@N A R U v2 I do feel bad for you in some sense. I like to see lolcows figure it out and improve themselves. Yeah I'll continue to laugh at the one's that won't. You just came forward with some power leveling. So, your situation is rough, and you're basically a ghost IRL. I can understand basic on the street interaction, being that way as people are busy and they usually don't talk to others they don't know.
The service workers are a different story, now I have to know, why. Did you say or do something to them that they didn't like and chose to ignore you until they had to help you? Do they know of your antics or people that you grew up with and know, so they know you?
How do you act in public, what do you wear and how do you present yourself? That's an important part of being noticed. How do you act in public? Do you have any IRL friends that you can talk to?
I'm not throwing these questions out to make fun, if you answer truthfully then it might win some people over. As it's easier to recruit people to your cause when you're being truthful and nice about it. It's a lot more difficult when you're attacking everyone on the site and calling them pedophiles. I believe in some of your points, like the retard shot killing people, I'm fairly right leaning myself. I chose to make fun of you because you acted like a sperg and then called me a pedophile. So after that it, I didn't care that we may have shared some common ground, I wanted you to kill yourself. But I wanna know your thought processes to the questions I asked.
I'm being sincere here, I'd appreciate if you did the same. You don't have to answer every single thing or go into too much detail. Just answer the ones you're comfortable with. Also I'm not trying to dox you or psychologically profile you with these questions, it's to give you some advice, to maybe help yourself out.