I promised to be mean, and be mean I shall. Fuck this nigger.
I think my depression and desperation just sap me of all energy and motivation
"Awwww depression made me have no energy!!! Wahh". You're a fucking faggot.
If nothing I do seems to matter then why put myself through hardship?
Then don't get up in the morning. Neck yourself now.
Everything just seems pointless so it's hard to force myself to do much more than the bare minimum and I do everything so slowly,
Have you tried not whining and crying about everything in life for five fucking minutes you insufferable nigger?
this post alone has taken me hours to write
Because you're retarded and jumping through five loops to make excuses for why you're a fag.
I don't know how to do that though, I don't know how to just change my though framework
You wake up and do it and stop being a retard.
I've tried therapy and pharmaceuticals with little to know benefit, I've restarted therapy, but I just don't see how any of this is meant to help me this time when it never has in the past.
Therapy can't help you if you're a fucking faggot.
I just don't see how any of this is meant to help me this time when it never has in the past.
Oh well, nothing to do but neck.
my envy and inability to relate to what should be normal experiences that I should have at by this point in my life.
LMAO you're a salty incel.
You're not wanted and you've spent 15 pages displaying for all of us why. You're a complaining faggot who never stops whining and crying.
she is a mental case as well and can't handle me being unhappy
"My mom tried to help me be happy. It wasn't enough" The Thread. Your mom would've been better off injecting you with testosterone.
You don't. Kill yourself plz.
How do I get a social life?
Well you nuked this parasocial one here.
Even when I had a friend of my sister who who visited and was meant to try and help me get out I ended up lashing out at/in front of multiple times because of my jealousy and hopelessness and the one time we went out and did something it didn't lead to me meeting anyone new that I hadn't made an ass of myself in front of
Wow. Friend tries to help you and you lash out because you're too much of an autistic faggot to do...well anything really. LMAO
Friend: I'm here to help!
Cowcel: SEETHE
I was a fairly normal kid and somewhat functional as a teen
I doubt that.
I can't even manage male friendships with anyone who isn't also a loser
Lol, loser.
No you're not.
I'm going out in a kind of social setting today,
Which you probably ruined.
For 30 minutes because you're also fat.
I feel like I fall far below that line.
Because you do.
This is the best advice you can ever take. Please kill yourself.