lemon loaf - livestream 9/14/2021

[DAS RITE]

I wonder if this is why she is suddenly so dead set on proving she can walk. She didn't seem that bothered before. Maybe she knows that she has to step up the moving around because she will soon have no choice but to do so.

I just wish she would tell us what the deal is with Jade now. Is she sticking around or what? Has she gone? Does Amber need to rush into a second relationship this month?

Probably an extreme case of denial. Plus if she can’t walk, she has to accept the fact that her days of wobbling around Walmart & cheesecake are officially over. Scooters will be her only form of mobility, but at this rate I have to ask; do they even make them that damn big ?

 

[FromTheRiverToTheBeeze]

Probably an extreme case of denial. Plus if she can’t walk, she has to accept the fact that her days of wobbling around Walmart & cheesecake are officially over. Scooters will be her only form of mobility, but at this rate I have to ask; do they even make them that damn big ?

I expect that the scooters are fairly heavy duty due to the already staggering percentage of Kentucky residents being classed as obese. But Amber would have to travel to the store itself, which is more than one hallway away.

 

[Wonky Eye]

Did she just say she didn't see images in her head? Does she not have the ability to visualize? Is this normal?

Edit: it's called aphantasia and it's estimated that about 2%- 3% of the population can't visualize images in their mind.
Interesting

I guess that justifies her stupid writing. She is incapable of visualizing real life events.

 

[FromTheRiverToTheBeeze]

Did she just say she didn't see images in her head? Does she not have the ability to visualize? Is this normal?

Edit: it's called aphantasia and it's estimated that about 2%- 3% of the population can't visualize images in their mind.
Interesting

I don't think it'd take much to debunk this latest bullshit look-how-special-and-different-I-am statement.

I expect if I could be arsed, I could find a clip of her describing something from her imagination.

 

[Wonky Eye]

I don't think it'd take much to debunk this latest bullshit look-how-special-and-different-I-am statement.

I expect if I could be arsed, I could find a clip of her describing something from her imagination.

Stories about how she was such a good sister to her brother, school stories, foster care stories, girlfriends stories, rain and petal eavesdrop story...

 

[Logical Fallacies]

One part of her anxiety is more learned helplessness than actual laziness (Though of course she is also lazy. It's hard lugging 600 lbs around.). She can not do things on her own. She never had to learn. So of course the prospect of being alone gives her huge anxiety. I also think that she has problems with stabilizing her emotions when alone. She is an emotional void with no true sense of self that lacks the ability to self-sooth. People like that can never be alone.

The other part is actual health anxiety. All deathfats know they are just one misstep away from serious health issues or even death. Even if they deny it (thus the meltdowns when they have to deal with doctors), they know it. She is afraid she will die in her sleep or fall or have some other health emergency and then who will take her to the ER?

Also good Lord, the only thing about her body that is still vaguely human is her giant moon face.

 

[FromTheRiverToTheBeeze]

One part of her anxiety is more learned helplessness than actual laziness (Though of course she is also lazy. It's hard lugging 600 lbs around.). She can not do things on her own. She never had to learn. So of course the prospect of being alone gives her huge anxiety. I also think that she has problems with stabilizing her emotions when alone. She is an emotional void with no true sense of self that lacks the ability to self-sooth. People like that can never be alone.

The other part is actual health anxiety. All deathfats know they are just one misstep away from serious health issues or even death. Even if they deny it (thus the meltdowns when they have to deal with doctors), they know it. She is afraid she will die in her sleep or fall or have some other health emergency and then who will take her to the ER?

Also good Lord, the only thing about her body that is still vaguely human is her giant moon face.

Absolutely agree. It takes a certain level of self assurance or at least some interests/hobbies to enjoy spending time alone. I believe Amber lacks all the above.

If she had bothered to pick up some skills or develop even a modest level of intelligence then she would have already had a better life than she has now. Any opportunity to grow into a useful, meaningful member of society is far behind her yet she's only 30.

The only part of her growth that hasn't been stunted is her circumference and the biggest impact she will have on the world is dull thud of her hitting the floor of the apartment when her heart finally packs in.

 

[Frau Totenkinder]

I guess that justifies her stupid writing. She is incapable of visualizing real life events.

oh she's 'capable'. Miss Momentslynn just went down a google rabbit hole and came across another quirky diagnose. Her writing is shit because she is a stupid cunt, and her mother probable did all kinds of substances while carrying her.

another thing I'd like to point out - how she tries to hammer down on the fact that she can't bear any children because of her hysterectomy. As if there was ever a slight chance of that happening or as if there was ever any real desire. I mean she always sound stupid, but every time she brings that up it's a whole other level of stupidity.

 

[clusterfuckk]

What’s going to happen when she lives alone if she falls?

I imagine it will be like this

Only F A T

 

[Turd Fergusson]

I don't think Wipey is there any more. Maybe she went home to get her shit. Maybe she'll be back for a visit. But there was no glancing to the side for affirmations. No moony eyes, no texting or flirty behavior. I think this is why she's now all of a sudden upset Becky is in the actual process of moving out and will not wait until the lease expires. She's alone. There's no one to wait on her or take her to the ER when she eats too much limp plumper. She seemed very down and subdued.

She certainly could be back to NYC to get her possessions but I think, as others mentioned, Wifey might be gone out to see a movie or go shopping, or whatever. I think that Wifey will not be bound to the flat, and Amber will not be able to control her as she did with her other girlfriends, especially Becky.

I wonder if this is why she is suddenly so dead set on proving she can walk. She didn't seem that bothered before. Maybe she knows that she has to step up the moving around because she will soon have no choice but to do so.

It could well be that Wifey wants to do things outside the flat and told Amber that she either get moving or expect to be alone while she does go out. Many participants on MSHPL can walk for a short distance but most would rather not. Walking, when you are of that size, hurts a lot, back, hips, knees, ankles, and they would rather not do it. There is no doubt that this is Amber's problem. I am not sure what will Amber do since she does not have a car anymore.

 

[Lucille's Brands]

She made a big fucking deal about her lip plumper earlier this year. I tried searching for the thread but can't find what I'm looking for. It was when she made that stupid "Everything's going to be all raght. It's going to be ok." comment. She knows what she's using. It's not a surprise that it hurts.

I know exactly what you're talking about. She used Too Faced Lip Injection lip plumper. After applying the plumper, she rocked back and forth, while consoling herself (everything's going to be alright..) like she was having a wound stitched at her usual vacation spot, the ER. The dramatics were so over the top, even by her standards.
It was her 'Get Ready With Me - I'm Engaged' video, where she wore clown blush, and was clearly more enthused about the makeup than Becky, the proposal, or her engagement situation.
Now that would have been a good use of 'moment', her engagement, as that's about as long as it lasted.
E sp

 

[Fandom Trash]

So its confirmed Becky is moving out before the lease it out? Shit must be reaching critical level at the Henrys if Becky wants to gtfo without cashing in on some more free money. And it seems wifey is out of the picture. For now, noone can say, but I do hope that she leaves Amber high and dry and Amber now has to go back to square one and reel in another girlfriend.

 

[A Widdle Woach]

So its confirmed Becky is moving out before the lease it out? Shit must be reaching critical level at the Henrys if Becky wants to gtfo without cashing in on some more free money. And it seems wifey is out of the picture. For now, noone can say, but I do hope that she leaves Amber high and dry and Amber now has to go back to square one and reel in another girlfriend.

It’s not free money, Becky would have to deal with Amber and let’s be real no amount of cash is worth that. Especially when Becky’s channel is on the fast track to overtaking Amber’s anyway.
Becky is starting to see just how far Amber dragged her down and it’s great. I hope Becky gets as far away from Amber as fast as possible, the chimp out from Amber is going to be glorious.

 

[Sodium-King-90]

The cunt should've just titled this stream "Terminally Unique..."

She can't see images in her head...
She doesn't mesh with any therapist...
She LOVES walkeen...
"Moment... Moment... Moment..."

Just.... roll over and die... This whole "Uwu! I'm SO quirky and cute" schoolgirl image is insufferable. Complete with a greasy high ponytail. You're almost 31 years old, you twat.

 

[w4vy_gr4vy]

Good if Wipey is gone tbh, that whole situation type deal promised so much and delivered absolutely nothing. Now that Becky has (hopefully) moved out, let's hope that the Existential Crisis Breakdown Loney Gorl era is a bit more interesting. Amber needs a girlfriend/carer and no one knows this more than she does.

EDIT: Grammar is hard

 

[KiwiKunt!!]

Some strung together clips of Amber being so Amber that I even thought she may be parodying herself - no Callie not Lip Plumping no Body Shots

 

[w4vy_gr4vy]

Amber there's no point in using a pen name; there's one literary genius who could paint such word artistry like "monstertrucks in the nightlife" and "maggots on a train".

 

[Trash Puppet]

Just about every lip plumper stings. It's how they work, they irritate your lips to make them swell so they look "plumper". Her chat is dumb trying to convince her that she's having an allergic reaction. I see she's saying "moment" every chance she gets again to be a quirky/irritating gorl.

 

[Xenomorph]

amber get rid of your hanging gunt flaps and leg rawls beforre you focus on your no lip situation you heffalump.

 

[I am vomit]

I'm genuinely shocked she hasn't used the 'poly' thing so far as a means to try to find a replacement wipey before the one she has gives up on her.