💥 Trainwreck Pixyteri / Sarah Guilbeaux / Ashton Winters - Glorious Nippon Cosplayer and Stomach Penis Pooner, she's peein' and poopin' the bed, mother is equally crazy

[Breadbear]

Maybe by "self harm" she means she (un)intentionally misgenders herself until she cries.
I WILL NOT HARM ME

 

[LonesomeDud]

And this is most likely the case. Pixy is just too fucked up either way to get anybody serious.

Women with so much less against them struggle way more with dating.

I know a girl who is kind of on the fat side, but good personality, maybe 24, clean, hard-working, sensitive, not crazy, good job, single, very pretty face. I personally would not find her 50 extra elbees a barrier were I single, but in discussing women with my single male colleagues, it was a hard nope for putting out effort.

I know another woman in her late 30s. Has a teenager. Really pretty, smart, good job, hard-working. Has her own house. Not crazy or weird. Knows how to dress. But man, that teenager is man repellent. This seems like a small thing if the kid is good and the mom has financial care secured for the child.

Another one, forty, never been married. Cute, still a viable marital prospect, in good shape. Regarded as too old culturally, and as someone who dated and married someone from a different culture, I can tell you those iconoclasts from cultures with more conservative ideas about marriage like who and when you marry who step outside that have to be pretty strong people to do that, especially the good ones who value marriage and the union as much as it should be valued.

If these women are struggling to find a boyfriend, how would Pixy ever find one? Who would want a girlfriend who wakes you up about the rape ghost or refuses to contribute to anything ever?

 

[stingray]

It won't let me quote @Falcon Sebben, but yeah, absolutely. That's a big shtick used by the Planet Fitness gyms; at the beginning of every year, they offer you a $10/mo membership special knowing damn well you're probably going to show up for a few days in the first two weeks and then never again.

"Try to socialize," is kind of a tough resolution to fulfill when nobody wants to risk looking in your general direction lest a conversation be initiated. "To be more confident being a man," is impossible because to have confidence in being a man, I think it requires one to be a man in the first place. "Maybe lose weight," will never happen; see the word "maybe." Using the words, "maybe," and "try," is an easy tell that you don't actually intend to follow through with your resolution at all.

But yes, while Pixy may genuinely aspire to do these things, none will ever happen and she was almost certainly hoping that some poor fuck on her timeline would see it and half-heartedly cheer her on.

Women with so much less against them struggle way more with dating.

I know a girl who is kind of on the fat side, but good personality, maybe 24, clean, hard-working, sensitive, not crazy, good job, single, very pretty face. I personally would not find her 50 extra elbees a barrier were I single, but in discussing women with my single male colleagues, it was a hard nope for putting out effort.

I know another woman in her late 30s. Has a teenager. Really pretty, smart, good job, hard-working. Has her own house. Not crazy or weird. Knows how to dress. But man, that teenager is man repellent. This seems like a small thing if the kid is good and the mom has financial care secured for the child.

Another one, forty, never been married. Cute, still a viable marital prospect, in good shape. Regarded as too old culturally, and as someone who dated and married someone from a different culture, I can tell you those iconoclasts from cultures with more conservative ideas about marriage like who and when you marry who step outside that have to be pretty strong people to do that, especially the good ones who value marriage and the union as much as it should be valued.

If these women are struggling to find a boyfriend, how would Pixy ever find one? Who would want a girlfriend who wakes you up about the rape ghost or refuses to contribute to anything ever?

Nobody wants to date someone that they also have to parent. The only kinds of people that would be attracted to Pixy are manipulative, abusive types who want complete control over someone who's dim-witted and malleable, but Pixy isn't worth the trouble whatsoever because she's that fucking annoying and retarded and she looks like a 45-year-old virgin woman and a 15-year-old boy fused together. Pixy will be forever alone.

 

[LonesomeDud]

Pixy also wants someone out of her range. If someone's a 6, they just don't want to trifle with a 3. I realize the scale is relative. For example, I have a face that looks like it was molded out of Play Do by a retarded five year old, but I am tall, and you would be surprised how big a deal height is to certain girls. They will overlook a lot of unfortunate genetics and red flags. If she's got the things that are so important to you, it's forgivable.

I look at Pixy, and I ask myself, "What would this girl possibly offer me as a life partner?" I don't find Sarah even remotely attractive now. She always looks dirty in an unhealthy way. Nothing she says is fun. She doesn't seem to have real hobbies. She doesn't seem to have much of an internal world.

 

[Dysnomia]

It made me laugh that on lolcow some retard was calling her art "skilled" and then this was immediately posted. They all seem to think she's such a great painter for some reason.

There were also saying that she can't be mentally disabled because of ideas and perspective ect... I disagree. She's not a drooling vegetable. But she is not smart gal. And she has autismo qualities that cannot be ignored. Her paintings have a lot of oddities and she never really improves. Her backgrounds are awful and she cannot paint a cloud to save her life. One of the simplest shapes that a small child can paint and she still fucks it up. Some of this might be ego. She is too proud to recognise her shortcomings and practice them until she gets better. But that Chester portrait is more than enough proof that she sees something we don't. Just like with her cosplays and her attempts to present as male. Something just will not click.

They also think graduating from college means you can't be intellectually disabled. That's totally untrue. It depends on your level of disability and the work you put in to pass despite that disability. Plenty of people with autism have degrees. Just because she passed enough English exams to qualify for one doesn't mean that she isn't some level of high functioning tard.

The problem isn't that she can't count to potato. It's something else entirely. But she's definitely not what most people would consider normal. Even without the mental illness I think she'd be rather dense and lack some self awareness.

"Get a Job" - Most people don't like their jobs or are doing whatever they can to make ends meet. Just get a damn job, stop whining and do what you're paid to do. If there's nothing you want, do what you can do even if you don't like it. If that's not available then you turn around and start your own business.

I had posted before that since she's a man and all she should go around the neighborhood and ask if anyone needs yardwork done or their gutters cleaned ect... Maybe advertise her landscaping services on social media. But no. She just cries about everything and how mean and harmful everyone is. So manly. Testosterone just oozes from her tears.

I keep forgetting she's 5'2". What's there to gain from aspiring to be seen as a male with dwarfism?

She can't even pull off the teen boy look because she's not a young poonlet. Some of the straight girls she's trying to flirt with are probably taller than her.

 

[athousandrustynails]

They also think graduating from college means you can't be intellectually disabled.

They over empathise with her a lot over there and I find it kinda telling of maybe who they are themselves. I find her as repulsive and ridiculous as say Tophia or Staph but with Pixy its like this constant rooting for her like she has any redeeming qualities or spark of hope. She's, to me, Chris Chan levels of retarded and narcissistic. A radioactive wasteburn that you should really only gawk at for a safe distance and hope the damage radius isn't too wide.

There were also saying that she can't be mentally disabled because of ideas and perspective ect...

Which is wild considering she's absolutely brainless with not an original thought in her head (rape ghost and other delusions notwithstanding). The paintings seem on the surface to be "~out there" but as I've said before she just slings random shite on a canvass and tacks some tenuous meaning onto it after the fact. Some of the people on lcf have went as far as to say they'd BUY a piece of her and it just blows me away. What would you do with a piece of PT's art? Hang it in the dining room for your guests to admire?

But then it shouldn't surprise me as a lot of them used to say they'd buy Luna's scribbles. It just always strikes me as a culture shock between there and here where people don't have as much of a fucked up attachment to the cows over here (mostly).

Circling back to the Is She A SpEd question. Sarah is 100% an autistic sped. Autismos can test and essay write well within the controlled environment of academia a lot of the time, but it's always extremely clear what is expected of them and how they can achieve it. Especially if it's in their wheelhouse of skills and interests. It's when you leave them to forge their own path through the ill defined world of adulthood that they flounder and drown. Particularly when there's no one around to asspat them at every juncture and their childish interests can't be mapped into successful adult pathways. This is why she's stuck in this loop of breakdowns, her goals are to be anime and it doesn't exist, but she doesn't get it because she gets intense feelings of longing about it so she blames arbitrary factors like being too old, ugly and poor. Laughably, the pooner arc is marginally more real world achievable but she is actually too old, ugly and poor even for that crowd.

 

[stingray]

Pixy also wants someone out of her range. If someone's a 6, they just don't want to trifle with a 3. I realize the scale is relative. For example, I have a face that looks like it was molded out of Play Do by a retarded five year old, but I am tall, and you would be surprised how big a deal height is to certain girls. They will overlook a lot of unfortunate genetics and red flags. If she's got the things that are so important to you, it's forgivable.

I look at Pixy, and I ask myself, "What would this girl possibly offer me as a life partner?" I don't find Sarah even remotely attractive now. She always looks dirty in an unhealthy way. Nothing she says is fun. She doesn't seem to have real hobbies. She doesn't seem to have much of an internal world.

That's true, and not to be That Person, but someone could be a total butterface, but if they have other traits and qualities that someone finds attractive, then it might not matter. There's no such thing as a human without flaws, anyway. Conversely, someone could be a proper asshole, but their partner doesn't care all that much because their partner works out and has a hot, toned body. I'm sure plenty of people think I'm unattractive or a butterface, and that's fine, because everyone thinks different faces, bodies, and personalities are attractive.

But yes, Pixy is again very similar to Chris Chan in that she wants a cute hot waifu despite looking like a distant relative of Humpty Dumpty. Delusion 100

It made me laugh that on lolcow some retard was calling her art "skilled" and then this was immediately posted. They all seem to think she's such a great painter for some reason.

There's a very good reason their community has a thread here. They're like one IQ point away from Redditors. That's really incredibly amusing. Do they think Luna Slater is a talented artist, too? Fuck's sake.

The quote function's giving me a hard time today, but Pixy is very short, even for a woman. I think most women land around 5'3-5'6, but correct me if I'm wrong. Older women tend to be closer to Pixy's height.

I agree with @Dysnomia, it's not that she can't count to potato (lol); Pixy was able to obtain and keep her driver's license, for example, as was Chris Chan. I knew a man who survived against the odds at birth with some pretty severe brain damage, now having to live with certain medical devices. Very kind man, but his maturity level was around that of a 15-year-old, despite that he was over 30. However, his parents took really wonderful care of him and he's actually progressed to the point that he can now drive a car. And unlike Pixy, this man didn't use any of that shit as an excuse. He worked all day every day around the neighborhood doing various work in the summer, like helping some neighbors install a shed, mowing lawns, cleaning up leaves in the fall, and shoveling driveways during the winter. He worked his ass off and eventually even moved out of his parents' house and was able to live on his own.

Pixy lacks a certain level of understanding about the world, to the point where it seems like she cannot possibly be feigning this level of ignorance. It's kind of like explaining to children that they can't have something because it costs too much money, but they don't understand because they're not old enough to understand the concept of money and why Mommy and Daddy can have what they want but why can't I. She doesn't have any self-awareness, she doesn't understand social cues, she doesn't have a filter and is unable to realize that talking in-depth about your UTI on Facebook is fucking crazy and embarrassing, she doesn't understand why she's a failure, she thinks her cosplays are great, and she seems to see her paintings as masterpieces or well done artwork.

Spoiler: Pixy's art spergatory

The fact that people on lolcow are so retarded to think that any of her art displays any complex understanding of perspective or subject matter is nothing short of astonishing. She copies 90% of the paintings she creates, such as the screaming Debbie head that was copied from a stock photo and the Chester Bennington sleep paralysis demon painting. She is somewhat skilled at trying to mimic or copy other pictures, but I guarantee you that this is the extent of any skill she possesses. For example, she's able to mimic and copy portraits of herself by looking at her reflection in the mirror. But I'm sure that as soon as you take any reference away from her, she's unable to draw something that looks like anything.

The strange alien lavender plant bush thing was a horrible attempt at whatever plant she was trying to paint. It looks like an extremely low-poly model of a lavender bush from a PS1 game or some shit, the kind where it's a flat image that has no dimension and remains a flat image from every angle. It's so bad that even if you squint your eyes looking at it, you still can't tell exactly what the fuck you're looking at. It's easy to assume that part of the background is a blue sky with white clouds and the foreground is some kind of plant with purple flowers, even if it's horribly done, but I think we're collectively at a loss for what the fuck the bright red ground with... Fucking railroad tracks or the shadows of power lines or something is. It's giving me the vibe of a classic lazy or unskilled artist cheat where rather than trying to draw a background that's going to be difficult to execute and will look poorly done, you make up some random abstract shit or fuck around with shapes and colors. I don't typically give people shit for that especially because I'm a notorious offender, but I think it's something to be criticized when it looks off-putting and out of place the way it does with Pixy's painting(s). It looks bizarre because it's trying to be weirdly still-life and abstract but it's just fucked up looking and it leaves you feeling confused. This sounds deeply autistic and that may be because it is, but there's no harmony, for lack of better description. It feels forced. I can't find the right words for it.

Fuck, semi ninja'd by @athousandrustynails lol

 

[Vampirella]

rape ghost

Even rape ghost is unoriginal.

There's a movie called the Entity from 82. It's a "based on a true story" movie, about a woman that's being haunted by ghosts and one of them is violent and supposedly sexually assaulted her. I was telling someone about Pixy the other day and when I brought up the rape ghost they pointed out that was part of the plot of the movie the Entity. So yeah even her delusions are ripped off.

 

[athousandrustynails]

Even rape ghost is unoriginal.

There's a movie called the Entity from 82. It's a "based on a true story" movie, about a woman that's being haunted by ghosts and one of them is violent and supposedly sexually assaulted her. I was telling someone about Pixy the other day and when I brought up the rape ghost they pointed out that was part of the plot of the movie the Entity. So yeah even her delusions are ripped off.

Even Staph mogs her on the ghost sex storylines.

 

[Falcon Sebben]

Women with so much less against them struggle way more with dating.

I know a girl who is kind of on the fat side, but good personality, maybe 24, clean, hard-working, sensitive, not crazy, good job, single, very pretty face. I personally would not find her 50 extra elbees a barrier were I single, but in discussing women with my single male colleagues, it was a hard nope for putting out effort.

I know another woman in her late 30s. Has a teenager. Really pretty, smart, good job, hard-working. Has her own house. Not crazy or weird. Knows how to dress. But man, that teenager is man repellent. This seems like a small thing if the kid is good and the mom has financial care secured for the child.

Another one, forty, never been married. Cute, still a viable marital prospect, in good shape. Regarded as too old culturally, and as someone who dated and married someone from a different culture, I can tell you those iconoclasts from cultures with more conservative ideas about marriage like who and when you marry who step outside that have to be pretty strong people to do that, especially the good ones who value marriage and the union as much as it should be valued.

If these women are struggling to find a boyfriend, how would Pixy ever find one? Who would want a girlfriend who wakes you up about the rape ghost or refuses to contribute to anything ever?

I'm not disagreeing that women do have it tough when it comes to dating but we're talking Pixy here. Somebody would literally have to be crazy to want to date her.

She can't even pull off the teen boy look because she's not a young poonlet. Some of the straight girls she's trying to flirt with are probably taller than her.

And that's another thing. No woman wants to date a manlet unless said manlet is amazing in some way or rich. Pixy is neither.

That's true, and not to be That Person, but someone could be a total butterface, but if they have other traits and qualities that someone finds attractive, then it might not matter.

Butterfaces is why paper bags were invented. Otherwise turn off the lights or do her from behind amirite?

But seriously, physical beauty only gets you so far. I've said it before but the outside of a cake is only as good as the inside tastes. I would much rather have a good tasting cake that looked like it had been frosted by a retarded five year old than to have a beautiful cake that tasted like crap. It's like the movie "Shallow Hal". Silly premise but it was the inner beauty of Gwyneth Paltrow over her rather rotund self that made the difference. I mean in her fat suit she's a little out of my weight class but given the choice between her and the one Walt was dating I'd have gone for Gwyneth.

Even rape ghost is unoriginal.

There's a movie called the Entity from 82. It's a "based on a true story" movie, about a woman that's being haunted by ghosts and one of them is violent and supposedly sexually assaulted her. I was telling someone about Pixy the other day and when I brought up the rape ghost they pointed out that was part of the plot of the movie the Entity. So yeah even her delusions are ripped off.

Of course they didn't come up with that idea. It goes way back to sleep paralysis and the "Incubus" which was a demon in male form that would lie upon women in their sleep and have sex with them. In some mythologies these are actually the male form of the succubus which would have sex with men as they slept. The semen would be stored in it's body and that would be used to impregnate the woman in question. The child born of such a union would grow up to become a witch.

 

[Dysnomia]

Another "woe is me I had to go out alone" post. She looks special needs. At least she's not wearing those stupid contacts again. If losing weight is one of your New Years resolutions then why are you carb loading?

 

[Vampirella]

Another "woe is me I had to go out alone" post. She looks special needs. At least she's not wearing those stupid contacts again. If losing weight is one of your New Years resolutions then why are you carb loading?

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She's got that creepy sped smile. And you know I've seen plenty of pictures of people with various mental disabilities that look genuinely happy. I can count the number of pictures of Pixy looking genuinely happy on one hand. Why does she post these weird selfies of herself all the times.

 

[Falcon Sebben]

Another "woe is me I had to go out alone" post. She looks special needs. At least she's not wearing those stupid contacts again. If losing weight is one of your New Years resolutions then why are you carb loading?

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Being needy tends to be really unattractive to a lot of people. Just saying.

She's got that creepy sped smile. And you know I've seen plenty of pictures of people with various mental disabilities that look genuinely happy. I can count the number of pictures of Pixy looking genuinely happy on one hand. Why does she post these weird selfies of herself all the times.

Her smile isn't natural meaning she doesn't even know what a genuine smile looks like.

All I know is if I saw somebody smiling like that I'd legit think they were a crazy person. And for what it's worth, I'm right.

 

[stingray]

Another "woe is me I had to go out alone" post. She looks special needs. At least she's not wearing those stupid contacts again. If losing weight is one of your New Years resolutions then why are you carb loading?

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Wow, that selfie is extremely Boomer-y. Selfies like this one are a dime a dozen on Boomer Facebook. It almost looks like she's holding in tears and/or smiling through the pain.

It's also wild how much money she spends just going out to eat by herself. What a stupid way to waste money, dining out every day or nearly every day. That plate of spaghetti looks mid as fuck, too. If you're going to dine out, at least go somewhere good. Shit looks like they boiled up a pot of spaghetti and just threw some Prego over it and called it done.

 

[Dysnomia]

Being needy tends to be really unattractive to a lot of people. Just saying.

She has literally no idea how to be even remotely approachable. She LARPs. She goes to that LGBT thing from Facebook sometimes. Yet no one in those groups seems to be a friend that sees her outside of those activities. No one invites her to lunch or goes to movies with her. Nothing. They probably pity her. But not enough to include her in any outside activities. She's smiling in the photo but the entire post is so negative. Does she realise how these two things don't go together and are very off putting to people?

Wow, that selfie is extremely Boomer-y. Selfies like this one are a dime a dozen on Boomer Facebook. It almost looks like she's holding in tears and/or smiling through the pain.

It's also wild how much money she spends just going out to eat by herself. What a stupid way to waste money, dining out every day or nearly every day. That plate of spaghetti looks mid as fuck, too. If you're going to dine out, at least go somewhere good. Shit looks like they boiled up a pot of spaghetti and just threw some Prego over it and called it done.

I think it's a combo of being bored with nothing to do, hoping someone will magically appear to strike up a friendship and being too damn lazy to cook even the simplest of meals. And of course she constantly complains about how poor she is yet eats out all the damn time. It seems to be a common trait with financially strapped cows. They cry about being poor but waste money like it's air.

That spaghetti does look cheapo. You could make a huge pot of that at home for a fraction of the price eating out. If you really want spaghetti and bread it's so much cheaper to do it at home.

Guess the diet starts next week. After all the weekend is coming up and who wants to diet then?

 

[Falcon Sebben]

It's also wild how much money she spends just going out to eat by herself. What a stupid way to waste money, dining out every day or nearly every day. That plate of spaghetti looks mid as fuck, too. If you're going to dine out, at least go somewhere good.

When your culinary visits are limited to Whataburger and random Asian places I would think pasta is a nice change of pace.

But yeah. You could make something better tasting, better for you and cheaper at home. Or at the very least get something other than a plate of spaghetti. I mean lasagna is a thing or some pasta al forno like a baked ziti. At least that looks like effort was put into making it.

 

[stingray]

Did Sarah talk about needing new glasses or not being able to get new glasses at all in the past few months? Because I was going to say, the red glasses are radiating super masculine tough guy energy. If she wants people to think she's a man, she could at least start with a less feminine choice of frames.

Not only is she dining out by herself every day, but she's fucking posting about it on Facebook. I don't know how she can get more pathetic. Imagine being the person seated at the table in the background of the selfie she took and seeing her taking those pictures and frowning into her spaghetti.

 

[Kosher Dill]

Another "woe is me I had to go out alone" post. She looks special needs. At least she's not wearing those stupid contacts again. If losing weight is one of your New Years resolutions then why are you carb loading?

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I see at least one passenger escaped from Charlie the Choo-Choo.

 

[Vampirella]

Looking more at the pics, that restaurant looks like a place that old people go to. Like a Luby's or something.

 

[Falcon Sebben]

I see at least one passenger escaped from Charlie the Choo-Choo.

Nicely done. She's trying to look happy but she's crying inside. Not enough existential dread though. That drawing of Charlie, Engineer Bob and all the crying children was quite disturbing.

Looking more at the pics, that restaurant looks like a place that old people go to. Like a Luby's or something.

I guess she got kicked out of Chuck E Cheese and figured she'd swing in the other direction and go where old people go. Or maybe it's where Debbie and her Dad would go so they'd take her along and it's got some kind of happy memories for her?

Who the hell knows. Trying to understand Pixy's mental state leads to madness.