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You don’t live in Scandinavia by any chance do you?
I do, but it seems like a generational thing. "Don't approach people where they don't find themselves willingly", but those are the only places you find them. Then again, "ew don't stare at me in the gym- unless you're hot. Why aren't you approaching me, cuck?".
look, take the advice of someone nearer retirement than the start of their working life and save anyway. You WILL see things differently then.
I mean realistically I'm over the halfway point as well I believe, but it's incredibly depressing to know I've gone at least 10 years without employment where most normal kids were pushed into it by well-meaning parents. Even if you saved $20 a week for those 10 years, you'd be amassing more wealth than I would be now, no matter how hard I wring everything into it. I'll do what I can and not like there's an alternative. I enjoy saving money and that's what I do. Once I've dealt with this motorbike lunacy of mine, I've no goals and thus only save for the gain of it. I quite like it because it reminds me of video game logic: Do you want +25 dmg now or +2% per level? The earlier you choose the latter, the better.
Jesus fucking Christ, how hard is it to listen to a patient the first time they say "so, yeah, my avoidant personality disorder is making my life hellish and I can't escape my own thought patterns to the point I'm suicidally ideating, can I please get some help" instead of just forking over meds with zero therapy to accompany it.
It's depressing every time they have an introduction course at the psych ward here. You'll see chubby bully-pipeline nurse after 19 year old turkish doctor graduate on line. I once entered the intensive arrivals ward and saw 3 turkish 'doctors' immediately codeswitch to wallah inshallah because every other person had left the room. I'm sure they're smart and competent but they just lack general life experience at that point. Everyone would rather choose an old demented doctor at 59 simply because he has seen the case 500 times before and knows what it's like losing a child or whatever. That young bitch wearing leather shoes to make sure everyone turns their head when she arrives? Yea, you tell that alcoholic schizoid how to live his life, you kissless virgin fuck.
I can listen to pretty much anything so I can find common ground with most people, I just want one God damn person in my life that will be just as autistically obsessed as me about Faith No More and Mr. Bungle and stuff like that
I remember having that issue in high school. "Do I keep staying up til 2am to play with my 'friends' online, or accept surface level, shallow friendship with those i know IRL?". I always regret not going for the latter, seeing where the former ended up, but man I'd love just, someone I could real talk with. And not even 'deep conversations' or whatever bullshit these spiritual retards put in their dating bios, but just some level of talk that they desire and return in kind.
 
I think I’m just gonna go back to my ED days cause honestly it feels like the only way I can survive in this friggin household.
i am SO sorry you are dealing with that...please dont let anyone convince you that you need to starve yourself or not eat..my family was like this too..my mom started putting me on diets when i was 8, i wasnt even overweight, she was just obsessed with being ultra thin and blonde...it really messed me up in a lot of ways...i would bet money you look absolutely fine, they are just dickbags who are using you as a target for their own misplaced insecurities. 💙 💙
 
I'm completely slobbered off of Kentucky's finest export and am hugging my cat against her will.

Was also DM'ing a local kiwi who started ghosting me after I mentioned I got my first suppressor.

MOFUGGA I AIN'T GONNA AGENT 47 YO ASS IT DON'T WORK THAT WAY
 
Neighbor boys were out making a ramp on their bikes and dared me to go off their ramp. So I tried and fell off the bike bc im not 7 and don't fit on stuff that size and hit my face into the asphalt. Don't care. Had a good time.
 
Insomnia got my ass bros, I was in Japland for a few months and thought the jetlag would've gone away by now but I've been back in the burgersphere for weeks and still feel it. Inb4 don't use your phone retard

Edit: mimimis ftw, I just wish I could mimimi for more than 4 hours
 
You like Bullet For My Valentine or System of A Down?
I do like some system of a down songs yes

but man I'd love just, someone I could real talk with. And not even 'deep conversations' or whatever bullshit these spiritual retards put in their dating bios, but just some level of talk that they desire and return in kind.
Real....

No it’s a scandi thing. If you lived in northern Britain people would just talk to you.
Honestly I think it's more of a generational thing. I live in "supposedly" a very extroverted country and yet people from my generation don't talk to each other at all. I remember on the first day of the semester I asked these girls a question about the class we were in and they legit just ignored me lmao, my therapist says she has noticed this as well with genz in general
 
it feels like a made-up munchie disorder but i'm starting to worry if i have something like fibromyalgia. will talk to a doctor about it but ive had randomly occurring pain (usually around the joints) and have all the retard brain symptoms among other things. i had an md also suggest endometriosis to me for a different set of symptoms. i don't wanna be a fuckin munchie man :(
 
it feels like a made-up munchie disorder but i'm starting to worry if i have something like fibromyalgia. will talk to a doctor about it but ive had randomly occurring pain (usually around the joints) and have all the retard brain symptoms among other things. i had an md also suggest endometriosis to me for a different set of symptoms. i don't wanna be a fuckin munchie man :(
Get your iron levels checked. Hb, ferritin, and get the actual numbers. If you’re late thirties onwards then ask about perimenopause. Both peri and iron deficiency (and vitamin d deficiency) can cause joint pain and feeling exhausted.
 
I need to apply for a loan (house renovations before moving in, hopefully) but the problem being is that after the application online, they STILL need papers that were not required in the first place, and the people responding to all these questions are riddled with typos and generally unprofessional that I genuinely think that scammers hijacked the system.

They're all jeets, and despite my explaining that I have provided the necessary paperwork in attachments that THEY CAN OPEN AND READ, they insist I have to resend the paperwork (which I have done so prior) otherwise I can't continue the application.

Seriously I would liaise with loansharks at this point because I can actually communicate with them.
 
She wants to call me daddy and wear a fursuit head and I just feel repulsed and disconnected.
The head thing doesn't sound terrible (though that's because I've dealt with way worse when it comes to furries), and the daddy thing is a bit weird, though unfortunately normalized.

If you feel that way, talk to her instead of sperging about your relationship issues to autists.
I totally lost the desire for love or romance and just want to play Halo with my friends. I am numb to the things that men thrive for such as material wealth and sex and connection because I have it and the upper crust of society is legitimately miserable.
Sounds like you've obtained material wealth and realized it's not fufilling and thus you are depressed and should speak with a priest about it
I'm a sleepy boi.

Are you a HONK SHOO or a mimimimimi?
vote now with your phones!!
HONK SHOO.
 
Coworker announced she's pregnant, having lost the first one 3 months ago. I'm always surprised when I remember that women are meant to desire children, only ever having been around "I don't want kids; I want to explore and have fun" shut-ins. I'm not opposed to single mothers but they've always got 3 by 28 with 3 different men as opposed to one kid and one relationship that didn't pan out. "I already got the man in my life! It's my son! he's 3!!!"
No it’s a scandi thing. If you lived in northern Britain people would just talk to you.
Within 24 hours of being in the US, a random grandma told me I looked "like no fun". Is that what you consider talking to people? I'd gladly be without, then.
Went from no job offers for months to suddenly having my week filled with interviews, demos, and sub gigs. It is nice to be busy again, the NEET lifestyle wasn't for me.
One of my two superiors said she was borderline suicidal about not having a job for 2 months, and then she landed in this well-paid and bike-able one. Me, sat there, halfway begging for bottom-drawer manual labor after a year of unemployment. "O-oh? haha.."
 
Well, my dating adventures have shown me that I really don't want to be in a relationship. I don't want to play therapist-dildo and get nothing in return. What's the catch? Honestly I feel like whatever brain wiring that's responsible for attraction and love is missing for me. I don't enjoy sex or intimacy and I end up acting cold and friendzoning the women who are interested in me. I just feel like I'm acting if I have to do romance n shiet

Im not autistic and don't believe in the asexuality/aro garbage. I just feel peer pressured into feeling like I need a relationship.

I will marry for a US green card at minimum. DMs open for proposals.
 
I do like some system of a down songs yes
What’s your favorite band? If it has screaming I’ll most likely like it
Im not autistic and don't believe in the asexuality/aro garbage.
These two are one and the same imo, I think “asexuality/aro”ness just comes from autism, being unable to relate with others like that, but I won’t sperg. So if you’re not autistic then I wouldn’t worry about the latter.

You probably just don’t want a relationship/like sex. Which is normal, you don’t need either.
 
What’s your favorite band? If it has screaming I’ll most likely like it
Mr. Bungle !! Though I understand it's not most people's cup of tea

Within 24 hours of being in the US, a random grandma told me I looked "like no fun". Is that what you consider talking to people? I'd gladly be without, then.
Maybe she thought you looked like a goody two shoes. Seems like older people just say shit without thinking too much about it, whereas younger generations just... don't say anything at all lmao. Can't tell which one I prefer
 
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