I just don't care anymore - This One Weird Trick Helped Me Beat Depression! Doctors Hate Me

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JoeForrester1975

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While observing a very drunk woman acting erratically on New Years Eve, bullying me by stealing my Subway sandwich and simulating oral sex on me (which i found really uncomfortable if you can believe it)

I came to a realization...

I think what really holds me back from feeling truly happy is ultimately my attachment to ideas, ideologies, mindsets, and people which are harmful or serve absolutely no positive purpose in my life. I don't mean in an Ayn Rand hedonism seeker kinda way... in the sense of "i don't have to do this shit that i hate doing right now." I'm a autonomous rational decision maker GODDAMMIT.

At the end of the day, the Universe continues to Universe. Nothing really exists or matters outside of me. Capitalism is absurd, and we've just accepted it as is. Because it feels right, what the fuck?
I'm just going to do whatever the fuck i like and not feel bad about it. Go into a random store and pretend to work there. Casually walk backstage into arenas and nightclubs. Wear bell-bottom jeans and a Hawaiian shirt, grow out my mustache & not give one single iota of a fuck. Crash a house party (i did this before tbh) Deface an advertisement. Do cocaine in front of people in public... in broad daylight, I'm a full on druggo at this point anyway. I mean, you're a druggo when you take out a baggie from your pocket and not realize it's yours or you're disappointed by the fact that you didn't die after a night of partying.


The president says shithole and we all lose our collective rationality.
 
While observing a very drunk woman acting erratically on New Years Eve, bullying me by stealing my Subway sandwich and simulating oral sex on me (which i found really uncomfortable if you can believe it)

I came to a realization...

I think what really holds me back from feeling truly happy is ultimately my attachment to ideas, ideologies, mindsets, and people which are harmful or serve absolutely no positive purpose in my life. I don't mean in an Ayn Rand hedonism seeker kinda way... in the sense of "i don't have to do this shit that i hate doing right now." I'm a autonomous rational decision maker GODDAMMIT.

At the end of the day, the Universe continues to Universe. Nothing really exists or matters outside of me. Capitalism is absurd, and we've just accepted it as is. Because it feels right, what the fuck?
I'm just going to do whatever the fuck i like and not feel bad about it. Go into a random store and pretend to work there. Casually walk backstage into arenas and nightclubs. Wear bell-bottom jeans and a Hawaiian shirt, grow out my mustache & not give one single iota of a fuck. Crash a house party (i did this before tbh) Deface an advertisement. Do cocaine in front of people in public... in broad daylight, I'm a full on druggo at this point anyway. I mean, you're a druggo when you take out a baggie from your pocket and not realize it's yours or you're disappointed by the fact that you didn't die after a night of partying.


The president says shithole and we all lose our collective rationality.

This one weird video cured my depression.


It's also great advice to everyone.
 
While observing a very drunk woman acting erratically on New Years Eve, bullying me by stealing my Subway sandwich and simulating oral sex on me (which i found really uncomfortable if you can believe it)

I came to a realization...

I think what really holds me back from feeling truly happy is ultimately my attachment to ideas, ideologies, mindsets, and people which are harmful or serve absolutely no positive purpose in my life. I don't mean in an Ayn Rand hedonism seeker kinda way... in the sense of "i don't have to do this shit that i hate doing right now." I'm a autonomous rational decision maker GODDAMMIT.

At the end of the day, the Universe continues to Universe. Nothing really exists or matters outside of me. Capitalism is absurd, and we've just accepted it as is. Because it feels right, what the fuck?
I'm just going to do whatever the fuck i like and not feel bad about it. Go into a random store and pretend to work there. Casually walk backstage into arenas and nightclubs. Wear bell-bottom jeans and a Hawaiian shirt, grow out my mustache & not give one single iota of a fuck. Crash a house party (i did this before tbh) Deface an advertisement. Do cocaine in front of people in public... in broad daylight, I'm a full on druggo at this point anyway. I mean, you're a druggo when you take out a baggie from your pocket and not realize it's yours or you're disappointed by the fact that you didn't die after a night of partying.


The president says shithole and we all lose our collective rationality.
On the subway today, a man came up to me to start a conversation. He made small talk, a lonely man talking about the weather and other things. I tried to be pleasant and accommodating, but my head hurt from his banality. I almost didn't notice it had happened, but I suddenly threw up all over him. He was not pleased, and I couldn't stop laughing.
 
In my humble view...
We only have a set amount of time allotted to us before we go into the coffin. Don't waste the days
ruminating about massive, impossible problems. Tear free from the gloom. Go out and live...
 
Hahaha we walked in back stage the last time MSI performed here. And do I regret it? Not one fucking bit.
 
lol druggo, take more drugs and then film yourself revealing mindblowing information to the intarwebs
 
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