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Scroll down to "next topic" to avoid the pi Amber is taking off her makeup after sleeping with it on again. She's draped in a blanket...I mean her shirt actually. Anyways, someone not named sent her a tweet. They tweeted her and said: "Why don't you consistently vlog anymore. I feel like since you've reached 80k subs, you don't care about your content anymore, like anything goes. I've been there when you were less than 10k subs, because you seemed more dedicated then." Amber took that to heart. She doesn't believe that's true. She doesn't care more or less now and she doesn't just upload anything and call it a day. She's struggling with her mental state. "Wear and tear", she calls it, on her mood, energy, emotions, motivation for life, sleep schedule, etc. etc. Cries about her anxiety being worse and having a bad anxiety attack a week (?) ago, but decided not to milk it for money this time. The attack was so bad that Becky wanted to call the ambulance, but Amber told her not to. She hasn't been stable and she doesn't want it to show it in her videos... like she always does??? Rarity is playing with a bag in the background.
She cares about subs, supporters and her videos, but just because people think her content is trash, doesn't mean she doesn't like that content herself. You know, like the videos with the ultra exciting dish washing segments to them. It's not even always about enjoying it, but also the bad stuff, like gaining weight or having a hard tyme. She cares despite uploading less often. She received that tweet after the Becky spooky stories video. She swears someone requested that video. She does admit that not everyone wants to see that shit. The haydurz want to see the worst of her: pigging out, making a mockery of herself, etc. She not just gonna sit there and show that for views, says the person who make troll videos from time to time to try and "rile" people up. Also Mukbangs. She wants Becky to share her spooky stories, so fuck y'all!
If a youtuber uploads once a week, does that mean they do not care anymore? I mean, sometimes??? She's not gonna upload a sit down video once per week, but she will also not upload every day. She loved uploading everyday, but it gave a lot of people the power to talk shit about her in the comments or whatever. What's the point of uploading every day if she's going to receive hate and vitriol? 90% of youtubers don't receive hate for their Youtube schedule, many don't even have a schedule! Many stable youtubers also don't lie constantly and back out of multiple promises. She's going through some real shit right now that she doesn't want to share, plus she doesn't really do much every single day, so what is she's going to film for us? I don't know, I guess another pity party video where she complain about her mental problems, but doesn't do anything about it? What happened to her therapist, btw? Vlogging is mentally challenging for her. God, it pisses me off how she's complaining about being paid to sit down and talk about her failing life. The tweet rubbed her the wrong way.
Next topic: Weight update. Becky hasn't been weighing herself or talking to Amber about it (she's getting bigger). She gained exactly the 3.8 pounds back, but nothing more than that. Seems hard to believe that at her weight. She gained it back, because she's been eating just whatever. So what have we learned here? She's hasn't been binging as hard as she usually does, which is why she only gained the 3.8 lbs back. She can usually gain 7 in a week, so 3.8 is "not that bad", at over 540, btw. It's not a victory to her though and it makes her "sad".
Amber is inspired by this other fat chick that lost 300 pounds and has received advice from her. What that woman did to lose weight was to eat 2400 calories per day. Took her like 2 1/2 years to lose the weight. Amber is hesitant to cut her calories, because she has BED (NO you do NOT!) Amber will try to "replica" that diet and see if it works. 2400 cal diet has worked for her in the past. The broad Amber is talking about is apparently stunning right now, but was also stunning at Amber's current weight. I guess she means "stunning" as in "how can a human get so large?"
She knows she will receive flack for this new diet plan, but you have to try what works for you. "Try 1000 different things 60 different times. It's okay!" Yes, take this golden advice from a 550 lb woman! "The key to any weight loss journey is don't give up completely. If I have given up completely, I would be over 600 pounds." I'm speechless. She's not tryna make excuses for herself, but BED! CAN'T HELP IT! Next Monday, she hopes to be at a "good weight". She will not talk about her goals openly to avoid accounta-I mean, because she usually doesn't follow through when she speaks publicly about it. The goals are written down in one of her journals. She changed her goal weight, but she will not share it right now. She cares about us, she cares about her job, but she's not going to upload everyday. Hope yall enjoyed this rant. Bye.
She cares about subs, supporters and her videos, but just because people think her content is trash, doesn't mean she doesn't like that content herself. You know, like the videos with the ultra exciting dish washing segments to them. It's not even always about enjoying it, but also the bad stuff, like gaining weight or having a hard tyme. She cares despite uploading less often. She received that tweet after the Becky spooky stories video. She swears someone requested that video. She does admit that not everyone wants to see that shit. The haydurz want to see the worst of her: pigging out, making a mockery of herself, etc. She not just gonna sit there and show that for views, says the person who make troll videos from time to time to try and "rile" people up. Also Mukbangs. She wants Becky to share her spooky stories, so fuck y'all!
If a youtuber uploads once a week, does that mean they do not care anymore? I mean, sometimes??? She's not gonna upload a sit down video once per week, but she will also not upload every day. She loved uploading everyday, but it gave a lot of people the power to talk shit about her in the comments or whatever. What's the point of uploading every day if she's going to receive hate and vitriol? 90% of youtubers don't receive hate for their Youtube schedule, many don't even have a schedule! Many stable youtubers also don't lie constantly and back out of multiple promises. She's going through some real shit right now that she doesn't want to share, plus she doesn't really do much every single day, so what is she's going to film for us? I don't know, I guess another pity party video where she complain about her mental problems, but doesn't do anything about it? What happened to her therapist, btw? Vlogging is mentally challenging for her. God, it pisses me off how she's complaining about being paid to sit down and talk about her failing life. The tweet rubbed her the wrong way.
Next topic: Weight update. Becky hasn't been weighing herself or talking to Amber about it (she's getting bigger). She gained exactly the 3.8 pounds back, but nothing more than that. Seems hard to believe that at her weight. She gained it back, because she's been eating just whatever. So what have we learned here? She's hasn't been binging as hard as she usually does, which is why she only gained the 3.8 lbs back. She can usually gain 7 in a week, so 3.8 is "not that bad", at over 540, btw. It's not a victory to her though and it makes her "sad".
Amber is inspired by this other fat chick that lost 300 pounds and has received advice from her. What that woman did to lose weight was to eat 2400 calories per day. Took her like 2 1/2 years to lose the weight. Amber is hesitant to cut her calories, because she has BED (NO you do NOT!) Amber will try to "replica" that diet and see if it works. 2400 cal diet has worked for her in the past. The broad Amber is talking about is apparently stunning right now, but was also stunning at Amber's current weight. I guess she means "stunning" as in "how can a human get so large?"
She knows she will receive flack for this new diet plan, but you have to try what works for you. "Try 1000 different things 60 different times. It's okay!" Yes, take this golden advice from a 550 lb woman! "The key to any weight loss journey is don't give up completely. If I have given up completely, I would be over 600 pounds." I'm speechless. She's not tryna make excuses for herself, but BED! CAN'T HELP IT! Next Monday, she hopes to be at a "good weight". She will not talk about her goals openly to avoid accounta-I mean, because she usually doesn't follow through when she speaks publicly about it. The goals are written down in one of her journals. She changed her goal weight, but she will not share it right now. She cares about us, she cares about her job, but she's not going to upload everyday. Hope yall enjoyed this rant. Bye.
