Julian talks about being impulsive and DD having to stop him from jumping fences.
Julian talks about losing faith in humanity, including DD.
Julian talks about having a realistic panic attack when he sees a smiling friends DVD at Walmart and people drawing Digital Circus porn. He talks about threatening to break up with DD for not wanting to talk about these things.
Julian talks about how it's unfair to DD that DD has to babysit him and try to control him, BossManJules punches a hole in the wall.
Julian feels like he's being silenced and reacts badly when he feels that way. Julian talks about the "oneyplays ruined my life" line and seems to think it made people angry.
Jules appreciates DD sticking with him in spite of everything, talks about how he thought DD was his enemy and a threat at times (watch out for that tuba Julian).
Julian talks about promising not to kill himself/self harm, and how he broke that promise.
"Christine" Weston Chandler gets a shoutout.
Julian laments DD and others getting caught in the crossfire, says DD has proven his dedication to him.
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DD+J wanted to avoid conflict.
People in their chat got bullied.
Julian says this didn't need to be a public spectacle, doesn't know how they could've avoided it.
Julian expresses confusion about people not seeing that there was a problem during his time with OneyPlays, talks about being haunted by it, worries about the idea that people who are interested in them might also like OneyPlays.
Julian talks about Chris telling people to leave them alone and acknowledges that Chris can't control what everybody does.
Julian felt a responsibility to talk about their situation, and how that stressed DD out. Julian felt like DD was going too soft.
Julian talks about striving to forgive.
Julian responds to someone floating the idea of collaborating with other creators, he can't imagine anyone would want anything to do with them.
Julian talks about their financial situation.
Julian talks about a failed fundraiser they did to move out of their current home.
No "back to school" arc for Julian, but a stint at McDonalds might be on the cards.
Julian talks about professionalism, how DD tended to be more professional, and how it's something Julian's struggled with.
Couples therapy for DD+J.
Julian relates his personal drama to broader societal strife (this comes up a lot).
Julian applies a horror analogy to his situation.
Trannies most affected.
Chat is under attack.
Julian talks about how intensely he feels fear and correlates his personal issues with bad things happening in America and the world at large.
Julian talks about most of the people coming after them being bigots.
Julian talks about struggling with communication in every relationship he's had, how he has an unrealistic need for people to agree with him on things.
Julian illustrates his impulsivity with a story about huffing ammonia after being told it's dangerous, and how he would physically bolt out the door and run away when stressed, forcing DD to bust out the brass and tuba vore vacuum him back to the safety of his embrace.
Julian talks about his experience with hypoglycemia and how not eating breakfast makes him suicidal. HE'S FAT!!!
Julian gives everyone the go-ahead to make mean jokes about him.
Julian talks about being terrorised by lets plays and threatened by The Emoji Movie.
Julian talks about the importance of media preservation.
Julian suffers as Christ on the cross, sacrificing himself so you can lol @ funi internet video.
Jules finds an unexpired can of Chef Boyardee stuffed in the bell of a tuba, score!
Julian is tormented by the popularity of Oney Plays/Smiling Friends/Digital Circus.
Julian realizes it's not fair to ask that these things disappear because of his negative reaction to them.
Julian says this is the last time this drama will come up.
Julian re-iterates that he doesn't want to cancel anyone, or stop people from engaging with people he doesn't like.
Julian talks about getting mad at DD for wanting to handle things in a civil manner, telling him to address it now now now now now.
Julian thinks he wouldn't be fast enough to participate in a game jam.
Julian talks about how this drama was always going to come up no matter what.
Julian talks about the summer heat being a factor in their situation, and the world going crazy in general.
Julian directs his chat members to KF to catch up all the hot goss.
Julian talks about how they're potentially going to be killed/cancelled.
Their chat is under attack! Their lives are in danger!
Julian talks about DD being a weak little bitch and having to push DD to stand up for him on stream.
More talk about the world at large falling apart.
Julian panics about the possibility of Earth being struck by a meteor.