Brianna Wu / John Flynt - DEAGLE NATION STILL LIVES

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I was bored and did some trawling. If any of this has been presented before I apologize for cluttering the thread.

Here is an Amazon wishlist of John W. Flynt's in 2004. Nothing super exciting, really, but no shit is too minor right? You never know what you'll wish you had saved.

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I know this is John because on another profile, from 2000, he leaves a review of one of those books. I have this archived here. I could not archive the wishlist because of Amazons robot.txt settings.

Here is another Amazon account from a John Flynt, this time from 2007. I would call it a coincidence except his location is in Boston, Massachusetts. Hmm... Regardless of whether it's our very own crazy tranny, it is archived here.

Here is a list of John's past areas of residence and known associates. The locations may be of use because it could narrow down searches for information, as opposed to having to cast a wide net.

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While he lived in MS his full address was 109 Danbury Lane, Hattiesburg, MS

Again, sorry if this is not new. No shit is too minor!!!!
Well that explains the art style
Wu's character design kept reminding me of something, and that Super Gals! thing was exactly what I was think of.
 
I think she didn't get her degree because she just didn't care. Her parents were covering the expenses while she skipped classes only to decided "I wanna be a journalist/engineer/whatever". How far has she come since then? Well, now she has her husband covering her expenses while neglecting Revolution 60 and deciding "I wanna make a game/make a machine that can read emotions/be the voice of women in tech/be a voice for trans/be a voice for BLMs on how whites shouldn't be a voice for them/etc". She hasn't changed at all since being John Walker Flynt. She yells her opinions out onto twitter now instead of using a shitty college paper and comic strip. Everything is more or less the same.
Wu...
Wu never changes...
https://youtube.com/watch?v=T-Nw9gx2kNs
Did I die and go to hell? Help me, Jaimas!

"Brianna Wu is Michelangelo"????!!!!!!!!!??????????
So the show is so boring that over half the theme song is random nonsense about a panda dance and turkey hands?
 
I did a thing, and HOLY SHIT PEOPLE

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Hi, I sent this e-mail to you a few weeks back but I don't think you ever got it. I must have used the wrong address to do so. I hope resending you this again won't bother you.

Here is my message, unedited:


----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Hi Brianna.

Please excuse me if this is the wrong channel to contact you. I know you have Twitter but I don't use it, and frankly I don't think it's the best medium for what I would like to ask of you.

First, let me contextualize what I need you to hear:

https://twitter.com/Spacekatgal/status/684494983936786437

How can these game engines be considered "toys"? They can and are to many people their first door into game developing and the video game industry. Plenty of great games have arised from such "toy" engines: Hotline Miami, Undertale, LISA, OFF, Spelunky, Yume Nikki, etc. And three of them were released recently, so it's not like they are a fad from the 90s or 2000s.

In fact, a friend of mine is making her own game on her own, and I root for her to achieve that one day. Can you imagine how upset she would feel that her game could be considered a "toy" game just because of its engine?

I understand that you are an important figure in the tech industry, especially in relation to women and other minorities and their necessary inclusion in it.

So I ask you to please apologize for this. It can be disempowering to women out there such as my friend to hear such things. I know it was just a comment on the side, but it is like you said, "death by 1000 cuts", correct? I am sure you of all people don't want to keep participating in this cycle of unintentional bigotry.

In fact, if you are willing to do so, it would be very interesting to see you try working with such engines during your free time, after you ship Revolution 60. (By the way, while I may not particularly like you all the time, I think your game is awesome! Stoked for the PC release!) You are a software engineer and you once said you were "the leading expert on Unreal Engine" so I don't believe learning how to use these other engines would particularly be difficult for you.

I am sorry for my strong wording on this. I don't mean to offend you or place doubts on your professionalism and experience in such matters. I am just upset, really. And sorry again for possibly using the wrong channels to send you this message. Are there any other private ways I can reach you? I just don't really like Twitter, to be honest.

Thanks for listening and have a good day,

Joana Voadora


----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Joana,

While I can appreciate the spirit in which this was sent, I want you to consider a different perspective than your friend. I want you to consider what it’s like to be Brianna Wu.

The constant harassment of Gamergate has become a part of my life that no one seems to really care about anymore. Last week, I was doxed to more than 15,000 people. There’s no press, it’s a just a normal part of being a woman in a field I used to love. It’s affected my happiness and my health deeply.

I need to tell you, what’s currently damage me just as much is people that supposedly have my same values insisting I agree with them on everything, and harassing me if I don’t. While your letter isn’t harassment, it’s part of this demand for ideological purity that is tremendously draining to me. Two weeks ago, I said something vaguely positive about capitalism while simultaneously critiquing it, and was bullied for two days left by a rabid leftist mob..

This kind of mob punishment of anyone deemed ideologically impure isn’t a good trait for the right, and it’s not good for the left.

The left owns academia. The left owns youth culture. But the left has an uphill battle in corporate institutions in tech where the power and policy is currently set. I’m not a rebel indie dev living off crowdfunded support, or an academic producing feminist media. I’m a businesswoman that secures capital and pays people money to produce creative content. That may not be your dream, but it’s mine - and we deeply need women like me building companies and working to improve these institutions.

I have fought tooth and nail inside these institutions, in battles that really only cost me career, sanity and access. I can point to many direct policy changes I helped shape. These are things I am positioned to do that other feminists can’t - because they don’t work here.

But today, I worked a 12 hour day, and I’m getting a second email from you demanding a response to a sin you perceive.

I am tired, Joana. I’m burnt. And this letter just makes me want to quit because what is the fucking point?

I’ve never met Jason, the man in that Tweet you’re angry about. But he’s someone I deeply treasure in my life. He’s a positive presence, and someone with a kind word. From my perspective, I was having a private conversation with a friend, and you and demanding I atone for that opinion.

I want to share what I mean by calling it a toy.

I was homeless after my parents disowned me. I’ve never finished college actually, because with three classes left, they left me without any ability to eat, bathe or clothe myself. I was living out of my car for over a month.

The one reason I was able to get a foothold and not die were the tech skills I had developed. I’m 38 now. I think I toured 20 colleges last year, and students often ask me what they should study. From that experience, I think it’s important to develop tech skills with wide commercial applications.

Those engines are great to learn on - but they are not time investments that you will be able to pay your rent with. That is the comment I was making to my friend and not to the public. Do you really require a pound of flesh for this today?

I do not belong to you.
Brianna Wu
 
I'm surprised that she actually admitted to having not graduated. I'm guessing there's no way to find out how true her claim of only having three classes left to complete are? Of course, assuming that statement is true [lie until it hurts, right?], there's no reason for her to not have gone back later to complete those courses.
 
I did a thing, and HOLY SHIT PEOPLE

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Hi, I sent this e-mail to you a few weeks back but I don't think you ever got it. I must have used the wrong address to do so. I hope resending you this again won't bother you.

Here is my message, unedited:


----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Hi Brianna.

Please excuse me if this is the wrong channel to contact you. I know you have Twitter but I don't use it, and frankly I don't think it's the best medium for what I would like to ask of you.

First, let me contextualize what I need you to hear:

https://twitter.com/Spacekatgal/status/684494983936786437

How can these game engines be considered "toys"? They can and are to many people their first door into game developing and the video game industry. Plenty of great games have arised from such "toy" engines: Hotline Miami, Undertale, LISA, OFF, Spelunky, Yume Nikki, etc. And three of them were released recently, so it's not like they are a fad from the 90s or 2000s.

In fact, a friend of mine is making her own game on her own, and I root for her to achieve that one day. Can you imagine how upset she would feel that her game could be considered a "toy" game just because of its engine?

I understand that you are an important figure in the tech industry, especially in relation to women and other minorities and their necessary inclusion in it.

So I ask you to please apologize for this. It can be disempowering to women out there such as my friend to hear such things. I know it was just a comment on the side, but it is like you said, "death by 1000 cuts", correct? I am sure you of all people don't want to keep participating in this cycle of unintentional bigotry.

In fact, if you are willing to do so, it would be very interesting to see you try working with such engines during your free time, after you ship Revolution 60. (By the way, while I may not particularly like you all the time, I think your game is awesome! Stoked for the PC release!) You are a software engineer and you once said you were "the leading expert on Unreal Engine" so I don't believe learning how to use these other engines would particularly be difficult for you.

I am sorry for my strong wording on this. I don't mean to offend you or place doubts on your professionalism and experience in such matters. I am just upset, really. And sorry again for possibly using the wrong channels to send you this message. Are there any other private ways I can reach you? I just don't really like Twitter, to be honest.

Thanks for listening and have a good day,

Joana Voadora


----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Joana,

While I can appreciate the spirit in which this was sent, I want you to consider a different perspective than your friend. I want you to consider what it’s like to be Brianna Wu.

The constant harassment of Gamergate has become a part of my life that no one seems to really care about anymore. Last week, I was doxed to more than 15,000 people. There’s no press, it’s a just a normal part of being a woman in a field I used to love. It’s affected my happiness and my health deeply.

I need to tell you, what’s currently damage me just as much is people that supposedly have my same values insisting I agree with them on everything, and harassing me if I don’t. While your letter isn’t harassment, it’s part of this demand for ideological purity that is tremendously draining to me. Two weeks ago, I said something vaguely positive about capitalism while simultaneously critiquing it, and was bullied for two days left by a rabid leftist mob..

This kind of mob punishment of anyone deemed ideologically impure isn’t a good trait for the right, and it’s not good for the left.

The left owns academia. The left owns youth culture. But the left has an uphill battle in corporate institutions in tech where the power and policy is currently set. I’m not a rebel indie dev living off crowdfunded support, or an academic producing feminist media. I’m a businesswoman that secures capital and pays people money to produce creative content. That may not be your dream, but it’s mine - and we deeply need women like me building companies and working to improve these institutions.

I have fought tooth and nail inside these institutions, in battles that really only cost me career, sanity and access. I can point to many direct policy changes I helped shape. These are things I am positioned to do that other feminists can’t - because they don’t work here.

But today, I worked a 12 hour day, and I’m getting a second email from you demanding a response to a sin you perceive.

I am tired, Joana. I’m burnt. And this letter just makes me want to quit because what is the fucking point?

I’ve never met Jason, the man in that Tweet you’re angry about. But he’s someone I deeply treasure in my life. He’s a positive presence, and someone with a kind word. From my perspective, I was having a private conversation with a friend, and you and demanding I atone for that opinion.

I want to share what I mean by calling it a toy.

I was homeless after my parents disowned me. I’ve never finished college actually, because with three classes left, they left me without any ability to eat, bathe or clothe myself. I was living out of my car for over a month.

The one reason I was able to get a foothold and not die were the tech skills I had developed. I’m 38 now. I think I toured 20 colleges last year, and students often ask me what they should study. From that experience, I think it’s important to develop tech skills with wide commercial applications.

Those engines are great to learn on - but they are not time investments that you will be able to pay your rent with. That is the comment I was making to my friend and not to the public. Do you really require a pound of flesh for this today?

I do not belong to you.
Brianna Wu

WOW.

Not so much the part of GamerGate still being blamed for all John's issues (shit, that's old hat now), but the other stuff:

1. Even Wu admits being a dropout. Nice to hear it from the horsefaced tranny's mouth, and the added details are a nice touch.

2. Wu is STILL shitting on non Unreal game engines? Saying they aren't profitable?

I've seen shitty RPG Maker games that made better profit to loss ratios than R60 that had even LESS effort put into them.

3. Holy shit, Wu basically confirms he will settle for nothing less than mindlessly tonguing his asshole or you're a bastard to him.

4. Bull fucking shit on having to suffer. I refuse to believe Wu had to go through that BS, or if it's true, he's exaggerating the shit out of it for sympathy. Also, his "tech" skills saved him?

My ass.
 
I did a thing, and HOLY SHIT PEOPLE

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Hi, I sent this e-mail to you a few weeks back but I don't think you ever got it. I must have used the wrong address to do so. I hope resending you this again won't bother you.

Here is my message, unedited:


----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Hi Brianna.

Please excuse me if this is the wrong channel to contact you. I know you have Twitter but I don't use it, and frankly I don't think it's the best medium for what I would like to ask of you.

First, let me contextualize what I need you to hear:

https://twitter.com/Spacekatgal/status/684494983936786437

How can these game engines be considered "toys"? They can and are to many people their first door into game developing and the video game industry. Plenty of great games have arised from such "toy" engines: Hotline Miami, Undertale, LISA, OFF, Spelunky, Yume Nikki, etc. And three of them were released recently, so it's not like they are a fad from the 90s or 2000s.

In fact, a friend of mine is making her own game on her own, and I root for her to achieve that one day. Can you imagine how upset she would feel that her game could be considered a "toy" game just because of its engine?

I understand that you are an important figure in the tech industry, especially in relation to women and other minorities and their necessary inclusion in it.

So I ask you to please apologize for this. It can be disempowering to women out there such as my friend to hear such things. I know it was just a comment on the side, but it is like you said, "death by 1000 cuts", correct? I am sure you of all people don't want to keep participating in this cycle of unintentional bigotry.

In fact, if you are willing to do so, it would be very interesting to see you try working with such engines during your free time, after you ship Revolution 60. (By the way, while I may not particularly like you all the time, I think your game is awesome! Stoked for the PC release!) You are a software engineer and you once said you were "the leading expert on Unreal Engine" so I don't believe learning how to use these other engines would particularly be difficult for you.

I am sorry for my strong wording on this. I don't mean to offend you or place doubts on your professionalism and experience in such matters. I am just upset, really. And sorry again for possibly using the wrong channels to send you this message. Are there any other private ways I can reach you? I just don't really like Twitter, to be honest.

Thanks for listening and have a good day,

Joana Voadora


----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Joana,

While I can appreciate the spirit in which this was sent, I want you to consider a different perspective than your friend. I want you to consider what it’s like to be Brianna Wu.

The constant harassment of Gamergate has become a part of my life that no one seems to really care about anymore. Last week, I was doxed to more than 15,000 people. There’s no press, it’s a just a normal part of being a woman in a field I used to love. It’s affected my happiness and my health deeply.

I need to tell you, what’s currently damage me just as much is people that supposedly have my same values insisting I agree with them on everything, and harassing me if I don’t. While your letter isn’t harassment, it’s part of this demand for ideological purity that is tremendously draining to me. Two weeks ago, I said something vaguely positive about capitalism while simultaneously critiquing it, and was bullied for two days left by a rabid leftist mob..

This kind of mob punishment of anyone deemed ideologically impure isn’t a good trait for the right, and it’s not good for the left.

The left owns academia. The left owns youth culture. But the left has an uphill battle in corporate institutions in tech where the power and policy is currently set. I’m not a rebel indie dev living off crowdfunded support, or an academic producing feminist media. I’m a businesswoman that secures capital and pays people money to produce creative content. That may not be your dream, but it’s mine - and we deeply need women like me building companies and working to improve these institutions.

I have fought tooth and nail inside these institutions, in battles that really only cost me career, sanity and access. I can point to many direct policy changes I helped shape. These are things I am positioned to do that other feminists can’t - because they don’t work here.

But today, I worked a 12 hour day, and I’m getting a second email from you demanding a response to a sin you perceive.

I am tired, Joana. I’m burnt. And this letter just makes me want to quit because what is the fucking point?

I’ve never met Jason, the man in that Tweet you’re angry about. But he’s someone I deeply treasure in my life. He’s a positive presence, and someone with a kind word. From my perspective, I was having a private conversation with a friend, and you and demanding I atone for that opinion.

I want to share what I mean by calling it a toy.

I was homeless after my parents disowned me. I’ve never finished college actually, because with three classes left, they left me without any ability to eat, bathe or clothe myself. I was living out of my car for over a month.

The one reason I was able to get a foothold and not die were the tech skills I had developed. I’m 38 now. I think I toured 20 colleges last year, and students often ask me what they should study. From that experience, I think it’s important to develop tech skills with wide commercial applications.

Those engines are great to learn on - but they are not time investments that you will be able to pay your rent with. That is the comment I was making to my friend and not to the public. Do you really require a pound of flesh for this today?

I do not belong to you.
Brianna Wu
Shit, I know he's a troll and will probably just fucking cock tease with it instead of just publishing a damn story, but since you've already gone this far you may as well send this to Milo. At the very least it would be worth it to see Wu's reaction since she seemed to have fallen for your act.
 
I did a thing, and HOLY SHIT PEOPLE

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Hi, I sent this e-mail to you a few weeks back but I don't think you ever got it. I must have used the wrong address to do so. I hope resending you this again won't bother you.

Here is my message, unedited:


----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Hi Brianna.

Please excuse me if this is the wrong channel to contact you. I know you have Twitter but I don't use it, and frankly I don't think it's the best medium for what I would like to ask of you.

First, let me contextualize what I need you to hear:

https://twitter.com/Spacekatgal/status/684494983936786437

How can these game engines be considered "toys"? They can and are to many people their first door into game developing and the video game industry. Plenty of great games have arised from such "toy" engines: Hotline Miami, Undertale, LISA, OFF, Spelunky, Yume Nikki, etc. And three of them were released recently, so it's not like they are a fad from the 90s or 2000s.

In fact, a friend of mine is making her own game on her own, and I root for her to achieve that one day. Can you imagine how upset she would feel that her game could be considered a "toy" game just because of its engine?

I understand that you are an important figure in the tech industry, especially in relation to women and other minorities and their necessary inclusion in it.

So I ask you to please apologize for this. It can be disempowering to women out there such as my friend to hear such things. I know it was just a comment on the side, but it is like you said, "death by 1000 cuts", correct? I am sure you of all people don't want to keep participating in this cycle of unintentional bigotry.

In fact, if you are willing to do so, it would be very interesting to see you try working with such engines during your free time, after you ship Revolution 60. (By the way, while I may not particularly like you all the time, I think your game is awesome! Stoked for the PC release!) You are a software engineer and you once said you were "the leading expert on Unreal Engine" so I don't believe learning how to use these other engines would particularly be difficult for you.

I am sorry for my strong wording on this. I don't mean to offend you or place doubts on your professionalism and experience in such matters. I am just upset, really. And sorry again for possibly using the wrong channels to send you this message. Are there any other private ways I can reach you? I just don't really like Twitter, to be honest.

Thanks for listening and have a good day,

Joana Voadora


----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Joana,

While I can appreciate the spirit in which this was sent, I want you to consider a different perspective than your friend. I want you to consider what it’s like to be Brianna Wu.

The constant harassment of Gamergate has become a part of my life that no one seems to really care about anymore. Last week, I was doxed to more than 15,000 people. There’s no press, it’s a just a normal part of being a woman in a field I used to love. It’s affected my happiness and my health deeply.

I need to tell you, what’s currently damage me just as much is people that supposedly have my same values insisting I agree with them on everything, and harassing me if I don’t. While your letter isn’t harassment, it’s part of this demand for ideological purity that is tremendously draining to me. Two weeks ago, I said something vaguely positive about capitalism while simultaneously critiquing it, and was bullied for two days left by a rabid leftist mob..

This kind of mob punishment of anyone deemed ideologically impure isn’t a good trait for the right, and it’s not good for the left.

The left owns academia. The left owns youth culture. But the left has an uphill battle in corporate institutions in tech where the power and policy is currently set. I’m not a rebel indie dev living off crowdfunded support, or an academic producing feminist media. I’m a businesswoman that secures capital and pays people money to produce creative content. That may not be your dream, but it’s mine - and we deeply need women like me building companies and working to improve these institutions.

I have fought tooth and nail inside these institutions, in battles that really only cost me career, sanity and access. I can point to many direct policy changes I helped shape. These are things I am positioned to do that other feminists can’t - because they don’t work here.

But today, I worked a 12 hour day, and I’m getting a second email from you demanding a response to a sin you perceive.

I am tired, Joana. I’m burnt. And this letter just makes me want to quit because what is the fucking point?

I’ve never met Jason, the man in that Tweet you’re angry about. But he’s someone I deeply treasure in my life. He’s a positive presence, and someone with a kind word. From my perspective, I was having a private conversation with a friend, and you and demanding I atone for that opinion.

I want to share what I mean by calling it a toy.

I was homeless after my parents disowned me. I’ve never finished college actually, because with three classes left, they left me without any ability to eat, bathe or clothe myself. I was living out of my car for over a month.

The one reason I was able to get a foothold and not die were the tech skills I had developed. I’m 38 now. I think I toured 20 colleges last year, and students often ask me what they should study. From that experience, I think it’s important to develop tech skills with wide commercial applications.

Those engines are great to learn on - but they are not time investments that you will be able to pay your rent with. That is the comment I was making to my friend and not to the public. Do you really require a pound of flesh for this today?

I do not belong to you.
Brianna Wu
So that's how she's gonna spin this, eh? Classy.

Great response too. "Fuck your friend, this is why I deserve asspats!"

Christ, no womder Dobson holds her in such high regards. She's basically him!
 
That has to be one of the most self-fellating pieces of writing I have ever seen. Ho-ly shit.

Everything is about Wu, Wu, Wu.
Muh privacy, muh hardship, muh experience, muh sob stories, muh conversations.

Get the fuck out.

"I want you to consider what it’s like to be Brianna Wu."

No comment.

"The constant harassment of Gamergate has become a part of my life that no one seems to really care about anymore. Last week, I was doxed to more than 15,000 people. There’s no press, it’s a just a normal part of being a woman in a field I used to love. It’s affected my happiness and my health deeply."

If you're so affected by it all then maybe quit? I don't know, seems reasonable to me. Also, nobody cares about you anymore because you alienated EVER PERSON that ever was an ally to you. All that is left are people that dislike and want to get a rise out of you, and the only person at fault for that is you. Brianna Wu is the source of all that is bad in the life of Brianna Wu.

"I need to tell you, what’s currently damage me just as much is people that supposedly have my same values insisting I agree with them on everything, and harassing me if I don’t. While your letter isn’t harassment, it’s part of this demand for ideological purity that is tremendously draining to me. Two weeks ago, I said something vaguely positive about capitalism while simultaneously critiquing it, and was bullied for two days left by a rabid leftist mob.."

If your supposed allies stab you in the back then they are either not your allies or have had enough of you. In both cases they don't like you. Think about that for a minute or two...

"This kind of mob punishment of anyone deemed ideologically impure isn’t a good trait for the right, and it’s not good for the left."

Thank god you'd never stoop that low. You know, harass people you don't agree with or that have wronged you.

"I’m not a rebel indie dev living off crowdfunded support, or an academic producing feminist media. I’m a businesswoman that secures capital and pays people money to produce creative content. That may not be your dream, but it’s mine - and we deeply need women like me building companies and working to improve these institutions."

Yes you are lol. That is just a simple fact. Your previous venture was a failure. Your game sold for shit, you don't have any other things on the backburner and you next 'project', which is the same game, is so far behind schedule that (if it ever comes out at all) nobody will care about it. Your studio probably has no employees left either. I don't think "women" like you are that desperately needed.

"I have fought tooth and nail inside these institutions, in battles that really only cost me career, sanity and access. I can point to many direct policy changes I helped shape. These are things I am positioned to do that other feminists can’t - because they don’t work here."

Please, do point. And again, if it affects you that much, quit.

"But today, I worked a 12 hour day, and I’m getting a second email from you demanding a response to a sin you perceive."

Every day you tweet from the time you wake up to the time you fall asleep. You tweet and retweet so much that getting any serious work done appears next to impossible. And put the cross back on Jesus' shoulder will you?

"From my perspective, I was having a private conversation with a friend, and you and demanding I atone for that opinion."

It's fecking twitter. If you want a private conversation write an email. You don't have to smear your huge ego all over the internet, you chose to do it. Don't you dare call people out that take notice of you.

"I was homeless after my parents disowned me. I’ve never finished college actually, because with three classes left, they left me without any ability to eat, bathe or clothe myself. I was living out of my car for over a month."

You wrote that after the images of the emails hit the web. I wonder what you would've written if nobody ever cared to check the records. Your personal sob-story does not make any difference at all. A lot of people had it way worse than you supposedly did. Toughen up, buttercup.

"I do not belong to you."

Thank god.
 
Brianna Wu dijo:
Those engines are great to learn on - but they are not time investments that you will be able to pay your rent with. That is the comment I was making to my friend and not to the public. Do you really require a pound of flesh for this today?
She really has no idea just how successful games like Hotline: Miami or Undertale have been compared to how much they cost to develop. What an ignorant stance to take for someone who spent $400,000+ to make a game that hasn't sold anywhere near the amount either of those have. Then again, I get the sense that Brianna is bitter that these games are so much more successful and relevant than her flop.

Damn, Wu, get off your fucking cross. You said something dumb and people responded accordingly.
 
I did a thing, and HOLY SHIT PEOPLE

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Hi, I sent this e-mail to you a few weeks back but I don't think you ever got it. I must have used the wrong address to do so. I hope resending you this again won't bother you.

Here is my message, unedited:


----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Hi Brianna.

Please excuse me if this is the wrong channel to contact you. I know you have Twitter but I don't use it, and frankly I don't think it's the best medium for what I would like to ask of you.

First, let me contextualize what I need you to hear:

https://twitter.com/Spacekatgal/status/684494983936786437

How can these game engines be considered "toys"? They can and are to many people their first door into game developing and the video game industry. Plenty of great games have arised from such "toy" engines: Hotline Miami, Undertale, LISA, OFF, Spelunky, Yume Nikki, etc. And three of them were released recently, so it's not like they are a fad from the 90s or 2000s.

In fact, a friend of mine is making her own game on her own, and I root for her to achieve that one day. Can you imagine how upset she would feel that her game could be considered a "toy" game just because of its engine?

I understand that you are an important figure in the tech industry, especially in relation to women and other minorities and their necessary inclusion in it.

So I ask you to please apologize for this. It can be disempowering to women out there such as my friend to hear such things. I know it was just a comment on the side, but it is like you said, "death by 1000 cuts", correct? I am sure you of all people don't want to keep participating in this cycle of unintentional bigotry.

In fact, if you are willing to do so, it would be very interesting to see you try working with such engines during your free time, after you ship Revolution 60. (By the way, while I may not particularly like you all the time, I think your game is awesome! Stoked for the PC release!) You are a software engineer and you once said you were "the leading expert on Unreal Engine" so I don't believe learning how to use these other engines would particularly be difficult for you.

I am sorry for my strong wording on this. I don't mean to offend you or place doubts on your professionalism and experience in such matters. I am just upset, really. And sorry again for possibly using the wrong channels to send you this message. Are there any other private ways I can reach you? I just don't really like Twitter, to be honest.

Thanks for listening and have a good day,

Joana Voadora


----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Joana,

While I can appreciate the spirit in which this was sent, I want you to consider a different perspective than your friend. I want you to consider what it’s like to be Brianna Wu.

The constant harassment of Gamergate has become a part of my life that no one seems to really care about anymore. Last week, I was doxed to more than 15,000 people. There’s no press, it’s a just a normal part of being a woman in a field I used to love. It’s affected my happiness and my health deeply.

I need to tell you, what’s currently damage me just as much is people that supposedly have my same values insisting I agree with them on everything, and harassing me if I don’t. While your letter isn’t harassment, it’s part of this demand for ideological purity that is tremendously draining to me. Two weeks ago, I said something vaguely positive about capitalism while simultaneously critiquing it, and was bullied for two days left by a rabid leftist mob..

This kind of mob punishment of anyone deemed ideologically impure isn’t a good trait for the right, and it’s not good for the left.

The left owns academia. The left owns youth culture. But the left has an uphill battle in corporate institutions in tech where the power and policy is currently set. I’m not a rebel indie dev living off crowdfunded support, or an academic producing feminist media. I’m a businesswoman that secures capital and pays people money to produce creative content. That may not be your dream, but it’s mine - and we deeply need women like me building companies and working to improve these institutions.

I have fought tooth and nail inside these institutions, in battles that really only cost me career, sanity and access. I can point to many direct policy changes I helped shape. These are things I am positioned to do that other feminists can’t - because they don’t work here.

But today, I worked a 12 hour day, and I’m getting a second email from you demanding a response to a sin you perceive.

I am tired, Joana. I’m burnt. And this letter just makes me want to quit because what is the fucking point?

I’ve never met Jason, the man in that Tweet you’re angry about. But he’s someone I deeply treasure in my life. He’s a positive presence, and someone with a kind word. From my perspective, I was having a private conversation with a friend, and you and demanding I atone for that opinion.

I want to share what I mean by calling it a toy.

I was homeless after my parents disowned me. I’ve never finished college actually, because with three classes left, they left me without any ability to eat, bathe or clothe myself. I was living out of my car for over a month.

The one reason I was able to get a foothold and not die were the tech skills I had developed. I’m 38 now. I think I toured 20 colleges last year, and students often ask me what they should study. From that experience, I think it’s important to develop tech skills with wide commercial applications.

Those engines are great to learn on - but they are not time investments that you will be able to pay your rent with. That is the comment I was making to my friend and not to the public. Do you really require a pound of flesh for this today?

I do not belong to you.
Brianna Wu
..I still don't see a single valid reason in there why those engines are "toys", when I've seen a fair few surprisingly good games on Steam and otherwise that have been made with them, and personally wouldn't mind developing on those engines myself.
That and from personal experience, Unreal Engine coding has pretty bad documentation which makes it somewhat of a pain in the ass to work with and/or learn properly.
 
I did a thing, and HOLY SHIT PEOPLE

6zvKPvq.png
if0EkyQ.png
Hi, I sent this e-mail to you a few weeks back but I don't think you ever got it. I must have used the wrong address to do so. I hope resending you this again won't bother you.

Here is my message, unedited:


----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Hi Brianna.

Please excuse me if this is the wrong channel to contact you. I know you have Twitter but I don't use it, and frankly I don't think it's the best medium for what I would like to ask of you.

First, let me contextualize what I need you to hear:

https://twitter.com/Spacekatgal/status/684494983936786437

How can these game engines be considered "toys"? They can and are to many people their first door into game developing and the video game industry. Plenty of great games have arised from such "toy" engines: Hotline Miami, Undertale, LISA, OFF, Spelunky, Yume Nikki, etc. And three of them were released recently, so it's not like they are a fad from the 90s or 2000s.

In fact, a friend of mine is making her own game on her own, and I root for her to achieve that one day. Can you imagine how upset she would feel that her game could be considered a "toy" game just because of its engine?

I understand that you are an important figure in the tech industry, especially in relation to women and other minorities and their necessary inclusion in it.

So I ask you to please apologize for this. It can be disempowering to women out there such as my friend to hear such things. I know it was just a comment on the side, but it is like you said, "death by 1000 cuts", correct? I am sure you of all people don't want to keep participating in this cycle of unintentional bigotry.

In fact, if you are willing to do so, it would be very interesting to see you try working with such engines during your free time, after you ship Revolution 60. (By the way, while I may not particularly like you all the time, I think your game is awesome! Stoked for the PC release!) You are a software engineer and you once said you were "the leading expert on Unreal Engine" so I don't believe learning how to use these other engines would particularly be difficult for you.

I am sorry for my strong wording on this. I don't mean to offend you or place doubts on your professionalism and experience in such matters. I am just upset, really. And sorry again for possibly using the wrong channels to send you this message. Are there any other private ways I can reach you? I just don't really like Twitter, to be honest.

Thanks for listening and have a good day,

Joana Voadora


----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Joana,

While I can appreciate the spirit in which this was sent, I want you to consider a different perspective than your friend. I want you to consider what it’s like to be Brianna Wu.

The constant harassment of Gamergate has become a part of my life that no one seems to really care about anymore. Last week, I was doxed to more than 15,000 people. There’s no press, it’s a just a normal part of being a woman in a field I used to love. It’s affected my happiness and my health deeply.

I need to tell you, what’s currently damage me just as much is people that supposedly have my same values insisting I agree with them on everything, and harassing me if I don’t. While your letter isn’t harassment, it’s part of this demand for ideological purity that is tremendously draining to me. Two weeks ago, I said something vaguely positive about capitalism while simultaneously critiquing it, and was bullied for two days left by a rabid leftist mob..

This kind of mob punishment of anyone deemed ideologically impure isn’t a good trait for the right, and it’s not good for the left.

The left owns academia. The left owns youth culture. But the left has an uphill battle in corporate institutions in tech where the power and policy is currently set. I’m not a rebel indie dev living off crowdfunded support, or an academic producing feminist media. I’m a businesswoman that secures capital and pays people money to produce creative content. That may not be your dream, but it’s mine - and we deeply need women like me building companies and working to improve these institutions.

I have fought tooth and nail inside these institutions, in battles that really only cost me career, sanity and access. I can point to many direct policy changes I helped shape. These are things I am positioned to do that other feminists can’t - because they don’t work here.

But today, I worked a 12 hour day, and I’m getting a second email from you demanding a response to a sin you perceive.

I am tired, Joana. I’m burnt. And this letter just makes me want to quit because what is the fucking point?

I’ve never met Jason, the man in that Tweet you’re angry about. But he’s someone I deeply treasure in my life. He’s a positive presence, and someone with a kind word. From my perspective, I was having a private conversation with a friend, and you and demanding I atone for that opinion.

I want to share what I mean by calling it a toy.

I was homeless after my parents disowned me. I’ve never finished college actually, because with three classes left, they left me without any ability to eat, bathe or clothe myself. I was living out of my car for over a month.

The one reason I was able to get a foothold and not die were the tech skills I had developed. I’m 38 now. I think I toured 20 colleges last year, and students often ask me what they should study. From that experience, I think it’s important to develop tech skills with wide commercial applications.

Those engines are great to learn on - but they are not time investments that you will be able to pay your rent with. That is the comment I was making to my friend and not to the public. Do you really require a pound of flesh for this today?

I do not belong to you.
Brianna Wu

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YOU DONE GOOD, KID.

So here we have it, Kiwis. We had her fucking dead to rights all along.

And the fact that she admitted it means that the Milo thing is going to hurt. A lot.
 
I did a thing, and HOLY SHIT PEOPLE

6zvKPvq.png
if0EkyQ.png
Hi, I sent this e-mail to you a few weeks back but I don't think you ever got it. I must have used the wrong address to do so. I hope resending you this again won't bother you.

Here is my message, unedited:


----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Hi Brianna.

Please excuse me if this is the wrong channel to contact you. I know you have Twitter but I don't use it, and frankly I don't think it's the best medium for what I would like to ask of you.

First, let me contextualize what I need you to hear:

https://twitter.com/Spacekatgal/status/684494983936786437

How can these game engines be considered "toys"? They can and are to many people their first door into game developing and the video game industry. Plenty of great games have arised from such "toy" engines: Hotline Miami, Undertale, LISA, OFF, Spelunky, Yume Nikki, etc. And three of them were released recently, so it's not like they are a fad from the 90s or 2000s.

In fact, a friend of mine is making her own game on her own, and I root for her to achieve that one day. Can you imagine how upset she would feel that her game could be considered a "toy" game just because of its engine?

I understand that you are an important figure in the tech industry, especially in relation to women and other minorities and their necessary inclusion in it.

So I ask you to please apologize for this. It can be disempowering to women out there such as my friend to hear such things. I know it was just a comment on the side, but it is like you said, "death by 1000 cuts", correct? I am sure you of all people don't want to keep participating in this cycle of unintentional bigotry.

In fact, if you are willing to do so, it would be very interesting to see you try working with such engines during your free time, after you ship Revolution 60. (By the way, while I may not particularly like you all the time, I think your game is awesome! Stoked for the PC release!) You are a software engineer and you once said you were "the leading expert on Unreal Engine" so I don't believe learning how to use these other engines would particularly be difficult for you.

I am sorry for my strong wording on this. I don't mean to offend you or place doubts on your professionalism and experience in such matters. I am just upset, really. And sorry again for possibly using the wrong channels to send you this message. Are there any other private ways I can reach you? I just don't really like Twitter, to be honest.

Thanks for listening and have a good day,

Joana Voadora


----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Joana,

While I can appreciate the spirit in which this was sent, I want you to consider a different perspective than your friend. I want you to consider what it’s like to be Brianna Wu.

The constant harassment of Gamergate has become a part of my life that no one seems to really care about anymore. Last week, I was doxed to more than 15,000 people. There’s no press, it’s a just a normal part of being a woman in a field I used to love. It’s affected my happiness and my health deeply.

I need to tell you, what’s currently damage me just as much is people that supposedly have my same values insisting I agree with them on everything, and harassing me if I don’t. While your letter isn’t harassment, it’s part of this demand for ideological purity that is tremendously draining to me. Two weeks ago, I said something vaguely positive about capitalism while simultaneously critiquing it, and was bullied for two days left by a rabid leftist mob..

This kind of mob punishment of anyone deemed ideologically impure isn’t a good trait for the right, and it’s not good for the left.

The left owns academia. The left owns youth culture. But the left has an uphill battle in corporate institutions in tech where the power and policy is currently set. I’m not a rebel indie dev living off crowdfunded support, or an academic producing feminist media. I’m a businesswoman that secures capital and pays people money to produce creative content. That may not be your dream, but it’s mine - and we deeply need women like me building companies and working to improve these institutions.

I have fought tooth and nail inside these institutions, in battles that really only cost me career, sanity and access. I can point to many direct policy changes I helped shape. These are things I am positioned to do that other feminists can’t - because they don’t work here.

But today, I worked a 12 hour day, and I’m getting a second email from you demanding a response to a sin you perceive.

I am tired, Joana. I’m burnt. And this letter just makes me want to quit because what is the fucking point?

I’ve never met Jason, the man in that Tweet you’re angry about. But he’s someone I deeply treasure in my life. He’s a positive presence, and someone with a kind word. From my perspective, I was having a private conversation with a friend, and you and demanding I atone for that opinion.

I want to share what I mean by calling it a toy.

I was homeless after my parents disowned me. I’ve never finished college actually, because with three classes left, they left me without any ability to eat, bathe or clothe myself. I was living out of my car for over a month.

The one reason I was able to get a foothold and not die were the tech skills I had developed. I’m 38 now. I think I toured 20 colleges last year, and students often ask me what they should study. From that experience, I think it’s important to develop tech skills with wide commercial applications.

Those engines are great to learn on - but they are not time investments that you will be able to pay your rent with. That is the comment I was making to my friend and not to the public. Do you really require a pound of flesh for this today?

I do not belong to you.
Brianna Wu
This thread is amazing. I have not seen arrogance and stupidity this bad in a while.
 
I did a thing, and HOLY SHIT PEOPLE

6zvKPvq.png
if0EkyQ.png
Hi, I sent this e-mail to you a few weeks back but I don't think you ever got it. I must have used the wrong address to do so. I hope resending you this again won't bother you.

Here is my message, unedited:


----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Hi Brianna.

Please excuse me if this is the wrong channel to contact you. I know you have Twitter but I don't use it, and frankly I don't think it's the best medium for what I would like to ask of you.

First, let me contextualize what I need you to hear:

https://twitter.com/Spacekatgal/status/684494983936786437

How can these game engines be considered "toys"? They can and are to many people their first door into game developing and the video game industry. Plenty of great games have arised from such "toy" engines: Hotline Miami, Undertale, LISA, OFF, Spelunky, Yume Nikki, etc. And three of them were released recently, so it's not like they are a fad from the 90s or 2000s.

In fact, a friend of mine is making her own game on her own, and I root for her to achieve that one day. Can you imagine how upset she would feel that her game could be considered a "toy" game just because of its engine?

I understand that you are an important figure in the tech industry, especially in relation to women and other minorities and their necessary inclusion in it.

So I ask you to please apologize for this. It can be disempowering to women out there such as my friend to hear such things. I know it was just a comment on the side, but it is like you said, "death by 1000 cuts", correct? I am sure you of all people don't want to keep participating in this cycle of unintentional bigotry.

In fact, if you are willing to do so, it would be very interesting to see you try working with such engines during your free time, after you ship Revolution 60. (By the way, while I may not particularly like you all the time, I think your game is awesome! Stoked for the PC release!) You are a software engineer and you once said you were "the leading expert on Unreal Engine" so I don't believe learning how to use these other engines would particularly be difficult for you.

I am sorry for my strong wording on this. I don't mean to offend you or place doubts on your professionalism and experience in such matters. I am just upset, really. And sorry again for possibly using the wrong channels to send you this message. Are there any other private ways I can reach you? I just don't really like Twitter, to be honest.

Thanks for listening and have a good day,

Joana Voadora


----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Joana,

While I can appreciate the spirit in which this was sent, I want you to consider a different perspective than your friend. I want you to consider what it’s like to be Brianna Wu.

The constant harassment of Gamergate has become a part of my life that no one seems to really care about anymore. Last week, I was doxed to more than 15,000 people. There’s no press, it’s a just a normal part of being a woman in a field I used to love. It’s affected my happiness and my health deeply.

I need to tell you, what’s currently damage me just as much is people that supposedly have my same values insisting I agree with them on everything, and harassing me if I don’t. While your letter isn’t harassment, it’s part of this demand for ideological purity that is tremendously draining to me. Two weeks ago, I said something vaguely positive about capitalism while simultaneously critiquing it, and was bullied for two days left by a rabid leftist mob..

This kind of mob punishment of anyone deemed ideologically impure isn’t a good trait for the right, and it’s not good for the left.

The left owns academia. The left owns youth culture. But the left has an uphill battle in corporate institutions in tech where the power and policy is currently set. I’m not a rebel indie dev living off crowdfunded support, or an academic producing feminist media. I’m a businesswoman that secures capital and pays people money to produce creative content. That may not be your dream, but it’s mine - and we deeply need women like me building companies and working to improve these institutions.

I have fought tooth and nail inside these institutions, in battles that really only cost me career, sanity and access. I can point to many direct policy changes I helped shape. These are things I am positioned to do that other feminists can’t - because they don’t work here.

But today, I worked a 12 hour day, and I’m getting a second email from you demanding a response to a sin you perceive.

I am tired, Joana. I’m burnt. And this letter just makes me want to quit because what is the fucking point?

I’ve never met Jason, the man in that Tweet you’re angry about. But he’s someone I deeply treasure in my life. He’s a positive presence, and someone with a kind word. From my perspective, I was having a private conversation with a friend, and you and demanding I atone for that opinion.

I want to share what I mean by calling it a toy.

I was homeless after my parents disowned me. I’ve never finished college actually, because with three classes left, they left me without any ability to eat, bathe or clothe myself. I was living out of my car for over a month.

The one reason I was able to get a foothold and not die were the tech skills I had developed. I’m 38 now. I think I toured 20 colleges last year, and students often ask me what they should study. From that experience, I think it’s important to develop tech skills with wide commercial applications.

Those engines are great to learn on - but they are not time investments that you will be able to pay your rent with. That is the comment I was making to my friend and not to the public. Do you really require a pound of flesh for this today?

I do not belong to you.
Brianna Wu
Nice how shes spinning the not finishing college thing by playing the victim and blaming the parents. You should reply and ask her what policies shes specifically changed. Im interested to see what shes taking credit for. Prolly kiss her ass a little to get her to respond

She really has no idea just how successful games like Hotline: Miami or Undertale have been compared to how much they cost to develop. What an ignorant stance to take for someone who spent $400,000+ to make a game that hasn't sold anywhere near the amount either of those have. Then again, I get the sense that Brianna is bitter that these games are so much more successful and relevant than her flop.

Damn, Wu, get off your fucking cross. You said something dumb and people responded accordingly.
Using the right game engine is like picking the right tool for the job. You dont use a complicated buzz saw to slice bread
 
I did a thing, and HOLY SHIT PEOPLE

6zvKPvq.png
if0EkyQ.png
Hi, I sent this e-mail to you a few weeks back but I don't think you ever got it. I must have used the wrong address to do so. I hope resending you this again won't bother you.

Here is my message, unedited:


----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Hi Brianna.

Please excuse me if this is the wrong channel to contact you. I know you have Twitter but I don't use it, and frankly I don't think it's the best medium for what I would like to ask of you.

First, let me contextualize what I need you to hear:

https://twitter.com/Spacekatgal/status/684494983936786437

How can these game engines be considered "toys"? They can and are to many people their first door into game developing and the video game industry. Plenty of great games have arised from such "toy" engines: Hotline Miami, Undertale, LISA, OFF, Spelunky, Yume Nikki, etc. And three of them were released recently, so it's not like they are a fad from the 90s or 2000s.

In fact, a friend of mine is making her own game on her own, and I root for her to achieve that one day. Can you imagine how upset she would feel that her game could be considered a "toy" game just because of its engine?

I understand that you are an important figure in the tech industry, especially in relation to women and other minorities and their necessary inclusion in it.

So I ask you to please apologize for this. It can be disempowering to women out there such as my friend to hear such things. I know it was just a comment on the side, but it is like you said, "death by 1000 cuts", correct? I am sure you of all people don't want to keep participating in this cycle of unintentional bigotry.

In fact, if you are willing to do so, it would be very interesting to see you try working with such engines during your free time, after you ship Revolution 60. (By the way, while I may not particularly like you all the time, I think your game is awesome! Stoked for the PC release!) You are a software engineer and you once said you were "the leading expert on Unreal Engine" so I don't believe learning how to use these other engines would particularly be difficult for you.

I am sorry for my strong wording on this. I don't mean to offend you or place doubts on your professionalism and experience in such matters. I am just upset, really. And sorry again for possibly using the wrong channels to send you this message. Are there any other private ways I can reach you? I just don't really like Twitter, to be honest.

Thanks for listening and have a good day,

Joana Voadora


----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Joana,

While I can appreciate the spirit in which this was sent, I want you to consider a different perspective than your friend. I want you to consider what it’s like to be Brianna Wu.

The constant harassment of Gamergate has become a part of my life that no one seems to really care about anymore. Last week, I was doxed to more than 15,000 people. There’s no press, it’s a just a normal part of being a woman in a field I used to love. It’s affected my happiness and my health deeply.

I need to tell you, what’s currently damage me just as much is people that supposedly have my same values insisting I agree with them on everything, and harassing me if I don’t. While your letter isn’t harassment, it’s part of this demand for ideological purity that is tremendously draining to me. Two weeks ago, I said something vaguely positive about capitalism while simultaneously critiquing it, and was bullied for two days left by a rabid leftist mob..

This kind of mob punishment of anyone deemed ideologically impure isn’t a good trait for the right, and it’s not good for the left.

The left owns academia. The left owns youth culture. But the left has an uphill battle in corporate institutions in tech where the power and policy is currently set. I’m not a rebel indie dev living off crowdfunded support, or an academic producing feminist media. I’m a businesswoman that secures capital and pays people money to produce creative content. That may not be your dream, but it’s mine - and we deeply need women like me building companies and working to improve these institutions.

I have fought tooth and nail inside these institutions, in battles that really only cost me career, sanity and access. I can point to many direct policy changes I helped shape. These are things I am positioned to do that other feminists can’t - because they don’t work here.

But today, I worked a 12 hour day, and I’m getting a second email from you demanding a response to a sin you perceive.

I am tired, Joana. I’m burnt. And this letter just makes me want to quit because what is the fucking point?

I’ve never met Jason, the man in that Tweet you’re angry about. But he’s someone I deeply treasure in my life. He’s a positive presence, and someone with a kind word. From my perspective, I was having a private conversation with a friend, and you and demanding I atone for that opinion.

I want to share what I mean by calling it a toy.

I was homeless after my parents disowned me. I’ve never finished college actually, because with three classes left, they left me without any ability to eat, bathe or clothe myself. I was living out of my car for over a month.

The one reason I was able to get a foothold and not die were the tech skills I had developed. I’m 38 now. I think I toured 20 colleges last year, and students often ask me what they should study. From that experience, I think it’s important to develop tech skills with wide commercial applications.

Those engines are great to learn on - but they are not time investments that you will be able to pay your rent with. That is the comment I was making to my friend and not to the public. Do you really require a pound of flesh for this today?

I do not belong to you.
Brianna Wu
15000 PEOPLE in ONE WEEK?

:story::story::story:
 
I did a thing, and HOLY SHIT PEOPLE

6zvKPvq.png
if0EkyQ.png
Hi, I sent this e-mail to you a few weeks back but I don't think you ever got it. I must have used the wrong address to do so. I hope resending you this again won't bother you.

Here is my message, unedited:


----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Hi Brianna.

Please excuse me if this is the wrong channel to contact you. I know you have Twitter but I don't use it, and frankly I don't think it's the best medium for what I would like to ask of you.

First, let me contextualize what I need you to hear:

https://twitter.com/Spacekatgal/status/684494983936786437

How can these game engines be considered "toys"? They can and are to many people their first door into game developing and the video game industry. Plenty of great games have arised from such "toy" engines: Hotline Miami, Undertale, LISA, OFF, Spelunky, Yume Nikki, etc. And three of them were released recently, so it's not like they are a fad from the 90s or 2000s.

In fact, a friend of mine is making her own game on her own, and I root for her to achieve that one day. Can you imagine how upset she would feel that her game could be considered a "toy" game just because of its engine?

I understand that you are an important figure in the tech industry, especially in relation to women and other minorities and their necessary inclusion in it.

So I ask you to please apologize for this. It can be disempowering to women out there such as my friend to hear such things. I know it was just a comment on the side, but it is like you said, "death by 1000 cuts", correct? I am sure you of all people don't want to keep participating in this cycle of unintentional bigotry.

In fact, if you are willing to do so, it would be very interesting to see you try working with such engines during your free time, after you ship Revolution 60. (By the way, while I may not particularly like you all the time, I think your game is awesome! Stoked for the PC release!) You are a software engineer and you once said you were "the leading expert on Unreal Engine" so I don't believe learning how to use these other engines would particularly be difficult for you.

I am sorry for my strong wording on this. I don't mean to offend you or place doubts on your professionalism and experience in such matters. I am just upset, really. And sorry again for possibly using the wrong channels to send you this message. Are there any other private ways I can reach you? I just don't really like Twitter, to be honest.

Thanks for listening and have a good day,

Joana Voadora


----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Joana,

While I can appreciate the spirit in which this was sent, I want you to consider a different perspective than your friend. I want you to consider what it’s like to be Brianna Wu.

The constant harassment of Gamergate has become a part of my life that no one seems to really care about anymore. Last week, I was doxed to more than 15,000 people. There’s no press, it’s a just a normal part of being a woman in a field I used to love. It’s affected my happiness and my health deeply.

I need to tell you, what’s currently damage me just as much is people that supposedly have my same values insisting I agree with them on everything, and harassing me if I don’t. While your letter isn’t harassment, it’s part of this demand for ideological purity that is tremendously draining to me. Two weeks ago, I said something vaguely positive about capitalism while simultaneously critiquing it, and was bullied for two days left by a rabid leftist mob..

This kind of mob punishment of anyone deemed ideologically impure isn’t a good trait for the right, and it’s not good for the left.

The left owns academia. The left owns youth culture. But the left has an uphill battle in corporate institutions in tech where the power and policy is currently set. I’m not a rebel indie dev living off crowdfunded support, or an academic producing feminist media. I’m a businesswoman that secures capital and pays people money to produce creative content. That may not be your dream, but it’s mine - and we deeply need women like me building companies and working to improve these institutions.

I have fought tooth and nail inside these institutions, in battles that really only cost me career, sanity and access. I can point to many direct policy changes I helped shape. These are things I am positioned to do that other feminists can’t - because they don’t work here.

But today, I worked a 12 hour day, and I’m getting a second email from you demanding a response to a sin you perceive.

I am tired, Joana. I’m burnt. And this letter just makes me want to quit because what is the fucking point?

I’ve never met Jason, the man in that Tweet you’re angry about. But he’s someone I deeply treasure in my life. He’s a positive presence, and someone with a kind word. From my perspective, I was having a private conversation with a friend, and you and demanding I atone for that opinion.

I want to share what I mean by calling it a toy.

I was homeless after my parents disowned me. I’ve never finished college actually, because with three classes left, they left me without any ability to eat, bathe or clothe myself. I was living out of my car for over a month.

The one reason I was able to get a foothold and not die were the tech skills I had developed. I’m 38 now. I think I toured 20 colleges last year, and students often ask me what they should study. From that experience, I think it’s important to develop tech skills with wide commercial applications.

Those engines are great to learn on - but they are not time investments that you will be able to pay your rent with. That is the comment I was making to my friend and not to the public. Do you really require a pound of flesh for this today?

I do not belong to you.
Brianna Wu

Short version: "I had millionaire parents but one time I had to sleep in a car for a whole month"
 
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