Is it possible that he threatens suicide because he understands that he is in a hopeless situation? He is really considering suicide unlike other suicide baiters I mean.
Without the show, without the grift, without skills, being unemployable, well it is hard to see him surviving.
Especially without alcohol. He has drunk so much that going cold turkey will kill him.
Kind of poetic isn't it? If
@theralph wants to kill himself all he needs to do is to do nothing and that includes not taking alcohol. The withdrawal symptoms will kill him.