I mean she's said for awhile she's some kind of 'LGBTQA' and awhile ago flat out said she's an ace.. It's possible she was abused or something, but the way she blabs about everything I really doubt it. It's always piddly stuff like her dad said covid shots were BS or something stupid.
Or, considering everything else we know about her life, she's just
that fucking autistic. Her lack of understanding of normal male-female sexual relationships goes back to early highschool at a minimum when she was writing rape fantasies about other people's prom night dates in 2 seater porsche's. It's not even that clearly the guys must go out raping their prom dates that's the issue, it's that she couldn't even figure out of all the cars for people to go fuck in, a 2-seater '90s porsche? Like how the fuck is that supposed to work outside of a blowjob or a handy?
Fast forward to the channel awesome days going to conventions, and lets ignore the jewwario being a rapist bit for a moment. Somehow she never noticed for years that some of the more socially acclimated male CA members(and other minor e-celebs) might have also been trolling for pussy at these conventions?
Then we've got stories of her trips to Japan where she might have gotten bumped into someone who wasn't paying attention but that turns into someone cramming their fingers into her mouth like they're examining the teeth of a horse, or the 2nd time where it was someone grabbing her face and then apparently in slow motion trying to get a kiss. But somehow the land of the rising sun where she's been allegedly sexually assaulted twice isn't a problem.
Now you could chalk all of that up to being abuse, but like I said it also goes with all of the other dumb shit we've seen her do. The constantly wearing the stupid starfield merch jacket because it has "marzgurl" sewn onto it as if she could never have done that on her own with anything else. The casually treating her husband of a decade like he's just a roommate paying his share of the rent when speaking about him online or even going out to dinner with friends. The idea that people will actually sit and watch a video of her whining about Vic for 11 hours. The need to stuff her face during a 90 minute streamed interview with a webcam on because she couldn't think to have just eaten beforehand, or just wait a fucking hour. The ridiculous podcast of hers about City Hunter that no one watches where she goes on for anywhere from 40 to 55 minutes on average to discuss episodes of a 35+ year old anime that are usually only 22-ish minutes long once you ignore the opening and ending scenes. The refusing to dress like a normal 40 year old woman, along with the refusal to stop consooming like she's still a just out of highschool idiot living at home with no responsibilities. The awkward as fuck random topic podcast she used to have for years and still could never figure out how to have a normal looking podcast.
Speaking of that podcast, 219 episodes of this shit. Here's a random episode from season 7 out of 9 total so you'd think they might have gotten their shit together by then? No.
It's an hour of an awkward conversation with awful lighting, a green screen that they're just covering up so the images behind them are irrelevant, Armz constantly interrupting her roommate, e-begging for magfest plane tickets in December 2016. Well it went on for 2 more seasons maybe they figure it out in season 9 in 2019?
Fuck no, now the audio is even somehow out of sync. But my point is, they couldn't look at what they were doing and even try to compare it to any podcast with an actual audience and see if they could improve things other than change the screen layout that occupies 1/3(probably more, definitely more than the season 7 episode)) of the space and is mostly just their e-begging for donations.
If all of her insane hangups were purely about normal relationships and fucking, I'd be willing to throw money at the bet about the abuse. But no, every damned thing she does shows that she has basically zero social awareness until something is pointed out to her after the fact, or a complete refusal to change anything on her own unless absolutely forced to and I include when she felt it was time to eat during that interview as a part of that. It's not even that eating on stream itself is a problem, other people do it all the time especially when they stream for multiple hours a day but if they're the only one speaking rather than being interviewed then there's no awkward moment of the interviewer asking a question and needing to wait for the person to chew and swallow for their food before responding, or just yapping with their mouth full of food on camera(some still do this obviously).
So no, she's just an autistic 40 year old weeb who would rather be a NEET if actually having to do anything in life that she didn't find personally entertaining were an option.