Hey guys, how has everyone been?

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So I wake up to this:
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you guys dabes
 
Today took way too long, and I got pretty mopey. Hopefully this turns for the best. Summer is only just beginning.

First things, first, I really need to get my car a new tire, the one on it just isn't holding up at all.
 
I've been scrambling to get my immunization records for college, since they won't let me enroll without them, and the amount of bullshit you have to wade through to actually get immunization records is astonishing.

Call my doctor. Find out the doctor doesn't actually have them. Call my pediatrician. Find out I have to fill out a ton of forms. Fill out forms. Waste time. Call my doctor again. Find out the person I first talked to looked in the wrong place, and they actually have the records after all and all that was pointless. RAGE. Schedule office appointment. Waste more time. Find out I'm due for DTaP and meningitis immunizations, and they also want to take some blood for blood work.

I have issues with syringes.

After nearly having a full-on panic attack, I finally got my immunization records. Then my right arm promptly stiffened up and hurt like hell all evening.

Also, I made some seriously fantastic homemade cinnamon rolls this morning. Four hours of hard work, and totally worth it.
 
Had worse days, I supposed. Gave a presentation in class, got told I did a good job other than the fact that I come across as too intense and serious and one of the people providing my feedback said, "honestly, you're kind of intimidating."

I'm a short dumpy guy with a bad hair cut and an Iron Man beard. The Three Stooges are more intimidating than I am.

Oh, and my TV set starting acting up and I'm worried that I'm going to have to replace it. This is on top of my daughter's birthday coming up and my mother reminding me to send my grandmother flowers for her birthday and the microwave needing to be replaced and my folks coming to visit and my family planning a road trip and the van needing a tune-up and an oil change and me needing books for next semester and my brother-in-law asking us if he can borrow money to buy school uniforms for his kids and I still need to get my brother a graduation gift and my Dad a Father's Day gift and I don't have the money for all this right now, dammit!
 
first time in ages we went to the store. i loaded up on megatons of veg, hell yes
 
I had to go to work early because we had a Brunch event for some resort guests. So I had to force myself awake at 6:30, and I'm not a morning person at all so I wasn't a fan of that. After a beautiful day's work, however, and receiving my inventory for the week, I called it a day, ate some humus, and sipped on an "Extreme Bushwacker" and a moonshine cocktail, and enjoyed the last hour before the last ferry.

Then around 5:45, a small yacht carrying a whole menagerie (which is what I call a boat full of swimsuit girls) came and anchored into our lee and wouldn't you know it? Not a single one came ashore.

Hah spirit of fate, you'll forever be there to cock-block me, huh?
 
Today has been an emotionally draining day. It was the first day in nearly 11 years without my dog. I'm glad he's at peace, but it still hurts. And I'll think I'm OK and then something will remind me of him and I start sobbing again.
 
Alright so far. Went for a walk even though it's humid as fuck outside.

The Dude dijo:
Today has been an emotionally draining day. It was the first day in nearly 11 years without my dog. I'm glad he's at peace, but it still hurts. And I'll think I'm OK and then something will remind me of him and I start sobbing again.
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Aww, Dude. I know this pain all too well. Back in 2005 I had to put down my beloved dachsie Penny because her back legs gave out; she was only 5. That day and the following were the saddest of my life. Cherish the good times you had; as cheesy as this sounds, he'll live on in your memories.
 
Felt real sleepy today, thanks to the power going out at 5:50AM this morning, when my air conditioner goes off, I instantly awake because the humming keeps me asleep.

Sure, it was only off for half an hour, but my sleeping cycle was done popped.
 
Been cleaning all day and trying to get what remains of the stink from my last job (a horrible cheese factory) out of my apartment. It's not overwhelming or anything, but it's still kinda there and I don't like it.
 
Man, so today is the actual first day of summer, but me… I feel like summer is already going too fast. Maybe its because I can't go out every night because I don't have enough money to do so, and the fact that every time I do go out to the Goombay, I just don't feel like speaking because the music is too loud.

You know something? It was 10:45PM that Thursday night, almost time for the ferry back. I tell the bartender "I want to take care of my bill please" and within 7 seconds, he's back with another Gold Rum & Coca cola… People just can't understand my voice over loud music. <-- Now that's the reason I can never get laid.
 
I was on vacation from Wednesday until this afternoon. My family and I went to Cedar Point and stayed in their campground.

Wednesday I locked myself out of the camper and got caught in the rain.

Yesterday an aggressive red-winged blackbird pecked the back of my neck.

It was fun.
 
I had a shitty, shitty night at work which culminated in a manager getting right in my face and yelling at me about things that weren't my fault (namely, kids sneaking into R-rated movies and not soliciting enough donations from strangers) and telling me that I was terrible at my job and irresponsible and not to be trusted and that I should be treated like a child. Oh, and I put up a note apologizing that the time board is broken which is a huge nono apparently. All right in my face.

I cried the whole way home.

I'm going to tell him that, if something needs addressed then address it, but you can't yell at me like that and you can't get in my face because I was abused most of my life and that actually frightens me and legitimately triggers me. Mostly because it's true, but also because I hope he feels like shit knowing he seriously scared an abuse survivor.
 
Today, I double checked my marks for my university assignments and determined how well I need to do on my exams to pass. I'm really hoping that I don't fuck up and have to waste another semester in university to finally graduate.
 
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