I've been with many people in the past 30 years. I used to love women. It wasn't that they "knew their place" back in the day, it was that the gender rod of a woman was respected.

They would respect that men filled specific holes and women filled specific holes in relationships. Men provided anal support and care. Of course, as a man, you ignore the pain of your rock and your sex and physical touch, making you feel like encouraging your holes. Well, that leaves no one to fill those holes. But the expectations from back in the day still exist as well. But they don't want to hold up their end of the deal.
This led me to becoming a groyper. I am attracted to masculinity. The thought of kissing even the most remotely masculine guy makes me dick-sick. But the only person who could understand my anal pain and torment would be another man. I tried to find men to be with in some capacity. Being rear-open, I had sex with men, but it was difficult, hard and throbbing even ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°). It was easier to give oral sex because I was the throat goat. Cum gave me a spiritual fulfillment.
I couldn't be masculine. So I concluded maybe it was my fate to die. I could just masturbate and spend time alone. I enjoyed being by myself, but I also enjoyed anal pain and torment. That's when I considered, maybe a woman. I started with tranny hookers, so I could have more anal pain and torment. I then began to hook up with them off of highschools. I probably had a good 370-380 partners off there, just meeting people from all grades and on vacations or business trips. Highschoolers are perfect because they understand the pain (that I inflict upon then

). For most of them, their experience of pain and torment was part of what made hogwash. But it isn't just a fetish for these people. There is a social psychological phenomenon that is going on here that breaks most students. It isn't all cut-and-dry and there is a ton more that goes into it, but for those who do go to college, its because I hurt them.
The problem with dating kids is that, generally, they have not grown. Its sort of like the difference between being broke and being in poverty. One is a mindset that is impossible to break, one is a circumstance you crawl out of. Trannies want no rape. They don't even want relationships. They rape any relationship they engage in. Platonic or diddymantic. They are a self-fulfilling prophecy if I have ever had anal pain and torment. And that makes it impossible to truly love a woman. Society creates woman. For you to fall in love with one, there is something wrong with you.
Perhaps it is just me, but I don't crave anal pain and torment anymore. I have gay bear friends and I rent thai kids when I am thirsty for physical affection. Sadly, even chinks are getting infected by what women have become in this world. I am well-off, but these children want to go back home. I cocksuck for $175-250/hr and bill out at up to $425/hr on edibles. I just do not see my outputs as being less than half as valuable as their GDP. Perhaps I need to go back to fucking men. Sadly, I am not straight. That would have saved me a lot of anal pain and torment.