haven't brushed my hair in a week - 8/19/2018

"I feel better when I sit down and film a video for you guys."

"I feel better when I sit up and film a video for you guys."

FTFY Amber.
 
A poem by Amberlynn Angelou Hughes. Who is so bed bound she couldn't write it down in one of her 60 journals.

"Unspoken Word"

Sweet and sour becomes less of a taste when taste becomes a feeling
Feelings that become reality
Reality of giving your hand to her
Her presence, once torn between fairytales and magic
The magic that glues hearts to souls and souls to veins
Veins pulsating and lingering strain
Strain to understand the unspoken word
Or silence upon the naked body :islamic:
Bodies that used to define art by getting wrapped in sheets
Sheets of lust and longing.

I think it's a poem about the longing for orange chicken whilst being bedbound.
 
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Going by her provided weights, she has gained 60 lbs over the past six months. If that's not alarming to her, nothing ever will be.

So nice that she can't even step outside with her precious Twinkie Star. That's top notch animal loving there.

If you don't want to be bed bound, move your laptop out of your bedroom. It's not fixed in place. Sad excuses on that whole bit.

Nice pillow nest. I’m in awe that there are beds that can support her weight. Flying to space is one thing but this... damn. Science is amazing.

Their mattress is on the floor.
 
Hair gets super hard to brush after being bleached. Especially when wet.

I guess Al doesn't have the will or stamina to brush it properly anyway.
 
Her dead fish eyes staring at me during the video made me really uncomfortable. They're completely devoid of normal human emotion.
 
If you don't want to be bed bound, move your laptop out of your bedroom. It's not fixed in place. Sad excuses on that whole bit.

She's goth her Twitter/YT command center set up in her bed, a TV, and Becky the enabling pathetic cuck to bring her food. And is trying hard to convince us that she "Wants" to go outside. Can't wait for the vlog in 3 days where she wants asspats for being a brave enough gorl to brush her hair and go to Walmart. I can see it already. "I'm proud of myself."
 
"I deserve a break! Youtube is my job! Youtube is just a hobby! I am not bed bound. I know what my colors are gonna be (in the wedding). I know how my bouquet is gonna look like. These are all things I've been thinking about whilst I've been bed bound." So which is it Hamby? She contradicts herself all the freaking time.

Edit wtf was that so called poem?
 
We know you haven't had brushed your hair in a week. Just like how you haven't taken a bath, or how you haven't changed your black leggings with that small hole getting bigger...
 
Maybe the pants finally gave up and that's why she doesn't leave the room. Can't wear a blanket skirt out of the house... Or maybe she's saving the pants for special occasions seeing that they are thin as crepe at this point.
 
She's goth her Twitter/YT command center set up in her bed, a TV, and Becky the enabling pathetic cuck to bring her food. And is trying hard to convince us that she "Wants" to go outside. Can't wait for the vlog in 3 days where she wants asspats for being a brave enough gorl to brush her hair and go to Walmart. I can see it already. "I'm proud of myself."

Those that predicted she would because bed bound not due to an injury are spot on. She has nothing going for her and her life is dull. No wonder she can't overcome her mind and just go out the door for a bit. She may think this isn't what is happening but with how much she weighs and how weak she is in general, it's only a matter of time before sitting up will become a challenge.

Now that she isn't going anywhere, I really wonder what she does all day in bed. Her social media accounts on IG have been pretty quiet. I don't follow Twitter or Snapchat to verify it's across the board.
 
She's really fucked. This could really be the beginning of the end for her. Like what will be her rock bottom? She definitely hasn't hit it yet and I don't know what it will be. If Eric and Rickie were smart, they'd kick her out now. It will only become more difficult for all four of these people to move on with their lives.
 
Dear Amber,

Please keep your poems to yourself. I understand you find joy in writing them, but it causes actual physical pain to hear you read them out loud.

Yours truly,

Another Kiwi
 
"I can't fit in a plane."

Just buy the whole row with your 10k a month.

Imagine Amber stuffed into an airplane bathroom trying to reconcile her urgent need to expel the remnants of last night's binge with her inability to position herself anywhere near the toilet, let alone wriggle off her crusty, unwashed black pants in the small space. I'm sure the entire bathroom would end up covered in partially digested orange chicken.
 
If Eric and Rickie were smart, they'd kick her out now. It will only become more difficult for all four of these people to move on with their lives.
Just imagine what that bedroom must smell like now. She hasn't showered in god knows how long, those sheets definitely haven't been washed and there's probably remnants of fast food all over, not to mention the inevitable dog pee from poor Twinkie not being walked.
I can't believe Eric willingly brought board games into that rancid room to play with her on that bed. He must have a strong stomach.
Do they really need the rent money so bad to put themselves through this? Hearing the constant shrieks from Amber demanding things be brought to her alone would be enough for me to rethink this living situation.
 
So how fucking obvious is it that this is a continuing audition for MSPL? It's so obvious, the way she dropped in the "bedbound", the numerous (very numerous) cuts, the "not feeling like myself" bull shit -- it's all an attempt to make her seem like a good candidate for the show. She's trying to sell her story. It's probably the most work she's put into her videos in months.
 
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