still under the delusional impression that these expressions are cute. She's a 38 year old woman skinwalking an underage boy posing in summer jammies with a kid's toy. No one normal does this. I'm not saying she can't cosplay. But she's skirting a line here. The average person walking by isn't going to know WTF Pixy and Tripod-san are portraying. But people online do. And it looks bad. She's posting pics skinwalking a teen boy with undies showing, butt sticking out ect... Then writing nasty yaoi about him. And to make it worse Sora/Roxas are her self insert pooner dolls. It's like her very own text adventure game.
So now it's something that happened in elementary school that she needs to remember. The toy aquarium will help her remember another "that totally happened" rape scenario to go with all the other ones. I'm sure we'll be getting the fanfic version of that one soon on AO3.
Speaking of AO3, Pixy's writing terrible songs now.
Here's the first one. There's four more of these #1 hits to enjoy.
Caged Desire
Hidden from view
Tucked behind white walls
Can you see me in this
21st Century digital haze
Can you see us?
Caged desire
Why is our love
Caged desire
Why is it always?
The world is strange
Unloving, unaccepting
Two men unable to marry
Two women unable to kiss
In the streets they cry
Caged desire
Why is our love
Caged desire
Why is it always?
Taking a dark path
Unable to go public together
Love is sanctimonious
Their sanctuary laughs
In dark misery and hate
Caged desire
Caged desire
Can’t escape the cage
Why is our love always
Caged desire
Caged desire
Yearning for freedom
Shackled and bound
Love can’t be found
Search the city streets
Search your heart
Love can’t be found
Dizzy brainwashed eyes
Search your heart
Two men hold hands and kiss
Two women say their vows
Caged desire
Why is our love
Caged desire
Why is it always
Always…..x5
Songs of Love and Discrimination? Did she rip off by Depeche Mode's Songs of Faith and Devotion? Maybe I'm overthinking it. But I immediately thought that. Then there's the lyric "21st century digital haze". I immediately thought of Bad Religion's 21st Century Digital Boy. Again, her music taste is probably not eclectic enough for her to nick those ideas.
And the second one is so bad that i'm gonna post that one too.
Internet Use
Trapped within the walls of the internet
Looking day after day, groggy eyes fixed
The screen of entrapment and ease of use
We can’t escape the digital bars that have
Been put up, and the internet use persists
Internet use, internet use
Taking over our minds
Taking over our hearts
Internet use
People no longer talk face to face, interaction
Happens easiest with a click of a button
And a tap of the keys and a sent text zooms
Voices begin to sound robotic and glitchy
Humans become automized in our sound
Internet use, internet use
Taking over our minds
Taking over our hearts
It’s internet use
Don’t dare post something too personal
It will remain on the web forever, collected
In the spiders tendrils, concreted there
For eternity in cyberspace and you can
Never ever ever escape the web
Learning through Wikipedia, libraries become
A thing of the past, a museum of books
But what happens when the internet
disappears in a flash all the information
Backed up, backed up, saved forever
Internet use, internet use
Stop taking over our minds
Stop controlling the masses
Internet use, internet use
It’s internet use,
It’s internet use
Ohhhhhh ohh oh oh oh oh
Yeahhhhhhhhhhhh….
Just one more. A lyric from the third song that baffled me: A familiar stranger, a danger of warnings
A danger of warnings? That implies it's dangerous to warn someone. Not that they need to be warned. I don't quite think Pixy understands how to convey meanings through prose. "Warnings of danger" would be so much better. Cliched rhyme. But that kind of think works in song. Not that she's going to be recording these (God I hope not).
These are some of her most juvenile writings. It shows where her emotional maturity lays. Well, have fun reading the rest. Wait until you get to chapter 4. It seems to be about Pixy's terrible time at the Pride parade.
I can't even imagine stumbling upon that photoshoot in the wild, her life is very sad/frustrating but those pics are the funniest thing I have seen in awhile. Full blown special needs, literal lol.
Pixy posing with an electronic toy aquarium while wistfully staring off into the horizon. Is she implying she was molested again with a toy aquarium or something?
Or does she only want true and honest, born with dicks and balls gay men who wouldn't touch her with a fifty foot pole anyway? The only man she could get in her current state of mind is someone looking to take advantage of a disabled woman and he would hurt her just like all her "friends with benefits" did long ago.
Pixy posing with an electronic toy aquarium while wistfully staring off into the horizon. Is she implying she was molested again with a toy aquarium or something?
The sad part is, even though she was never "traditionally beautiful", she was presentable and at times, even sorta cute when she took care of herself.
She has gone years, decades now, neglecting herself, her health, and admittedly never had any sort of skin care regime. Not even as simple as washing her face and using sun screen.
Her skin looks abysmal now, and she has aged herself beyond her years. I know shes pushing 40, but that is a rough 40. She has visible sun damage all over her face, and her skin perpetually looks dirty, dry, yet oily all the time.
Pixy posing with an electronic toy aquarium while wistfully staring off into the horizon. Is she implying she was molested again with a toy aquarium or something?
I can't even imagine stumbling upon that photoshoot in the wild, her life is very sad/frustrating but those pics are the funniest thing I have seen in awhile. Full blown special needs, literal lol.
Her skin looks abysmal now, and she has aged herself beyond her years. I know shes pushing 40, but that is a rough 40. She has visible sun damage all over her face, and her skin perpetually looks dirty, dry, yet oily all the time.
I have seen women in their 60s that look better. Her jowls are going to look so bad when she's older you can just tell she's going to be an old bulldog faced woman.
I have seen women in their 60s that look better. Her jowls are going to look so bad when she's older you can just tell she's going to be an old bulldog faced woman.
When women age, they tend to go one of two ways: Either their face mostly sags (nasolabial folds, under eye bags, jowels, etc), or their face sort of sinks inwards and gets super dry, wrinkled and has surface damage. Some women have alittle of both, but will generally lean strongly one way or the other.
Not Sarah. Shes going to get the brunt of both types. The lack of skin care and sun damage is going to soon turn into very bad wrinkles, and her lifetime of a shitty diet of junkfood and her yo-yoing with weight loss and rapid weight gain is already causing very visible jowels and sagging.
She also has a habit of constantly keeping a resting bitch face. Muscle memory in her facial muscles are going to hold tension in certain spots which will exacerbate the aged look.
Since a few of you were reminiscing about bits from earlier in the thread, I decided to throw together a quick comparison image that shows how visually obvious her deterioration is. The first one was only a few years ago. Still a male character, but she looks healthy and decent, the clothing looks great, her pose is passable, the background is appropriate and its colors complement the costume indicating some thought was put into this. And then there's whatever the fuck the bottom is supposed to be.
She tried to fight it briefly, but the poopin pose is eternal. It will always come back, just like her lost pounds.
She kind of looks like a man in the top right photo, so maybe if she stuck to her weightloss, she would pass better nowadays.
I remember reading Pixy threads on /cgl/ circa 2012, still can't believe she went the Chris-chan route. They're really their distaff counterparts (without parent-fucking, hopefully).
I have seen women in their 60s that look better. Her jowls are going to look so bad when she's older you can just tell she's going to be an old bulldog faced woman.
