As much as I don't want to defend an irredeemable dick-wad like Justin Sevakis, he actually comes from Detroit-area Michigan despite trying so hard to blend into libtard paradises like NYC and LA. His mom is Chinese, I'm assuming an immigrant, and the white side of his family are normalfag white Michiganders with ties to the auto industry and the Lutheran Church. So with a background like that, I can at least conceptualize why he would be in the closet even if it made no sense after he left Michigan behind and no one he surrounded himself with would give a shit like you said.
I can't remember the Boys Over Flowers thing, and I thankfully do not follow his Twitter account to hear about his gay Jon Arbuckle style failures at dating. It wouldn't surprise me though if there was more to it and I was wrong. He is a huge fucking weirdo that doesn't seem like a well adjusted human being despite attempts to present the opposite.
Justin Sevakis has major Elliot Roger Asian Mom White Dad Hapa energy going on. Despite how common AFWM couples are, there's been an observance that hapa kids from those families grow up more deranged and insane, if Elliot Roger and Lindsey Souvaranth wasn't evidence enough. Again, I wouldn't know for all households, but the worst case scenario goes that the dad's obvious inferiority superiority complex has him vent how he has a based hold on asians because he scored an asian woman, and the mom vents about her inferiority superiority complex that because she is now "one of the white girls" she can shittalk about her roots while cursing that she is still asian by blood, because to her, white people essentially rule the world. Hapa kids are also torn up between being "not white enough" when it comes to other white kids. There are shit kids, but asians kids tend to not give a fuck more often than not about hapa kids, unless they're Japanese American or from a whitewashed household. This also doesn't go into the extended family, which I'm sure goes over well as trying to draw blood from a stone.
Moreover, South California and upper crust NYC has always been a very divisive place where people huff their farts and think that they're at the top of the world and can do anything there, thinking they're the center of the world because Hollywood and other media giants make their home there. To go off the beaten trail, Elliot Roger, as much of a fuckhead cuck loser he was, tried to appease the preppies and rich frat kids in his neighborhood, which on levels of measurable douchebaggotry, is over 9000 in places like Westwood, Beverly Hills, and the Valley. Instead of realizing that such people are spoiled wankers who will be as NPC as a garbage can on the street and go and find normal people to hangout with, his upbringing had him try to keep going back to said douchebags. Of course, this is also a two way street- Social Justice types tend to be very inclusive unless you share their mentality and beliefs.
So with paragraph A with paragraph B added together, you have a perfect storm of a mess of a person. Worst case AFWM hapa kids tend to suffer greater rates of mental illness and criminal behavior because of all of that molded and internalized self hate by mom, dad, and the community they live in. I guarantee too Detroit was no picnic, as the 80s was where you could not relax around blacks as a guaranteed rule to survive in that city and whitey was angry that Japan made better cars than GM and Ford.
Also, another thing I made note of from another thread about Chris Chan. I can't find the post, but along with indicating narcissism, a personality that does disturbing antisocial shit while being self pitying, projective, and talking shit in bad faith on everyone else is indicative of a rapist.
Also, Justin sure is a homosexual, but I am guaranteed that if you bring up that he tried dating women, he'd deny it and claim he was born gay all day every way. If you ask me, I legit think Justin quit looking for pussy because he couldn't get laid as easy as his other peers and that triggered him. Life's more than sex, but then again, even advice is lost on these sick fuck morons. These are also the fucks who get angry that fanservice is in their precious anime while they let convention kids get groomed and fucked by their friends and associates. So tl;dr they are sexually frustrated faggot losers.
And as much as this dude and his circle hated religion, this is a good case of a person who probably needed it the most. People at the bottom turn to Christ for a reason. That's why Christianity is ingrained into Alcoholics Anonymous, but I'm sure he was so jaded against it in part due to his social circle that would mock him like they did Vic for his religiosity that was literally impossible for him after years of living the complete opposite.
I don't feel bad. I know that if I pass, I'll be glad that I won't share the same space in heaven as a hypocrite bigot faggot that doesn't exist anymore due to his nihilism and despair.
Outside of that scathing sentiment, yeah, Zac put himself in both that dead end and that kind of social circle that fucked him over in the end.
And everyone at ANN deserves shit for this too considering he couldn't afford healthcare, opting out of it for extra pay, at this literal dead-end job that he destroyed himself at. Maybe he would have had the same fate outside of this dumb gaijin chicken-shit niche industry due to being a fucked up alcoholic, but he may have had a shot at least in another timeline where he was working somewhere else that could actually better provide for him and had a different social circle with better friends who supported him and where he could meet women who were not irredeemable self-centered users like Hope.
Nah, Zac was always a ticking time bomb of projective self hate who made life hell for everyone around him. Again, I don't care how abused he was in the past, that's no excuse to be a fucking ungrateful fatheaded self righteous asshole. Hell, I consider it a blessing that he had to disgrace the anime fandom, for both reasons of God's/heaven's/life's plans and that deep down, he knew his actions had consequences and it ate at him. Him taking his own life with no casualties other than himself is what I would consider a miracle. Usually abused mean kids tend to grow up to be serial killers and sociopaths. I'm glad Zac turned out to be a total fucking loser than our own version of Tsutomu Miyazaki. Like, maybe if his parents weren't shitheads and weren't white trash poor he'd be better, but it's too late now.
Why would Lynzee hide this?
I guess that people would make the comment that "yeah, a grand wizard for the anime KKK".
