Your "if they test positive" was basically saying "THEY WILL TEST POSITIVE." You fucking KNEW that you piece of shit.
I genuinely love how the holes in his wet brain led him to argue that the more likely possibility was the 9-year-old, who’s “constantly supervised” in a literal crack den, picking up cocaine
somewhere outside the home. Like, what are the odds of a random 9-year-old even seeing cocaine, let alone testing positive for it? Basically zero.
And he said that
in court... not on his stream, not X, but in
actual court. A masterpiece of delusion and stupidity.
He is unbelievably stupid, but also banks on people being at least as stupid as him, like all narcissists. I can't blame him for it after seeing the baldowashers and wine moms delusional takes on him.
If you're reading this, he's not gonna fuck you for it. Well, actually, he just might. No standards.
I thought victory was supposed to be sweet, and not intensify your bitterness. Nick is such an unhappy fuck that he'll never be able to just be content with his life.
He honestly seems incapable of ever living a normal life again. It feels like he’s done so much damage to his brain and chemistry that every waking moment is like clawing his way out of hell. You can see it in his eyes, the misery,
the horror of simply existing. He leads a damned, cursed life. He was always fucked up compared to a normal person, but this? All his fault. But drugs are fun!
There’s no real happiness left for him, not in the way regular people experience it. He’s likely burned out his receptors, and any meaningful recovery is a distant, uphill crawl. That’s the cruel edge of addiction people don’t talk about enough - the long-term emotional ruin.
That’s why he’s constantly chasing scraps of dopamine: starting fights with Aaron, petty squabbles with irrelevant people, obsessing over every perceived slight. Impotent rage, bitter seething, and tiny hollow “wins” are all he has left to feel anything that is not depression. It’s the only thing keeping his broken self afloat.
