Fighting for my life 06/06/20 - Amberlynn will soon be seeing her mother, for the first time in 12 years

"I need to do everything the doctors tell me to". Yeah something tells me if the doctors tell her to do anything that involves calorie restriction suddenly she'll be back to what works for her.

That's going to be her fucking epitath on her headstone at this point:

Amberlynn Reid

1990 - 2020

"I know what works for me."
 
"Go insane without youtube" = "Go broke without youtube"

Lmao she doesn't want to change or feel like she has cancer... chemotherapy is gonna beat her dumb ass.

Her attitude is back and it makes my empathy wane.
 
Her mother, who she hasn't seen in 12 years is coming for a week long visit. Both are in for a shock - neither will meet up to the other's expectations & I don't think Mom is ready for a grown up toddler.

Amber wants normalcy, she wants to feel like she doesn't have it.

Hate to be the one to tell her but this IS her new normal & how it goes depends a good deal on how she behaves; especially in regards to listening to rthe doctor & changing her diet.

I still don't think she can begin to grasp how this is going to overturn her normal life for quite a long period of time.
 
Her mother, who she hasn't seen in 12 years is coming for a week long visit. Both are in for a shock - neither will meet up to the other's expectations & I don't think Mom is ready for a grown up toddler.

Amber wants normalcy, she wants to feel like she doesn't have it.

Hate to be the one to tell her but this IS her new normal & how it goes depends a good deal on how she behaves; especially in regards to listening to rthe doctor & changing her diet.

I still don't think she can begin to grasp how this is going to overturn her normal life for quite a long period of time.
I hope Amber will at least have the decency to throw out all the garbage she has been hoarding, and clean her fucking room, but honestly when you see your daughter being 500+ lbs after 12 years of not seeing anymore, those are just peanuts.
 
Why does she sound so happy? Why is she smiling?
Why did she even upload? She has cancer, filming a video should be the last thing on her mind.
Also... I don't understand why she's so anxious to see her mother. She cared more about drugs than she did her own children when Amber was a child and they don't even know each other at this point.
 
I may be wrong because I couldn't make it past 2 minutes before I rage quit, but now I feel more than ever that this stupid bitch exaggerated her diagnosis based off her inbred low IQ misinterpretation of what the doctor said, and what we're seeing here in this video is her back to her normal cunt attention junkie self, and there's an ever so slight hint of sheepishness because this thing has spread like wildfire that even her family is stopped to take notice, and she's going to try to balance riding it out between the fans from her newfound youtube fame and her family. She's a complete moron, she might as well admit she misunderstood now, because she's too stupid to be able to carry this out for much longer and it's going to come crashing down hard when people figure out she was malingering for attention and youtube coin and her sideshow of a channel is going to be permanently ruined
 
Says she'll keep uploading her pre recorded videos because "people want her to"

Fucking where, woman?

The first video she uploaded after her video of her crying about going to the ER got a bunch of dislikes and people telling her to not upload them because they are all your typical clickbait and trolling bullshit and they make her look bad. But keep shooting yourself in the foot even more, boo.
 
When has Amber fought for anything? Even her own health?

This to me translates as: "Getting my mom to do my fighting for me"
 
Why did she even upload? She has cancer, filming a video should be the last thing on her mind.
Bills don't care that she's got cancer, she still has to pay them. Along with a bunch of new bills because she just couldn't be bothered to get insurance.

On a positive note, we might be spared the usual month-long release of prerecorded videos from her annual Lexington Staycation.
 
This is why I have a hard time feeling real empathy for her beyond the obvious 'cancer sucks and I wouldn't wish it on anyone' feelings. She's just... never going to change. Given her history, and even her demeanor in this video already, she might take the doctor's advice seriously for 5 minutes before she gets frustrated and decides she 'knows what's best' for her.
 
I think Amber is coming off as phony to a lot of people because her personality is just... like that. Her coping mechanism has been shown time and time again to be... food. And also, denial. She denies her weight is unhealthy, she denies that she's responsible for her weight, etc. This is her denial of the cancer; to act as though nothing is happening and be the same ass Amber as she was for the past 29 and a half years. That person also happens to be a phony narcissist. Unless she changes, gets help, what have you, that denial will be her undoing.
 
I'm about 5 minutes in and it seems Amber is back to normal.

EDIT: Good lord she can't pronounce "creatin" :story:

"I need to do everything the doctors tell me to". Yeah something tells me if the doctors tell her to do anything that involves calorie restriction suddenly she'll be back to what works for her.

In order for her to get treatment, she's going to have to lose more weight than she's ever lost in her life, if we assume she can get a hysterectomy at 400 lbs like Chantal did. I don't think that's sunk into her head yet.
So she needs to lose 103ish lbs before she can have surgery, wow even if ALR had self control that takes time and her cancer will only develop, probably spread and get worse. She's done for!
 
"Go insane without youtube" = "Go broke without youtube"

Lmao she doesn't want to change or feel like she has cancer... chemotherapy is gonna beat her dumb ass.

Her attitude is back and it makes my empathy wane.
Chemotherapy will fuck her up in plenty of ways. Monetary, emotionally and physically.

However there's the chance Amber refuses treatment. Power level here, but if you see some of the people who go into chemo, some just look absolutely fucking miserable.

I expect Amber to not do chemo, she'll maybe have a treatment once, then claim that she's done.

Hell, she may not even get to the first treatment. It's very expensive and a lot to deal with. Everyday for fucking 4 weeks, having to wheel her fat ass to the oncologists. Can you see her doing that?
 
please do not address your posts directly to the lolcows, it's cringe worthy
I don't buy it.

Like a couple of people have said now, there's a good chance she heard 'precancerous' or something and her dumb ass heard 'cancer' and ran with it. She's a narc and a drama queen and dumber than a fucking brick on top of that. I'll believe her diagnosis when there's actual proof.
 
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