Whatever finally allowed The Reaper in, I expect Baggs' life-project of self-diagnosed uselessness (hereafter ref'd by * . See attach for one version. The original and the worst, Baggs leaves most Spoonies at the gate) to have been the source of a RL sequence that went something like:
Baggs is real-ill. The Lurgi? Another germ/fungus ball/etc? Clot a la Cuntal? Bedsores down to the bone? Dunno. Anyway...
Baggs is in hospital/containment facility, is challenged re actual v. disseminated med hx*; insists its all true - the incontinence, pain, needs that G-J feed & the 24/7 booger-glued supp O2; can't mobilize, see, talk, can't do owt but fester and flab out.
Baggs gets lots more real-ill.
Baggs' long lying medical history* becomes self-aware. The acute, real illness + the bullshit* + that eye-assaulting soul-searing utter fucking
ugly - all the appalling unrelieved mental and physical suffering reported by this uniquely misfortunate individual = palliative care only now. No ventilator, no heroic attempts!
Baggs hastily attempts to discard the entire edifice of spoony fakery . Doesn't matter anyway. The manifest reality of the morbid obesity and terminal slobbery is enough. It's CPAP and opiates and good luck Baggs!
Bye Baggs
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HERE'S Baggs' last bullshit base
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