March 2021 - Chris's Affirmations List

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Back in March, Chris wrote out a list of positive affirmations about himself as part of a self-love project. Of course, he ended up with a totally delusional assessment of his traits and abilities, with such lines as:

"I don’t obsess over little and trivial things"
"I don’t cling, I don’t stalk, and I don’t simp."
"I talk with others in other universes, and I can talk with spirits, too."
"I like and tolerate the ugly, handicapped, deformed, and unappreciated souls and individuals."
and "My priorities are in better order and organization."

He posted that list to the Watchmen Discord server.

(credit to @PsychoNerd054 for the transcript)

Positive Affirmations of Chris Chan Sonichu

It IS safe for my mind and body and I to utilize our powers, abilities, and alt-forms in universe 1218 as overpowered and able as in Universe C-197.
I am a fully-functional Goddess
I am half-Human and half-Sonichu
I can transform into my Sonichu form with my body at any time and maintain it, as well as transform into my human form
Mentally Clear and Focused
Open in mind, heart and soul
I see in full and all ranges of view, and then some
I can process all thoughts, ideas, and situations within microseconds
I am free and safe to speak and write my thoughts and feelings without any to much repercussions
I have great self-esteem and self-confidence while remaining humble and appreciative of inputs and support from others
Got myself out of ruts, depressions, and self-destructions
I don’t obsess over little and trivial things
I have pretty good wit, and
I can argue with a sound and focused mind. My counter-points are also improving and coming in more quick.
My paths, goals, and better and expanded purposes are more clear and cocise to and with me.
“Hi! That outfit looks great on you, like your style. Ooh. don’t they have a variety of choices. I’d dig your vibe. Wanna hang?”
I have a much easier time approaching and talking with others. And if I accidentally flirt, so be it. ;)
I don’t hide behind excuses; I own up to my mistakes.
I am married with Four Loving and Mutually Supportive Partners, and our ship is open.
Their qualities are diverse and counted; I’d look for similar in others if the event is right.
I live in the Present Moments, but keep track of my surroundings.
I need no approval from haters and strangers; I ignore the comments section.

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I’ve got self esteem and confidence in spades
I am found and check and know my paths and way.
I have dipped down deep into myself, realized my faults and resolved them.
I set my mind to a goal, I get it done.
Haters to the left gonna hate; they do not make up the majority
I see through facades and read your auras, vibes and body language (even through digital text, Anons); you are not fooling or deceiving me.
I feel and sense the emotions in others.
I feel a pain going in, I listen and keep back, unless I really need to.
I listen to my instincts, vibrations and CWC-Senses.
I don’t cling, I don’t stalk, and I don’t simp.
I check in with my friends as often as I need to.
I don’t run away from my troubles.
I ignore the bullies.
I can defend myself from any threat.
I am optimistic
I keep any and all viruses and pains out by willpower.
My optimism will never be shaken nor discouraged.
My mental and emotional recoveries are quick.
I can turn pain into energy, power and inner strength.
I am aware of as many details of the situation, location, and moment as possible, if not every single detail
I see the fated signs all around me.
I don’t miss a beat.
I seize the moment and opportunity when the moment and time are right.
I Love Myself.
I see and feel everyone around me and everywhere around me and everywhere between all local universes, timelines, and so on.
I see throughout all of time and space.
I talk with others in other universes, and I can talk with spirits, too.

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We all are together in the same universe; everyone from universes 1218 and C-197 in this very timeline in the recombined universe 1C-211987.
I think and process within a microsecond.
I fully think before I speak.
I do not get distracted.
I memorize names, faces, and all details, and can recall them quick with no problem.
I manage my time and resources well.
I am a great listener, even with children.
I like and tolerate the ugly, handicapped, deformed, and unappreciated souls and individuals.
I prefer substance over looks.
My priorities are in better order and organization.
I get good guidance from myself and all I trust.
I prefer eye-contact and pleasant conversations over any digital media or book.
Experience is the best teacher.
My routines are random from day to day, depending on situations.
I know better from my failed and lost relationships.
I perform better with others.
I get by and can succeed by myself.
My kind of sex is one that is fulfiling.

He also wrote another list, but didn't post it, of his negative traits... he noted that his negatives list was only two pages while his positives list was three pages, and commented, "As I have foreseen, the positives outweigh the blockages."

He then destroyed his negatives list but kept the positives list and wanted to expand on it even more.

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"I like and tolerate the ugly, handicapped, deformed, and unappreciated souls and individuals."
How very compassionate of him to tolerate the handicapped and deformed, lol. He never moved past seeing other autistic people as "nutty slow-in-the-minds".
 
I have to wonder why he even decided to make a negative attributes list if he wasn't going to show it to Watchmen members, and planned to burn it afterwards anyway.
 
I am a fully-functional Goddess
I am half-Human and half-Sonichu
I can transform into my Sonichu form with my body at any time and maintain it, as well as transform into my human form
You should be able to bust out of jail easily if that's the case
Mentally Clear and Focused
Open in mind, heart and soul
Then he contradicts himself by not listening to haters and strangers
I see in full and all ranges of view, and then some
I can process all thoughts, ideas, and situations within microseconds
Except when the pizza is coming
I am free and safe to speak and write my thoughts and feelings without any to much repercussions
You did it by disabling the reply on twitter
I have great self-esteem and self-confidence while remaining humble and appreciative of inputs and support from others
You could've make comics by now
Got myself out of ruts, depressions, and self-destructions
Does that mean he stopped taking HRTs?
I don’t obsess over little and trivial things
Does Blue Arms and MLP G5 count as trivial?
I have pretty good wit, and
I can argue with a sound and focused mind. My counter-points are also improving and coming in more quick.
Anecdotes don't validate
My paths, goals, and better and expanded purposes are more clear and cocise to and with me.
That's pretty sad.
“Hi! That outfit looks great on you, like your style. Ooh. don’t they have a variety of choices. I’d dig your vibe. Wanna hang?”
That doesn't happen in real life
I have a much easier time approaching and talking with others. And if I accidentally flirt, so be it. ;)
Technically sexual harrassnent
I don’t hide behind excuses; I own up to my mistakes.
Except the motherfucking
I am married with Four Loving and Mutually Supportive Partners, and our ship is open.
Open means he took Barb over the four
Their qualities are diverse and counted; I’d look for similar in others if the event is right.
Their only existence is to be his yes men and masturbation material and nothing more
I live in the Present Moments, but keep track of my surroundings.
Except being an adult
I need no approval from haters and strangers; I ignore the comments section.
What happened to open mind?
I’ve got self esteem and confidence in spades
I am found and check and know my paths and way.
I set my mind to a goal, I get it done.
Fate to be in jail
I have dipped down deep into myself, realized my faults and resolved them.
There are many problems that are still unsolved.
Haters to the left gonna hate; they do not make up the majority
That's because majority of world population don't know you.
I see through facades and read your auras, vibes and body language (even through digital text, Anons); you are not fooling or deceiving me.
And yet you fell for their schemes many times.
I feel and sense the emotions in others.
I feel a pain going in, I listen and keep back, unless I really need to.
What about the haters' feelings?
I listen to my instincts, vibrations and CWC-Senses.
CWC-senses: know when to defecate
I don’t cling, I don’t stalk, and I don’t simp.
The CWCki doesn't lie
 
  • I am a great listener, even with children.
This was strangely the weirdest thing he said in this whole list. He just out of nowhere brings up how he is a great listener with children. The last time he could have been talking to children would be before being kicked out of the GaME Place, where he was screaming in their faces over losing card games.
 
Chris is so delusional most of those points are either untrue or just straight up falsehoods. Makes you think what the hell were the negatives.

My bet; 'i have sexual desires towards barb', however if that had been on the list he might have just bragged about it to the Watchmen.
 
The level of unchecked smug going into spring 2021 makes me wonder what we might have seen had... You know.

I think if not jail, someone would have instead cut right through his delusions; something worse to Chris. Like, how long before the arrest could CPU Goddess autism gone unchecked?
 
I get an emotional see-saw vibe from this. Positive affirmations are recommended for people who have low self esteem as a way to counter it. It does work if you commit to it and get past the dopey feeling of disregarding your flaws and acting like you're not a failure when life proves otherwise. The list of "blockages" would be great to see. I bet he excused himself within the list.

My kind of sex is one that is fulfiling.

It's also against the law
 
"I like and tolerate the ugly, handicapped, deformed, and unappreciated souls and individuals."
How very compassionate of him to tolerate the handicapped and deformed, lol. He never moved past seeing other autistic people as "nutty slow-in-the-minds".
Ironic he can recognize others as slow in the minds but not himself.
 
I see in full and all ranges of view, and then some
I can process all thoughts, ideas, and situations within microseconds
I am free and safe to speak and write my thoughts and feelings without any to much repercussions
I have great self-esteem and self-confidence while remaining humble and appreciative of inputs and support from others
Got myself out of ruts, depressions, and self-destructions
I don’t obsess over little and trivial things
I have pretty good wit, and
I can argue with a sound and focused mind. My counter-points are also improving and coming in more quick.
My paths, goals, and better and expanded purposes are more clear and cocise to and with me.
I don’t hide behind excuses; I own up to my mistakes.
I live in the Present Moments, but keep track of my surroundings.
I need no approval from haters and strangers; I ignore the comments section.


Page 2
I have dipped down deep into myself, realized my faults and resolved them.
I set my mind to a goal, I get it done.
Haters to the left gonna hate; they do not make up the majority
I see through facades and read your auras, vibes and body language (even through digital text, Anons); you are not fooling or deceiving me.
I feel and sense the emotions in others.
I don’t cling, I don’t stalk, and I don’t simp.
I don’t run away from my troubles.
I ignore the bullies.
I can defend myself from any threat.
.
My mental and emotional recoveries are quick.
I can turn pain into energy, power and inner strength.
I am aware of as many details of the situation, location, and moment as possible, if not every single detail
I don’t miss a beat.
.
I see and feel everyone around me and everywhere around me and everywhere between all local universes, timelines, and so on.
I see throughout all of time and space.
I talk with others in other universes, and I can talk with spirits, too.

Page 3


I fully think before I speak.
I do not get distracted.
I memorize names, faces, and all details, and can recall them quick with no problem.
I manage my time and resources well.
I am a great listener, even with children.
I like and tolerate the ugly, handicapped, deformed, and unappreciated souls and individuals.
I prefer substance over looks.
My priorities are in better order and organization.
I get good guidance from myself and all I trust.
I prefer eye-contact and pleasant conversations over any digital media or book.
Experience is the best teacher.
My routines are random from day to day, depending on situations.
I know better from my failed and lost relationships.
I perform better with others.
I get by and can succeed by myself.


I Love Myself.( I'm Not surprised)
It's really funny with the delusions and hypocrisy that come with most of the list.
 
Chris:

"I like and tolerate the ugly, handicapped, deformed, and unappreciated souls and individuals."

Also Chris:

"I do not feel comfortable associating with other autistic people, especially the non-high-funcional [sic]; it would be like looking through a Window to Hell to me."

"...would YOU, in full honesty, full truth, in your right mind, at all, date a 'Special Girl'? How would you feel if you woke up the next morning with droning moaning and blather coming from the face next to you?"[

:c
 
"As I have foreseen, the positives outweigh the blockages."

I'm pretty sure all those blockages from almost daily fast food outweigh any positives.
 
“I prefer substance over looks”

I guess 90 year old mom pussy is still pussy, huh? How generous of you, Chris.
 
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