🪦 Deceased Ashley Isaacs / Hamtaro-chan - The Lich Queen; Might Have Fallen Victim to Turn Undead

[General Patton]

The mom being abusive was probably her just tired of Ashley being a self destructive cunt.

It's common knowledge that they treat their families horribly when they have an eating disorders. I've seen mentions and rants on just how much hell they will put their parents through. Complete hell and misery.
I believe it was all Ashley.

 

[Diet Coke 4 Life]

Alright, dove all the way back to the beginning of her tumblr account (March, 2015 - she proudly posted her 10 posts badge).

She hasn't missed a month in the entire time she's had the account. She's always reposted something. On the lightest of months, she's done at least 30 reposts. On the heavier ones, we're looking at well over a hundred. Back in the earlier days of her tumblr, tons and tons of replies to anonymous questions. For the last 5 years, very infrequent engagement with others. But ALWAYS reposting.

I think it's a very safe bet that if November passes without a post, she's toast.

 

[Tasty Tatty]

"Might Have Fallen Victim to Turn Undead"

Wasn't she undead before? I mean, we can't see her and actually think she was alive. Her current status can't be "dead" or "undead" because that's what she's been for the past ten years.

I would imagine you have to have a certain personality type (i.e. retarded or fucked up in some way) to meet Ashley, befriend her and then travel to hang out with her in person.

Some women like to hang around someone who's ugly to either don' have competition or to pretend they're too nice.

 

[Diet Coke 4 Life]

Wasn't she undead before?

D&D reference, my dude. Game mechanic where clerics can either cause undead to shuffle away or potentially explode due to the power of their faith (or if it's an evil cleric, get the undead to obey them).

OT: What's kind of depressing is having gone through her tumblr, she used to post pictures of herself. She looked thin as fuck but not as gross as she looked towards the end back in her 2015/2016 days. Even had almost decent hair. It's kind of sad seeing how she fell (or at least, it would be sad if she wasn't such a bitch).

 

[Autistic Sandwich]

RIP Schrödinger's Skelly,
Lich Queen finally crossed into the other side to reign over the dead themselves.

 

[Randall Stevens]

The mom being abusive was probably her just tired of Ashley being a self destructive cunt.

To a sufficiently narcissistic and delusional person, being told things such as "I will not contribute to your fantasy" or "You are an adult" are largely indistinguishable from abuse.

Consider the recent adoption of the phrase "YOU'RE A _____PHOBE!" as a battle cry of the danger-hair clan. It has no objective meaning, but it satisfies their need to demonize and otherize what is objectively rational behavior on the part of people whose world-view differs from their own.

What mattered to Ash was not whether her mother was actually being in any way abusive, but rather that people who she considered tp be her peers agreed that her mother was being abusive, so that Ash could completely dismiss and disregard anything which her mother might have said to her which did not reinforce her own perceptions and desires.

So strange to post a memorial comment about someone and mainly reminisce about the things that you bought in her company. Really speaks to the closeness of your friendship and the strength of both your personalities.

Think back to Ashley's social media posts over the past several years. Have you seen a single photo of her outdoors in a park, or at a lake, or in a church?

Of the ones which aren't just an extreme closeup of her own body, how many of them are anything *other* than a photo of herself shopping at Target or Walmart, or proudly displaying merchandise which people have sent to her via Amazon?

Consumerism seems to have been the only "activity" in which she actively participated. So it does not surprise me at all that, for whatever people she associated with in the physical world, shopping for a toys or bits of clothing are the only specific memories of Ashley they can recall which seem inoffensive enough (in their judgement) to be mentioned In Memoriam.

 

[raspberry mocha]

Holy shit she actually died, not that it's surprising. RIP, this year has taken quite a few cows home to the eternal pasture.

 

[Haunted Tamagotchi]

Holy shit she actually died, not that it's surprising. RIP, this year has taken quite a few cows home to the eternal pasture.

Out of all the cow deaths this year, she’s simultaneously the most and least surprising. Like, I was shocked when I found out there’s a 99.9% chance she’s ascended to the skeleton farm in the countryside, but more in the way of “how did this not happen sooner”. Honestly wish I’d got her on my hypothetical death pool list this year instead of Eugenia.

 

[Diet Coke 4 Life]

Of the ones which aren't just an extreme closeup of her own body, how many of them are anything *other* than a photo of herself shopping at Target or Walmart, or proudly displaying merchandise which people have sent to her via Amazon?

Consumerism seems to have been the only "activity" in which she actively participated.

Sorry for the long delay, was offline touching grass.

Will state that in her early Tumblr days (2015/2016) she has photos of herself in cars, with other people out in public spaces and even (LE GASP) in natural lighting outside of buildings where there are trees. However, those pictures died off entirely 2017 on.

But you're right that her life in its final years was nothing but Target, close-in body shots, 'BE KIND I HAVE DISORDERS' and random animu bullshit.

 

[Accept Only Substitutes]

Sorry for the long delay, was offline touching grass.

Will state that in her early Tumblr days (2015/2016) she has photos of herself in cars, with other people out in public spaces and even (LE GASP) in natural lighting outside of buildings where there are trees. However, those pictures died off entirely 2017 on.

But you're right that her life in its final years was nothing but Target, close-in body shots, 'BE KIND I HAVE DISORDERS' and random animu bullshit.

Probably because she was wheelchair bound the last few years. The outdoors isn't terribly wheelchair friendly. Scootypuffs can get around pretty easily in parks, but she'd never show herself in a scootypuff!

So yeah, her world shrank and shrank, almost more than she did. It'd be sadder if she wasn't such an awful person.

I kind of hate to say she chose this, because you don't generally get to choose your mental illnesses, but at the same time she did choose this. She had years to get help before she got to the tipping point.

 

[Tasty Tatty]

think it's a very safe bet that if November passes without a post, she's toast.

So, she is.

It'd be funny if she somehow manages to resurface though.

 

[SouthernBitchBob]

It did take Lestat several years to recover from his injuries after all. Then again, an inferior fat blob undead creature like Lestat could only hope to match a svelte sorceress like Ashley.

 

[AnOminous]

I kind of hate to say she chose this, because you don't generally get to choose your mental illnesses, but at the same time she did choose this. She had years to get help before she got to the tipping point.

She refused any actual help and, worse, tried to drag recovering people back down to her level. How she died was so miserable I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy, but she was a genuinely bad person.

 

[Tasty Tatty]

Her pettiness is a different issue from her anorexia. Not every sick person, whether it's mental or physical illness, it's full of grace and virtues. Some fake being sick for attention, but others use their sickness to be bad people and control every body around them.

 

[everybody in Portugal]

Well, fuck... I wondered why her insta didn't have the usual Halloween vomit this year. Really thought she would outlive Luna Buna, at least. Ash was a catty bitch and I'm sad to see her go.

Slowly catching up after the best part of a year away, so iiif Luna Potat has actually carked it too, please don't spoiler me. I'll get there soon enough.

 

[Adrenochrome Dreams]

Was Ashley really such a bad person? The evidence given for this is her sending food to anorexics, many years ago, and manipulating female friends who she ended up becoming romantically obsessed with.

This was already part of her lore when the thread was started 10 years ago. She was 34 when she died, and as far as I know there’s no evidence of any such behaviours for a very long time.

If the above are the only things people have against her it’s not really fair to condemn her as a “bad person”.

In her social media posts, she mostly seemed to be ok, didn’t get involved in feuds, wasn’t rude for no reason, and generally seemed to have a good sense of humour and self awareness.

She was fucked up, obviously, but I don’t think she was evil.

 

[SouthernBitchBob]

At minimum her sins had calmed to factory standard malingerer. Using her hideous appearance for attention and sympathy while refusing treatment, the usual "poor poor me, I'm like this through no fault of my own, The Disorder made me do it" toxic relationship with everyone around her. That's not often interesting enough to get a cow started, but it's certainly a baseline personality that carries one through years of unrepentant assholery.

 

[Tasty Tatty]

She was fucked up, obviously, but I don’t think she was evil.

Maybe "evil" ain't the right word, but she was definitely petty and was capable of cruelty against others.

We can feel sorry for her illness and the things her illness caused to her, but she was also aware that she was ill and not only she didn't want to be helped, she knew she could use it to manipulate others. She knew the effect she provoked on others and she used her current aspect to rub what she did (to herself) on others, perhaps her own mother. That's definitely some malice that she was fine with.

Like I said, we tend to relate sick people with virtues because they are many times victims and they fight hard to get better, but some times, these people caused illnesses to their own in purpose and don't want to get better because they know people around them give them constant attention and they are under some sort of control and this wouldn't happen if they were healthy. It sounds hard to believe, but some people do like to be sick because they know they gain more by being sick (even when this means losing some independence) than being healthy and being on their own and having to deal with responsibilities. Other people know they can "punish" those around them by remaining sick as well.

 

[420teafox]

Was Ashley really such a bad person?
...as far as I know there’s no evidence of any such behaviours for a very long time.

She certainly wasn't a good person. Her following and interest in her had dwindled over the years, so even if she was engaging in those kinds of behaviors still, there's a chance we never would have known anyway. It seemed like she was still up to all her same antics, dry begging with almost every post she made, sympathy farming, and making sure to post the most shocking body checks she possibly could, while feigning innocence about it... knowing full well most of her friends/followers she regularly interacted with were disordered and probably would find it triggering. She found joy in either triggering or horrifying people.

You could always see echoes of the old, evil (or at least cruel) Ashley come out when someone would comment concern or remark on her horrorshow body checks. Or when they'd bring up another well known person with an ED like Eugenia Cooney. She legit said nobody was allowed to even mention Eugenia on her page. She wanted the ana-queen status and reveled in it. She'd go from this sweet innocent act to full on snarky bitch mode if someone dared to not kiss her ass in the way she wanted.

Her replies on Tumblr often were the most telling, but even on Instagram I'd see her cop attitude in comments, as if she didn't bring on the concern herself by what she posted. The "Don't bring up my appearance or health because I am mentally ill and this is a safe space" was bullshit and disingenuous. She lived for people commenting on her appearance. Literally lived for it. Survived on that spite. She reveled in the chance to let her bitchy side out. To know she worried, scared, or triggered people. She wanted a "safe space" while never affording the same to anyone else. The old Ash was always in there, even if the malnutrition dulled the razor sharp edges of her personality.

The silence and apathy in her death by anyone who knew her is telling. The fact that We, the humble farmers, seem to be the only ones who noticed or cared enough to acknowledge her passing and eulogize her in our own way speaks volumes to the bridges she must have burned with nearly everyone she knew. She was a bad person, and nothing of value was lost.

 

[AnOminous]

She was a bad person, and nothing of value was lost.

Other than the person she COULD have been, had she chosen to be that person.