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I "kidnapped" my parents' frenchie because I needed some vitamin Oscar. He's a handful compared to my own dog but in a good way. Helps me get out of my own head because he's always causing problems, acting cute or needing attention in a much needier way than my old bitch.

Thunder doesn't seem to want to hit my area after all, so maybe I'll drag the dogs out for a longish afternoon walk.
 
turns out I had made a bigger payment on my credit card then I thought and it just posted so I do have enough to get through until next pay day after all which is appreciated, that payday covers rent so I’ll still be eating very cheaply until the next one after that, Ozempic is now much cheaper here because the generics are out and I’m figuring I could probably use it to reduce my food budget enough to cover the cost of ozempic.

I got the new tire on my car today, using money given to me by my dad for that purpose so although the amount is a little stressful the money was specifically set aside for it. I’m also getting some past overdue maintenance on the cvt transmission done which is the thing that basically sucked up the extra paycheck I had this month. Then first thing next month I’m on a long road trip to go see family I haven’t seen in some time, I’m worried I’m going to remember too late why I haven’t seen them in a long time.
 
Could you possibly go to the police or sue to get it back?
I'm not seeing a single penny from them. I have filed a police report and have disputed all the charges the best I can but I have to let a bankruptcy attorney deal with this.
Sorry but im really curious can you say anything
All I'm going to say is it was so fucking obvious I should have known better. I DO know better. That's what really gets me, it should've been obvious, but they got me.
turns out I had made a bigger payment on my credit card then I thought and it just posted so I do have enough to get through until next pay day after all which is appreciated, that payday covers rent so I’ll still be eating very cheaply until the next one after that, Ozempic is now much cheaper here because the generics are out and I’m figuring I could probably use it to reduce my food budget enough to cover the cost of ozempic.

I got the new tire on my car today, using money given to me by my dad for that purpose so although the amount is a little stressful the money was specifically set aside for it. I’m also getting some past overdue maintenance on the cvt transmission done which is the thing that basically sucked up the extra paycheck I had this month. Then first thing next month I’m on a long road trip to go see family I haven’t seen in some time, I’m worried I’m going to remember too late why I haven’t seen them in a long time.
Don't fuck with ozempic man that shit is nasty.
 
All I'm going to say is it was so fucking obvious I should have known better. I DO know better. That's what really gets me, it should've been obvious, but they got me
Telling us it was something obvious is just going to ramp up our curiosity and make us start throwing out all sorts of scams to see which one you’ll say is the right one, but fair enough. The bankruptcy trustee will walk you through demolishing and rebuilding your financial life. It does suck but it’s liberating at the same time. If you have an expensive car loan you can choose to keep the car and keep paying for it or the trustee will help you give it up, though being without wheels does suck ass. I think you can get a new car loan while in bankruptcy but the rules might be different where you are and you will NOT get a good interest rate so you could end up paying more for a cheaper car.
 
it FINALLY stormed here...like a nice thunderstorm with lots of rain and lightening...this house really needs central AC, but we have made do without for so long...i cant wait to move next year.
the worst part of day is afternoon, because cooking dinner with the sun beaming through this huge bank of windows directly behind the stove is just miserable. i also nearly always have the oven going too, for bread to go with dinner, and it just makes me want to start eating fast food or something every night.
that said, the sun is good for the flowers i have in my windows...every summer i buy a bunch of geraniums and put them in the kitchen to pretty things up a bit, and they get huge towards mid/end of summer.
i hope everyone else had a nice day today. 💙
 
My (former) best friend just arrested for "sexual exploitation of a minor" and I don't know how to process that information.
To add to this, my former friend and I have virtually identical interests/hobbies (predominantly old Nintendo gaming), and I just can't look at any of that stuff in the same way anymore, it all just makes me think of the vile shit he did, every fucking memory I have with him is tainted. I genuinely hope he gets fucking killed in prison.
 
I’m backsliding on the self hate, I’m back at it again. I can’t help but wonder if this job is gonna work out cause who tf wants to see a nigger serve them food? Who tf wants to see a nigger ever?
I should be heading to bed anyway
 
I’m backsliding on the self hate, I’m back at it again. I can’t help but wonder if this job is gonna work out cause who tf wants to see a nigger serve them food? Who tf wants to see a nigger ever?
I should be heading to bed anyway
As long as your clothes are tidy and you speak calmly and clearly and can understand and follow along when people try to shoot the breeze you’ll be fine. There will be idiots that cannot be pleased no matter what you do, but many people won’t care and won’t even remember what their server looked like. I think there are tips and tricks you could look up that are intended for increasing your tips, and glancing over those lists and trying out the tamer ones you are comfortable with might help make people happy you’re their server. Though if you’re starting out there might always be a period of stress while you’re still learning how to handle the curveballs that get thrown at you.
 
Got a warning for calling in 3 times in 6 months at work. The last call in was from like a month ago. I wonder why nobody wants to work a regular job anymore.
 
Back in January, I had a "fuck this retarded commie state; I'm moving to Alaska!" moment. Only it wasn't just a moment; I really am going to go, but first I have to organize,and pack all the shit I'm going to take with me, get rid of the rest, and clean up my house so I can sell it.

Holy fuck, I have so much shit. SO. MUCH. SHIT. And holy fuck, every time I turn around there's another thing that needs to be fixed, or repainted or updated from the ugly, worn out 1960s version that was here when I moved in, and the yard is a wild hot mess, and I need to cut down a tree but my chainsaw got stolen, and we're having a heat wave, and I am just in a massive state of overwhelm and impatience right now.

Oh, and I need to find a place in Alaska for me and seven fucking cats to live, ideally by the end of October, because otherwise I'll have to wait until next spring, and fuck this retarded commie state, and every last retard who allowed it to become this way; I want to get away from you fuckers NOW.

But other than that? I'm fine.
 
Three days at a new place and I am still not evicted, hooray! I enjoy the new apartment and the city a lot, however, my cat does not. She keeps spending her days behind the washing machine and nights as a host for a legion of demons. She also hasn't pooped since we moved in, so I am getting really worried despite her being active. Now I need a job, I don't want to go back to that shit I've just escaped.
 
Three days at a new place and I am still not evicted, hooray! I enjoy the new apartment and the city a lot, however, my cat does not. She keeps spending her days behind the washing machine and nights as a host for a legion of demons. She also hasn't pooped since we moved in, so I am getting really worried despite her being active. Now I need a job, I don't want to go back to that shit I've just escaped.

Cat shall adjust. Also, cat might be noticing smells you dont, perhaps of other animals before cat. Go to meijer and buy catnip spray
 
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