If he stops taking his medicine for a few days and then toke up, then suddenly everything seems cooler. He feels GREAT because thats what drugs make you feel good momentarily man. All that stuff that sucks? its not important man, its all in the past and stuff. He feels good right now. This is great. Fuck my dad. Yeah, FUCK HIM for what he did, running out on us like that. Who needs him? Not me! I'm much stronger than that. Thats right, because I am COMMANDER STRYKER bitch! The world can't stop me, my faults and my problems can't stop me, because they're like inside my head man. So yeah like, its obvious how great I am. Why can't people understand that? I feel right now how I want to always feel, I should always feel this way and I deserve to feel this way all the time. I am a Commander, after all. Why can't other people see that!? Everything is so great and interesting and awesome and I feel the way I deserve to feel but nobody understands that, nobody respects me. Nobody respects me. Well they should. Because I deserve respect. And I get it from my fans. My fans. They respect me. They have to. I deserve it. But everyone needs to. I DEMAND IT!
RESPECT ME! RESPECT ME!
The dull, uninteresting world dissolves away to Jace's delusions, where he's always right, he cannot fail, and the world is exactly as his ego shapes his vision to see it.