Back when I was but a mere stalker child with unmedicated autism, my life got flip-turned upside down. I was in the hallway with an iPad just sittin’ right there, looking at pictures of the old cars in Bel-Air.
While looking at pictures comparing the evolution of Chrysler 300 models, I thought it would be cool to see if there were any videos of the cars morphing as the years went on.
However, when I went to YouTube, the only things I could find were movie maker slideshows cycling through pictures of the different models. Not to be deterred, I attempted to put in different search terms. After a while, I was able to find one video called “Ford Mustang transformation” or something along those lines. It wasn’t the car that I was looking for, but it was the format I wanted, with a 2D profile drawing morphing to the different generations.
Seeing this, I decided it would be a good idea to “adjust” my search query to something like “C300 transformation.” The results I got did not contain any Chrysler 300-series cars. However, looking at the thumbnails, I still decided to watch the video, thinking something like “haha boobs”. After watching one, I watched another, and another, and another. Eventually I was looking for these TG transformation videos on a regular basis. This had within the span of a week developed into a full on fetish. I would look at TG TF content regularly, getting more and more hardcore over the years, all the while keeping it a complete secret from anyone I knew. By 2020, I was in several Discord servers centered around TG TF.
The only thing that snapped me out of it was when someone in one of these servers DMed me and asked if I was a troon. Naturally, I responded by saying something along the lines of “no lol.” However, this person was persistent, insisting I was one and that “Looking at TG TF proved it”. It escalated, and blocking them and deleting my Discord alt I realized the hole I had dug myself into. I’m better now
