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p1138 dijo:
True, which is probably why I didn't think of that at the time. He can't stub his toe without whining about it.

He wouldn't go hang out with them when he was in IL and they invited him to show up. He wouldn't get on the plane.
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I think his inclination for powerleveling has been curbed quite a bit in recent years, and there are certain topics even the most shameless bigmouth oversharers are reticent about. Given his sheltered fundamentalist Republican upbringing, I can see him not wanting to admit going to rehab because that's only for druggie criminal.

In retrospect I think you're right about him having been an alcoholic at some point even if he isn't now. People with his brand of mental issues are at a high risk to self-medicate and Spoony has zero ability to govern himself without someone like Scarlet or Miles providing some sort of structure. April wasn't exactly cracking the whip so there was nobody to force him to work or prevent him from drinking himself into a stupor every day.
 
Spooky Dogwood dijo:
People say "they get along", but I doubt Miles could so much as make a suggestion without causing a tantrum.
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I assume they get along in the sense that Spoony never leaves his room and Miles lives his life like there's one less room in the house.
JoeyJoJo dijo:
Spoony was always a dick to people, even in his heyday.
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The problem with this type of personality is it hits different in your 30s and beyond. It's like being the party animal guy who's always wasted: wacky and endearing in college, a pathetic cry for help once you reach middle age.
 
Human Butthole dijo:
Funny, I just looked up his Big Trouble in Little China review. Too bad he couldn't keep up.
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The real problem he had. Just look it up, was terminal TDS. All the other spiraling on it was from that. Same as all the loser CA millennials. With Spoony it wasn't the absolutely only cause, but it was TDS.
 
mlanguishi dijo:
The real problem he had. Just look it up, was terminal TDS. All the other spiraling on it was from that. Same as all the loser CA millennials. With Spoony it wasn't the absolutely only cause, but it was TDS.
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Even if Hilary had won, he'd still be in the same place he was. Because he learned that he could just give up and someone would come take care of him, so he saw no need to be better because he has no pride in himself. He has an ego, sure, but he doesn't care about making a good video or doing something for the fans. It's all about him and what makes life easy for him. And what's easier than bumming around your brother's house while occasionally making a stream here and there for easy cash?
 
Arthur Morgan dijo:
Even if Hilary had won, he'd still be in the same place he was. Because he learned that he could just give up and someone would come take care of him, so he saw no need to be better because he has no pride in himself. He has an ego, sure, but he doesn't care about making a good video or doing something for the fans. It's all about him and what makes life easy for him. And what's easier than bumming around your brother's house while occasionally making a stream here and there for easy cash?
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He had 4 years under Biden and he was still useless to society. So this whole "He became a shut in because of Trump" just doesn't hold water.
 
JohnMc dijo:
He had 4 years under Biden and he was still useless to society. So this whole "He became a shut in because of Trump" just doesn't hold water.
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It wasn't just Trump himself, it was the Twitter ecosystem built around trying to make unaccomplished losers feel like they're better than a modern American icon.
For Spoony I would say Mark Hamill influenced his actual behavior more. It's safe and easy to throw bombs when you're already Luke Skywalker, but for the average nerdy content creator to follow his example and draw a huge line in the sand over political opinions ensures you'll be lucky if you still retain half your audience afterwards, and that's a sacrifice the smalltime creators can't afford. Notice how Doug gets this better than anyone else at CA, and that's why he's still standing.
 
A Big Bumbling Black Man dijo:
It wasn't just Trump himself, it was the Twitter ecosystem built around trying to make unaccomplished losers feel like they're better than a modern American icon.
For Spoony I would say Mark Hamill influenced his actual behavior more. It's safe and easy to throw bombs when you're already Luke Skywalker, but for the average nerdy content creator to follow his example and draw a huge line in the sand over political opinions ensures you'll be lucky if you still retain half your audience afterwards, and that's a sacrifice the smalltime creators can't afford. Notice how Doug gets this better than anyone else at CA, and that's why he's still standing.
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While it's true Hollywood pulled that bullshit, and it definitely influenced people like Noah to do the same, that's still a copout.

He finished his Ultima 9 bullshit in September 2015, that somehow took 2 years after the first part in January 2013. His spoony movie announcement was in October 2014. Big Trouble in Little China was August 2014.

Meanwhile, it was constant videos about fucking WWE that no one gave a shit about, a couple movie reviews, 5 hours of his Twilight Saga vlog, and the occasional "black hole of board games" over the course of 2 years. While spoony clearly did have a case of TDS, and was certainly influenced by Hollywood to do so, he had already fallen off with his content production. At the same time he was posting about wrestling and comics and twitter nonstop.
 
JohnMc dijo:
He had 4 years under Biden and he was still useless to society. So this whole "He became a shut in because of Trump" just doesn't hold water.
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A Big Bumbling Black Man dijo:
It wasn't just Trump himself, it was the Twitter ecosystem built around trying to make unaccomplished losers feel like they're better than a modern American icon.
For Spoony I would say Mark Hamill influenced his actual behavior more. It's safe and easy to throw bombs when you're already Luke Skywalker, but for the average nerdy content creator to follow his example and draw a huge line in the sand over political opinions ensures you'll be lucky if you still retain half your audience afterwards, and that's a sacrifice the smalltime creators can't afford. Notice how Doug gets this better than anyone else at CA, and that's why he's still standing.
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Trump Derangement Syndrome is never the disease. It is more a symptom. It is the byproduct of a lot of mental-illness and personal dysfunction. There is many reasons why people act the way they do on social media. For Spoony I would wager that sperging out everyday online was merely an easier creative outlet than streaming or making a video. It was something he was able to latch onto with ease in his depressed state.

There is a reason why all these TDS personalities have a lot of embarrassing personal issues. Even some of the revelations that have come out about Mark Hamill are shocking. TDS was right up Spoony's alley. He had all the right ingredients to get absorbed into it like so many other psychiatric casualties online.
 
MAJOR SPOONY UPDATE

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It has been some time since there's been a major suicide bait from him, but he officially declares that it is indeed over now and the movie is not happening and he's at the end. (And it's all April's fault, well maybe not totally, but she took his dremel)

Noah Antwiler‬ ‪@thespoonyone.bsky.social‬
· 4h
It's been over ten years since I've produced any video content or done, well, anything with my life, really. I've been nothing but a burden to my family and you guys for all that time. I think perhaps it's time to admit to myself what you've all probably known for years now: that I'm done.

‪Noah Antwiler‬ ‪@thespoonyone.bsky.social‬

· 4h
I've struggled for years with this. And I've tried. I really have. But even if I did come back, the culture and the platforms available have made it so that content production, for me is basically impossible and not a viable career option by any stretch. I don't know what to do with my life anymore.


‪Noah Antwiler‬ ‪@thespoonyone.bsky.social‬
· 4h
The truth is that I've been useless to everyone ever since I parted ways with April. The breakup destroyed me, and that's entirely on me for not being able to deal with it. The only thing that's brought me any solace is in raising my dogs, and I'm fully aware of how pathetic and sad that truly is.

‪Noah Antwiler‬ ‪@thespoonyone.bsky.social‬

· 4h
I'm at a loose end with my life now. Video production was all I was ever any good at. It was all I ever wanted to do. And now I can't even face getting in front of a camera anymore for all the feelings of shame and inadequacy I feel. I just don't know what to do except thank you all for your support

So thank you. Thank you all for your belief in me and all the years of loyalty, even through the years of troubles and even though I didn't deserve it. Thank you for giving a bum like me the chance to make you laugh and forget all your cares for a while. It was an honor to be a guest in your home.

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aha what a little baby

it's like, i dunno man. you keep being like "i cant do ANYTHING. NOTHING makes me happy." and its like idk maybe instead of aiming for happy you need to aim for better. maybe if you actually accomplished something even though it wasnt fun youd have the confidence to do stuff

like i dunno the conflation between 'fun' and 'productive' is telling to me
 
mlanguishi dijo:
MAJOR SPOONY UPDATE

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It has been some time since there's been a major suicide bait from him, but he officially declares that it is indeed over now and the movie is not happening and he's at the end. (And it's all April's fault, well maybe not totally, but she took his dremel)
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haha like mellon collie and the infinite sadness amiright!

dumbass spoon guy
 
Sugriva dijo:
He'll do anything except make another dumb video lol.
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Or get a job.

All his simps always said he got them through their dark times, but he couldn't save himself. I'll actually be looking for a Warthog reply I guess. It is kind of weird that he and Marzgurl are my original cows. I figured she'd outlast him and I guess has.

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I wasn't even asking for a new video and I'm still let down. He could've at least been living for himself in a good way that improved his quality of life, but instead it's constant depression marathon of self-loathing with no true awareness to change upon self-criticism? Why would anyone punish themselves this hard for nothing?
 
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