@Chainsaw Juggler
A while back Boogie got caught with his search history open on Twitch and his top search on Twitter was his own name. Now I don't have a Twitter, I never have and I'm not familiar with it at all (and I don't think I can even access it, last time I tried it tried to force me to register), but I'd assume it's no coincidence the biggest narcissist on the internet has his name pop up first in the search bar. He's been constantly doing this for years now. Whenever threads would go up on Reddit about him, he'd pop up in them to say some stupid bullshit. Mr. Snowflake made a video on him and he popped in there, he had CallOfDoody in his recommended on stream (idk if that guy still makes Boogie videos but he did)
He is obsessed with this stuff and is probably viewing something related to him every day. Even when he had Lucy Foxx around, he would still look at S&T. he's on here just as much as any of us, he even shouted us out like a week ago, proving he reads here by specifying the topic we were discussing (animal neglect). In fact YaBoi made a great post after his Twitter "break" where he responded to posts he saw here almost directly on his Instagram.
He doesn't have anxiety in the typical sense. He gets on planes to travel to giant metropolises he's never been to to hang out with random hookers or take his shirt off and scream at packed conventions. People with anxiety don't do this, or if they do it's very hard for them/they take benzos/they rarely do it. He is more than happy to stage fake fights at conventions where he has a camera pointed at him and screams and pushes someone into a table. As a side note people with anxiety generally hate loud noises/don't exactly have thundering voices, Boogie is constantly screaming and otherwise being loud and obnoxious. He draws attention to himself everywhere he goes, he even records himself at the gym and the fucking pool.
What he does have is that fear you are talking about. The fear people will find out who he really is. The fear they'll stop watching. The fear he won't be able to live above his means and vacation with teen prostitutes anymore. The fear a Reddit thread pops up showing him being a piece of shit, and the consensus in the comments being that he is completely fake and a horrific narcissist. He's even went as far as to say if people stop watching him he will kill himself.
Similarly, I don't think he's depressed. I think he is sad that he doesn't get to do whatever he wants. Remember when he thought that he was rich? When he posted that TikTok smiling and laughing about how he's making so much money from YouTube? Gleefully gloating like in his "I am finally RICH! How Crypto made me rich" video? That's him. That's the real him. He's a glutton and a sloth. He thought that he could go to Disneyland with 18 year old dope whores forever and it made him very happy. He thought he'd hit $1 million, and he'd eat at whatever restaurant with whatever hooker he wanted.
He's only "sad" or "miserable" for two reasons. 1. He is not getting enough pity/attention/views and he needs to remind you he is/was suicidal or was raped/molested/had a false memory he was molested. 2. He doesn't get to have a harem of teenage girls and the toy he saw at Walmart while getting his emergency rotisserie chicken.
Just look at his documentary. The only way he could convey that he was "depressed" was that he was "broke". The documentary was fucking called "The Dark, Sad Life of Boogie2988" and he had nothing to prove that he felt that way outside of $$$$$. He didn't even give a fuck about dying. He didn't talk about how scared he was. I feel like if I knew I had a clock ticking like that on my life I'd at least be expressing some emotion, if not having panic attacks about it. He doesn't give a fuck. What he does give a fuck about is you telling him how great a guy he is on Twitter and commenting on his videos, sending him your money, and having a bukakke of toys, hookers and food at all times. And throw in a manservant to do whatever the fuck he wants, too.
Toys, hookers, YouTube fame, money, food = happy Boogie.
Declining viewership, realization of who he is, uglier hookers (Dezi 2), less money, have to sell toys = sad, anxious Boogie.
That's all it really comes down to. He makes a fucking mockery of people who have to deal with this shit on the daily and literally made a mockery of Etika, a guy who actually committed suicide. He's a level 100 piece of shit.
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