Tommy just admit that Hideo took advantage of his career while you blown off pretty much every opportunity left on the table. You were a complete utter bitch to your roommates and you flock to whatever random group just to feel like anything more like roadside meat, but with that rotting bone to pick. Always that bone to pick. That was what you became instead of an actual cartoonist, well, you draw "toon" things but with the worst style since Tim Buckley -- and he was just a bore rather than anyone worth documenting. On the conversational spectrum everything is like a bad SNL skit, just turn Preston into a puppet with a pube wig and neckbeard then it all clicks.
EDIT: His vitriol is affecting my post quality SMH.